Dear Diary,

Tara said it might help if I made a list of what I don't like about myself and my life so here goes nothing.

Buffy's List of things I hate about me and my life today:

Hair showing roots.

Bruise on left hip the size of a cantaloupe.

4 broken nails.

The power bill is over due.

I'm not in heaven anymore.

I don't feel anything good anymore.

I'm using Spike to feel

Spike makes me feel something I like.

Wow, aren't I just pathetic today?

Oh well till tomorrow...