Quickly, I had a plate of curry rice, with a cup of water on the table and motioned for chaos to sit and eat. Curry rice was the first dish I had ever made by myself. I had to learn how to cook and cook fast to be able to keep my job at the café.
chaos sat at the table and started to eat the food I had made. He had really good manners for a guy. His were almost enough to challenge Onii-chan's. He finished and said, "That's as good as a friend of mine can make. You're so young too. I'm amazed."
I smiled happily, clapping my hands together. "I'm glad you like it!"
He was in that trance again. I cocked my head to the side, in confusion. Why was he always going in those trances? "Is there something wrong?"
"No," chaos replied shaking his head. "Nothing is bothering me, Sumina."
"Alright," I replied. I could've searched his mind, maybe if I did it'd be better, but I didn't. I like it better when people literally tell their secrets or thoughts. It makes life a lot better because learning everything you know when the other doesn't want you to know, and it's not the greatest.
"Aren't you going to search my mind?" he asked after I replied. "To find your answer…?"
"I like it better… when I find out from the actual person," I replied simply. Putting chaos's dishes in the sink, I smiled softly. This aura he gave off, it was amazingly soft and calming. "Life is really better off learning the answers the easy way, but…"
I looked confused at myself. "How did you know?"
"I felt a presence in my mind when I was off thinking. It was opening cracks in the doors of my memories, I figured it was you," he replied. I bowed my head down in shame.
"I'm sorry, I tend to do things without knowing I do it. I have no control over that," I replied sadly. I started to wash the dishes. As soon as I finished, I looked back at chaos. "Off in his own world again," I thought smiling to myself.
The wall suddenly blew open to where I had just laid the dishes to dry. I snapped my fingers. I just CLEANED those dishes. But, whatever just blew the door open didn't come in. I knew they usually came in to see if anyone was here, maybe whatever came in was really smart. I was in front of the large hole in my wall instantly. "It doesn't seem like anyone is he—"
Something threw me to the ground and I felt something close around my throat. It squeezed tighter and tighter. I have to get out of this grip! In my mind, I screamed, "Ange van Ku'n'age!"
I heard an inhumanly scream that sent shivers down my spine and soon after, I had purplish-green blood splattered all over my body.
Chaos quickly took out this futuristic-looking gun and shot it into the air, shouting, "Gnosis materialization, activate!"
Creepy lookin' creatures popped up everywhere. It was strange, seeming him fight off what I could easily blow up. One of these 'nosis' was cloaked and had their heads towards the ground. It came up to me and I got up in a fighting position. I heard it say, "I loathe your charm."
I stared at it in a confused manner. What was that supposed to mean? Suddenly, it outstretched its arms and a mask from its face flew up above it and some snake looking aura entered my mind.
I saw all my horrible memories, the ones I hated. Then, I heard chanted, something like, "It was your fault. It was your fault."
I screamed in my mind; it hurt. It wasn't my fault for everything that happened. It wasn't my fault! I felt warm tears rush down my face. Then, it stopped, my legs were shaking from the horror I had locked away in my mind. I jump kicked the monster, but when we impacted, I saw another one of my ghastly memories from my past. I softened my kick and it continued to fight me back.
I felt sudden rage, I needed to beat the crud out of this monster. With immense power that I didn't know I even had, I punched it to the ground and continued to beat down on it. I felt chaos tear me off the monster.
"I hate YOU!" I screamed at the corpse. I struggled in chaos' tight grip around my waist. "WHY DOES A MONSTER LIKE YOU EXIST?"
"Is that truly what you think?" he whispered into my ear. I stopped struggling and he let me down. They all were gone. I stood before a graveyard of these monsters. I shook my head.
"I'm a pretty messed up girl," I replied, chuckling. I wiped the tears from my eyes and stood strong. "I'm sorry for crying like that. I know a lot more people have worse problems than me."
chaos smiled softly. "It's alright."
He pointed the same gun into the air. I watched as the gnosis were fading from the ground. "Do… they do that?" I asked, pointing at them.
He nodded, his eyes illustrate me pure sadness. "They are made from nothing and they die nothing in this world."
I sucked back the rest of my tears; I promised I wouldn't cry like this anymore. That kind of crying was pathetic and I can't be that. "That's sad," I replied staring at their fading bodies.
"Gnosis materialization deactivate!" chaos shouted and it seemed that this 'materialization' force field was sapped back into the gun. He sat back down, his face calm, even after all this.
End of Chapter 3
A/N: I finally finished fixing it so only this chapter showed up. X.X How weird. Anyway, my internet is being weirded out, so... err... it may take awhile...