Rakuen (Paradise)

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Chapter Nine: Deprivation

It was a few minutes before Al finally got up to go to the bathroom to clean up. He stood up slipping on a pair of boxers before leaving the room. Ed rested on his stomach feeling quite content in the after effects of his pleasure. Al returned shortly walking over to the bed where Ed was laying down at.

"Ed, aren't you going to get in your own bed?" Al asked.

"I don't want to." Ed said stretching out. Al sighed. Ed grabbed him by the arm and pulled him into the bed.

"We shouldn't sleep in the same bed." Al said as Ed put his arms around him.

"Just for a little while Al?" Ed said snuggling closer to him. Al took a deep breath not wanting Ed to go to his own bed either, but there would be a chance that Winry would walk into their room.

"Just a little while…" Al said melting into Ed's warm embrace. Al laid his head on Ed's chest listening to his heart beat and his steady breathing. Before he knew it he was asleep still wrapped up in Ed's arms.

Al had slept more peacefully then he had slept in a long while. Dawn broke long before they woke. A knock at the door is what finally stirred Al in his sleep. He felt warm bliss from his comfy position in bed. He yawned drowsily before realizing that Ed was still in the bed with his arms around him. The knock came once again at their door. Al sat up suddenly pulling away from Ed's warm body.

"Ed are you awake yet?" Winry's voice came from behind the door. Al shook Ed waking him from his blissful sleep. Ed slowly rose rubbing his eyes.

"What is it?" He mumbled

"Ed, Winry is at the door, get to your bed quick!" Al said in a urgent whisper.

Ed stumbled to his bed as quietly as he could, throwing on a pair of boxers on his way. He slipped into the cold covers and relaxed to look like he was sleeping just as the door knob turned. Al laid down again, putting him self in the warm spot Ed had been. Winry poked her head in, and looked around, seeing that Ed and Al were still sleeping in their beds. She came in and went over to Ed's bed, and kneeled down.

"Ed? Hey are you awake?" She said softly. Ed who had been awake, acted as if she had just woke him up.

"I am now." He mumbled.

"How are you feeling?" She asked.

"Mmm better." Ed sounded pleased.

"Are you hungry?" She asked

"Starved." He mumbled. "I'll go make some breakfast, you should wake Al up so we can eat soon." She said leaving the room. Ed slowly sat up in his bed. He wished he could crawl back in bed with Al. It was so nice being able to hold him, and feel his soft body next to him. Ed glanced over at Al's bed seeing him under the covers as if they really had slept in their own bed.

"Al, I know you're awake." Ed said quietly.

"Mmm." Al only groaned.

"We have to get up now." Ed said getting out of bed.

Al pulled him self out of bed while Ed looked at him. Al stood up adjusting his boxers then moved past Ed to get some cloths. He could feel Ed's eyes on him as he searched through his dresser. Soon he felt Ed's arms slip around his waist and soft kisses on his shoulder.

"Ed…we can't be like this." Al said sadly.

"Just a bit longer." Ed said.

Al stood there for a moment, not wanting to separate from Ed's wonderful hold. Al had already convinced him self that no one could ever find out what they had done. No one could ever know how they really felt, and no one should ever see them act as lovers. Al pulled away from Ed unable to look up at him.

"We can't do this. No one should ever find out. We have to keep it secret." Al said taking his cloths and walking to the door.

"If there was only a place we could go where no one would care weather we were brothers or not. We could live as we wanted to. It would be our own little paradise." Ed said. A few moments later Ed heard the door closed behind him and he was alone.

From Winry's point of view things were getting back to normal. Ed and Al were not avoiding each other in anyway. They didn't seem to be extremely unhappy or angry and she figured they had resolved what ever it was that was causing the problem. In reality Ed and Al were hiding their secret very well. It had been days since that first night together. Al had made it clear to Ed that it was a secret and as long as there was someone around they would never show their feelings for each other. Ed hated not being able to hold Al once more. He hated bottling up his love. He desired to touch Al again, to feel his soft skin, and stay close to his warm body. He was more then fed up with holding it all in, and having to watch Al, but not touch him, no mater how great his desire was.

Al seemed to ignore the lustful eyes Ed gave him when ever Winry wasn't nearby. He really tried to ignore when Ed would step up behind him and nuzzle into his ear and neck while grazing his hand up Al's body. Al would nearly loose all will to keep their secret, but finally he'd snap out of it and push Ed away, acting a little cross for doing it. In truth he was more angry that he had to force Ed to stop. He would give anything to once again have Ed's touch on his body, but being that Winry was in the other room it was impossible.

Winry had stepped into the kitchen for a while to make supper, and Pinako was outside, when Al decided to go up stairs. Ed followed him up there making Al a little angry. He shut the bed room door before Ed could follow him inside. Their one night together was supposed to be the last one, but Ed was making it harder, and harder, to fight it. It sounded like Ed had finally given up, and went down stairs. Al opened the door to their room, and stepped out, seeing the empty hallway. He began to walk towards the stairs but suddenly he felt a hand grab him and pull him into the open bathroom door. He fought as if he was being attacked, but he seemed to be no match for his attacker. Al opened his eyes seeing Ed holding him down.

"Ed, stop it." Al struggled nearly getting free.

Ed now fought harder dragging Al to the wall and pressing himself again Al to keep him in place then he forced his lips onto Al's. Al tried as hard as he could to push Ed away but being pinned between the wall the sink and Ed was making it too hard. Ed started to deepen the kiss letting his tongue slip inside Al's mouth. Al felt Ed's hand running inside his shirt and his hip pressing into him which aroused him greatly. Instead of pushing Ed away, Al realized he had started to pull Ed closer and closer. Ed took this as an incentive to keep going. Ed began to pull Al's shirt off as fast as he could. He quickly returned to Al's lips but soon moved down to his neck then his chest. Al put his arms around Ed's neck hoping that he wouldn't stop now. Ed soon found Al's sensitive nipple, sucking it into his mouth and rubbing his tongue over it . Al threw his head back trying not to make any noise. Al could feel himself getting harder and harder. Ed was pressing into him more and his lips felt amazing against the hot skin of Al's chest.

"Hey Al! Ed! Supper is ready come on and eat!" They heard from the first floor. Ed slowly pulled away from Al. Al wanted to ignore Winry's call, and just melt into Ed's touch, but he knew he couldn't. Ed turned to the door and stopped for a moment.

"I'll go down first." Ed said opening the door.

"If only we could find that paradise you talked about." Al said quietly.

"If only…" Ed said leaving to go down stairs.

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