Well… I guess Brooklyn plushies didn't work either. "sigh" really, no one wants to review, do they? Oh well, nothing I can do about it, I suppose… unless… there's one more thing I'm gonna try…it's not really allowed but what the hell, I like doing it, and it's not in the way of the story… and I even think that as long as this doesn't take a chapter… it IS allowed. So, I'm gonna do it… "grin" nothing special really, but I'm gonna answer my reviewers! Yay

Oh, and BTW, if you lot would be so kind to give me some ideas for torture? I'm running out. "grin" Thanks

Yeah, sorry… I'm gonna start answering the reviewers starting from chapter 4.

Dark kaiser: Nah, it's no Yaoi. I don' like writing that kind of stuff. This is just like Silent Pain: Mostly Kai torture and er… what does P.F.T.F. mean?

Miako6: yes, Kai can't be that cold anymore right? After all, that was the entire point of 'Silent Pain'

Missy: Thanks for the compliment! I must say I like writing it too… if only I could think of some more torture… perhaps I can find some on the internet? "grin"

Now let's start the next chapter, shall we?

Chapter 5: escape denied

"Now, now Kai" said Boris slyly. "You couldn't possibly believe I would let you off the hook so easily, could you?" Kai was heaving because of his wounds – which he strangely still had – and because of the weight of his unconcious ally Brooklyn. "What do you mean?" he asked with great difficulty. Boris started laughing. "Don't tell me you forgot!" he laughed. "After your nasty wounds were healed, back in the abbey, and the bladebreakers came to get you back, did you really believe that was the last you've seen of me? Oh no Kai, you thought wrong. After all, you can never escape the abbey unless in a box." The memory of Tala, staring at the nothingness flashed back into Kai's mind and he squeezed his eyes shut, trying to get rid of the painfull memory.

"You're wrong" he mumbled. "I was happy." Boris grinned evilly. "Were you really kai? Can you honestly tell me you slept peacefully for one night ever since you left?" Kai turned his head and stared at the ground, gritting his teeth. "No, I didn't think so" Boris sneered. Brooklyn groaned but didn't wake. This shook Kai out of his painfull daydream though. He took a step backwards and glared at Boris. "Let us go." He growled. "Or what?" Boris asked. "You're gonna cry at me?" Kai took another step backwards. "Let us go" he repeated. Only this time it sounded more like the scared kid he really was. "Forget it." Boris said. He motioned to some guards that were standing behind him to get kai and Brooklyn and turned around to walk away. "You're not getting away with this!" Kai yelled right before he was knocked out by a guard. The last thing he felt was how Brooklyn was taken away again, right before a very familiar darkness clouded his senses.

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Kai opened his eyes again. He found himself tied up on a table, and he saw how Brooklyn was laying next to him. "Are you okay?" Kai asked, but Brooklyn never even opened his eyes. "Let's us hope he's not dead, huh?" Kai turned his head swiftly to identifie whoever had spoken. "Impossible." Kai gasped. "That would be nasty, huh Kai?" The redhead never took his eyes off of Brooklyn. "You would've proven to be worthless yet again." This time though, he did turn his head towards Kai and stared him right in the eye. "Tala?" Kai felt how a lump was forming in his throat. "You're alive!" Tala glared at him. "No." he said. "I'm dead… I wouldn't have to be though, if only YOU would've done something to prevent it." Tala hit him square across the cheek. "But you didn't, and now I'm dead."

"But how?" Kai stuttered. "Is that relevant right now?" Tala sneered. He took a knife out of his pocket and licked it. "Word is your 'friends' finally realized what a worthless ass you really are." Kai stared at him. His eyes confused and teary. "They told you excactly how they felt about you, finally!" Tala explained. "What, are you gonna cry now? You've gone too soft!" Kai ignored his last comment. He did remember how his friends had mocked him, hurt him,… abandoned him. "And now the last person who's tried to help you, is probably dead as well." Tala said, stroking Brooklyn's hair ever so softly. "You are useless." He mouthed to Kai, then lifted the knife. "Since you've grown soft, perhaps I will succeed in killing you." Tala said, then landed the knife harshly in Kai's belly.

Kai spat out some blood and coughed up what seemed to be words. Or maybe just one. "Why?" Tala slowly scratched some lines into Kai's arm. "You made me die, and I'm dragging you with me." He said. After that, he dissapeared into another room. Kai could barely stay awake because of the burning pain and finally lost conciousness yet again.

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"This is starting to get old Kai." Said a mocking voice. Kai opened his eyes to see Boris standing over him. "You keep passing out like a little child." He quikly looked at his belly and saw that the wound was indeed still there. It hadn't been a dream. But someone had bandaged it, and even though the bandage was slowly colouring red, Kai knew the wound had been taken care off. He looked at Boris with questioning eyes. "Now, now Kai. You know as well as I, that a dead toy, is no longer usefull for torture." Kai sighed with a tad more difficulty then he had expected and turned his head to look at Brooklyn. He still hadn't woken up. Was he really dead too? Even after all of his efforts, wasn't he able to do a thing about it? "No, he's not dead" said Boris who seemed to have read Kai's thoughts. "He's only hurt just a bit." Kai growled at Boris. He was still his sadistic self.

"Now, the first thing we have to do, little Kai…" said Boris. "- Is to turn you back hard, to turn you back into a man." Kai already knew just what was coming up and felt tears leaking from his eyes, followed by a swift and harsh slap across his cheek. Blood was the result of that last action, and Boris was licking it off of his hand with a smug grin on his face. "First of all, we'll have to teach you – yet again – that crying is for the weaker. And whenever you show that weakness…" He punched him flatly in the face this time, resulting in hearing a sickening crack which pointed out a broken nose. This time, only blood was leaking from his face, but the tears, he was repressing – after so many times – yet again.

"Yes Kai, you'll be your old self soon enough. Don't worry." Boris said. "You'll see."

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And…. End chapter! I think this one is longer then the rest. But people, please don't forget to review. I really need reviews!

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