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It had been about a week since Rory and Logan squared most of their problems away, They were finally comfortable around each other. However, Logan's confession at the café was still looming over them, unexplained and unspoken about.
Colin and Honor were still getting used to their new relationship but they were having fun, not taking things to seriously, They were still in the getting to know you faze. Not to mention they had enough drama with their friends relationships they didn't need to add their own to the mix.
Finn and Steph's relationship on the other hand wasn't going as smoothly. When Finn woke up after declaring his love for Steph, she was gone. He tried calling, but she wouldn't answer. He'd walk up to her on campus but she'd make an excuse to make a quit exit. She was avoiding him and it was slowly breaking his heart.
Rory and Steph hadn't talked to each other for more than a quick hi and goodbye in the last week either. Between their own personal drama and school they hadn't had much time for their usual girl talk.
They had planned a girls day with Lorelai and Anna (Steph's Mom) who they hadn't really talked to much since college started.
They were driving along listening to the radio contently when all of a sudden Steph couldn't control herself anymore. "I lost my virginity to Finn."
Rory turned the radio and sent a glance in Steph's direction. "Why would you drop a bomb like that while I am driving?" Rory asked.
"Sorry, It's just while you were with Logan; Honor, Colin, Finn and I were going to play truth or date and you know how Honor had tried many times to get me to admit who I lost it to. You can't lie in that game so I tried to make a joke to make people forget about it but then Finn said he was curious as well. I asked him why and whispered in his ear that I lost it to him. Apparently he hadn't gotten the memo. Of course I hadn't told him so it was my fault, I guess. He flipped out and dragged me in my room then yelled at me. He was so cute and worried about it I realized I loved it, So stupid me told him and he said it back. We fell asleep and I left before he woke up and have been avoiding him ever since." Steph said practically in one breath.
"You certainly got your rambling trait from me." Rory muttered. "Ok, So rewind and pause. You lost your virginity to Finn and he wasn't aware of it. When did this happen?"
"When he came to visit senior year." Steph said trying to calm down. "And why didn't you tell him you were a virgin?" Rory asked cautiously trying not to send Steph into another mini rant.
"I didn't want him to back out, I wanted to be with him and he would have been so cautious and I didn't want that."
"Ok, So he didn't know. Wouldn't he have figured it out. I mean I know there is the expression 'Poppin the cherry' but…" Rory trailed off mentally trying to figure it out.
"ROR! I know the expression but obviously he didn't… I don't know…Just he didn't know, and he was upset that I didn't tell him."
"Right, Well Finn being friend to women would have wanted to make sure you were comfortable." Rory reasoned.
"I guess." Steph sighed "But why did I have to tell him I love him."
"Did you mean it? Do you love him?" Rory questioned.
Steph nodded "More than I ever thought was possible. I think I've known it since we had sex the first time. It was just easier that he didn't know. That way if he got bored with me or something he didn't string me along, he'd just dump me and get it over with. No feelings involved." Steph explained.
"Steph, You would've have gotten hurt and Finn wouldn't ever want to intentionally hurt you. You know that." Rory reassured her.
"I'm scared. He's going to hurt me or leave again. I don't think I can handle that." Steph confessed, her eyes brimming with tears. "I can't loose him again."
"You shouldn't be scared. He's not going anywhere." Rory told her confidently.
Steph gave Rory an odd look. "Then why won't you be with Logan?" She question. "Your in the same situation as I am minus the sex. Plus, You've loved Logan longer than I've loved Finn."
Steph's words hit Rory like a ton of bricks. Why wasn't she following her own advice? Logan didn't leave intentionally, So why was she punishing him for it? Sure he didn't keep in touch but Colin had told her Logan had a folder full of letters she'd sent him and his replies that he'd never sent.
Tears welled up in her own eyes. "I don't know. He admitted he's loved me since before he left. Steph, He'll leave or he'll…he doesn't want me." She shook her head.
Rory finally pulled into her parents driveway as her tears began to escape down her cheeks. Anna and Lorelai got into the backseat to see both of their daughters in tears.
"Girls, What's wrong?" Anna asked. "Boys suck." Steph muttered.
"Alright, We're gonna postpone our little shopping adventure and have a little mother daughter time. Let's go into the house and kick your fathers out." Lorelai said smiling.
Lorelai and Anna wrapped their arms around their crying daughters as they walked into the den. Chris and Jacob (Steph's father) were sitting on the couch watching golf.
"OUT!" Lorelai exclaimed. Chris and Jacob looked up to see their wives with determined looks on their faces and they sobbing daughters.
"What the hell happened?" Jacob asked. "Boy Problems, It's nothing a little mother daughter bonding won't solve. Now you guys need to make yourselves scarce." Anna explained.
"Do we need to kick anyone's ass?" Jacob asked anxiously. "Or pay someone else to do it?" Chris added.
Rory and Steph both let a light laugh escape from their lips at their fathers attempt to comfort them.
"Thanks Daddy, But I don't want him dead." Rory said as she walked over and hugged her father. Steph did the same thing.
Both girls we close to their parents. Though Stephanie's parents weren't as young as Lorelai and Chris were when they had Rory they weren't much older either. They could relate, Which is why they were all so close.
The males of the family left the Hayden Mansion with no intention of coming back until they had receive a proper ok from their wives.
"Let's get into some comfortable clothes and we can wallow. I'm not sure what the situation calls for but I am thinking wallowing might be needed for at least one of you." Lorelai deducted.
After changing into pajamas and stuffing themselves with junk food they were half way through Cruel Intentions when Lorelai finally decided she had to know what made Rory and Steph so upset.
"Ok, Which one of you is going to spill first?" she asked. "I lost my virginity to Finn." Steph stated.
"Well at least it wasn't someone you didn't know." Anna said a little uncomfortable talking about her daughters sex life.
"Well… That's not the bad part. Apparently, The bad part is that I didn't tell him I was a virgin." Steph confessed. She decided it was better to get this out in the open.
"Honey, You have to tell him! He probably felt like he didn't take care of you enough." Lorelai explained. Lorelai and Anna were like joint mothers. Anna gave Rory advice and Lorelai and Steph advice.
"But that's what I don't understand! He did! He was sweet and kind about it. I didn't need him to constantly be asking me if I was ok for him to take care of me." Steph said a little angered that this was such a big deal.
"Alright, Other than that what's wrong?" Anna asked trying to get away from the subject. "I told him I loved and he said it back. But I've been avoiding him for the last week." Steph said resting her head on her mothers lap.
"Steph, Honey. Why? You've always liked Finn. When you were five you told me you liked his voice." Anna smiled gently playing with her daughters hair.
"I don't want him to leave again. I can't take it if he leaves again." She whispered letting tears form up in her eyes again.
"Finn won't leave. He's here for good. He loves you, You know that's something Finn doesn't say often. You avoiding him probably making him feel like he did something wrong." Lorelai stated firmly then turned to her own daughter.
"I have a feeling you are having the same problem trusting Logan." Rory just nodded in response then popped another marshmallow into her mouth.
"Ror, I know it seems easier to stuff your self with puffed cylinders of sugar to hide from your problems but eventually your problems become bigger and you find that you no longer have marshmallows but an empty plastic bag." Anna told her.
Rory smiled slightly. "At least Finn came back sooner than Logan did. I had to be dancing on a bar at some club for Logan to notice me."
"You were bar dancing?" Lorelai asked skeptically. Rory shyly nodded. "THAT'S MY LITTLE COLLEGE GIRL!" Lorelai exclaimed proudly.
"Mom, Logan told me he loved me since before he left. What if he doesn't want me, He wants who I was?" Rory asked weakly.
"Ror, Hate to break it to you babe. You haven't changed much." Anna smiled warmly. "Yeah, Your still the little bookworm who addicted to coffee, obsessed with schoolwork and blushed at anything slightly sexual." Steph added brightly.
"Someone's awfully chipper." Rory remarked sarcastically. Steph just stuck her tongue out at Rory in response.
"Now that your problems are some what sorted through, Lets watch movies!. I have Madagascar and I can't wait to see the penguins. I love the penguins!" Lorelai exclaimed excitedly.
"Why doesn't that surprise me." Rory teased. "Hush you!" Lorelai dismissed her daughter and turned her attention back to the tv.
Steph and Rory left their mothers around 10pm. They had spent the rest of the day talking and watching movies. Rory had missed spending time with Lorelai and promised herself as well as Lorelai she would come by more often.
Lorelai had been Rory's biggest support system when Logan had left and if she says its ok to let Logan back into her life, then that was something Rory would take under consideration.
"I don't know what I did wrong." Finn said pacing back and forth. "Finn, You need to relax. How do you know you did something wrong?" Colin questioned.
"She won't speak to me, She won't go anywhere near me. It's like I have Leprosy or something."
"Saying I love you was a big deal to her to, she's obviously worried about something." Logan observed.
"Don't you have your own girl problems to deal with? If I do recall the lovely Ms. Hayden has yet to bring up your recent declaration of love for her. You are in no place to talk." Finn argued.
"But at least I am not mulling over why she's avoiding me." Logan said with a cocky smirk. Colin leaned over and smacked the back of his head. "Your right, She didn't say anything at all."
Finn laughed and Logan's smirk faded into a scowl. "We have to do something, Something to get them off our minds."
"I've got plans with Honor. Unlike you two, the object of my affections isn't running scared of me." Colin said with a chuckle and left the dorm.
"I hate him." Finn stated dryly.
"Lets go to the pub, You can get your mind off your girlfriend that won't speak to you and I can get my mind of the girl that I've loved since I was about 10, Who officially hates me."
"We live sad little lives." Finn observed as they left the dorm to go drown their sorrows in alcohol.
"That we do." Logan conceded as they made their destination to the pub.
As the girls were driving back to their dorm they spotted two boys that looked oddly familiar stumbling down the street.
"That's not who I think it is, Is it?" Steph asked. "Yes, It's exactly who you think it is." Rory deadpanned and pulled over.
Getting out of the car she walked over to them. "LOGAN! FINN!" Rory called getting their attention.
"Hey Finn! It's Rory and Stephhhhhh." Logan slurred. "You guys came from the pub didn't you?" Steph questioned.
"Yes! My dear girlfriend. But are you my girlfriend, You don't like me very much." Finn said stumbling over his own feet.
"Oh I think you know very well that I am your girlfriend, That's the whiskey talking." Steph retorted putting her arm around Finns shoulder helping to stabilize him so he could at least walk to the car.
"Hey Rory." Logan said slowly. "I don't feel good." He told her.
"We're gonna get you home soon." Rory promised. "No, I really don't fee--" Logan began but then turned his head and threw up.
"Ewww." Rory muttered before bending down at his side to make sure he was ok. "Logan, How much did you have to drink?" She asked with concern showing.
Logan had been drinking since she could remember. He was always swiping bottles of various types of alcohol from the bartenders at society parties. Logan had to have consumed a lot of Alcohol to make him this ill.
Once she was sure he was done throwing up at least for the moment she walked him back to the car. Steph had managed to wrangle Finn and he was already passed out with his head in her lap.
Logan was sitting in the passengers seat with his head against the window and had fallen asleep quickly.
Rory pulled into a parking spot not far from her dorm. "I don't know what kind of shape Finn is in, But I am worried about Logan. He had to have drank a lot, and I mean like half the pubs stock in alcohol." Rory turned in her seat to look at Steph.
"Lets bring them to our dorm. I wanna keep an eye on them." Steph agreed.
Both girls managed to wake the guys upenough to drag them to their dorm. Steph brought Finn into her room and began to take care of him and Rory did the same.
Pulling the covers on her bed back she got him to lay down. Taking off his coat and shoes was easy considering he was half asleep already.
He was so pale, She'd never seen him like this and it scared her. "Logan, I'll be right back." She told him and placed a gentle kiss on his forehead before departing into the bathroom to change and get some aspirin.
Walking into her room she noticed Logan had taken off his button down shirt leaving him in at wife beater and his jeans. "Logan." Rory whispered. He just groaned in response.
"The hangover hitting you already I see, Take these." She said handing him some little white pills and a glass of water.
He gratefully took them and laid back down. Rory sat on the edge of the bed gently rubbing his head. "Why'd you drink so much Logan, Usually you can control yourself." She whispered.
"I had some things on my mind." was his reply. He wasn't going to tell her the real reason, because the real reason would imply having to tell her he got the most wasted he'd ever been in his life because of her.
"Tomorrow, Will you tell me about it?" She asked shyly knowing he wouldn't remember in the morning. He nodded but then cursed himself as pain shot through his body.
"Just relax and go to sleep. I'm here if you need me." she told him gently as she continued to run her hands through his hair soothingly.
"Thanks, Iloveyou." was the last thing he muttered before dozing off to sleep.
Rory wasn't going to analyze it right now, she was tired and Logan was beyond drunk still. She placed a chaste kiss on his forehead and dozed off on the chair next to the bed.
This was a filler chapter for the most part, But I like it. Mostly because the mention of the penguins from Madagascar, My friends tell me I am like them (Power Hungry). I deny that accusation, by the way.
Anyways, I don't own any of the movie mentioned, As usual.
So, I know I said Dean, Jess and Tristan were nonexistent in this story. But I was thinking of bringing one of them in for an appearance, To add to the story line a little. Which one would you all prefer? Lemme know!
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