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-1Chapter 5
Wise Decisions
Thump! Thump! I opened my eyes to the painful throbbing headache I had. My eyes were swollen from crying. Why? I asked myself. What happened to make me cry. I sat up only to hit my head on…concrete! I looked up and all around, and realized I was in a concrete tunnel. "Ahhhhh!" I screamed, as I found myself covered in blood. I smelled it to see whose it was, it smelt like both mine and Logan's. Wait…why would I have Logan's blood all over me. I crawled out of the tunnel, I heard drills, loud and it made my head feel like nuclear warfare. My heart started beating really fast, and I got really light headed. Suddenly I bent over and projectile vomited all over the ground. I fell to my knees coughing, I saw a hint of blood come out. I heard footsteps coming towards me, I looked up and… "Kid, what the fuck is your problem?" Logan asked angrily. Too sick to care, I said, "Right now, you!" I had no pity, I was angry, scared, and confused. All I could think about was what the hell happened to me, and why my healing factor wasn't working. Logan bent down beside me, and looked me dead in the eyes. I tried to extend my claws but nothing would happen. "What…why are you doing this to me?" I asked him in despair. "You're the one that stabbed me kid, and I have done nothing. If your abilities aren't working, then maybe someone drugged your drink. Your vulnerable now, let me help you, at least until you can…hey kid!" My vision became twisted and blurry, and I fell into a dark, and endless nothing.
"Ohhhhooohh" I moaned as I awoke. As my eyes blurred into focus, I heard a woman's voice say, "She's got your DNA Logan, there's nothing not to understand about, it. She has claws, two in her hand and a third in each foot. She has an accelerated healing factor, and she has Adamantium fused to her bones. Why she has your DNA, I don't know, but these are the facts, and you need to face them." I sat up and looked at him, he looked like he'd seen a ghost. I turned to see a room full of people. Including Charles Xavier, Storm, Logan, Rogue, some boy, and some girl. I blinked as if saying, 'What the fuck'. I heard Xavier's voice come booming into my head. 'You are at my school for the gifted, you are in the examination room, and everyone else just found out about you. You must explain to everyone here, your past, an d how you've gotten here. "I'm not explaining shit to a room full of strangers!" I yelled, I was mad, they fucking abducted me against my will. I wasn't explaining shit! "Okay then, Kitty, Bobby, Rogue, please return to your dorms, I will explain everything later." With little protest, they all left the room. Logan staring me dead in the eyes, I stared him right back. He didn't even look away, I looked past his anger, and saw his fear. He was afraid of who I was, and why I had his DNA. I read all this from his eyes. "If you don't tell us who you are, Professor X can use Cerebra to access it from your mind." He stated. "Oh really, I don't really think that you want to know about my life, its not the prettiest picture to paint. Some days I wish I couldn't remember it at all." I said, almost crying, thinking back to my mother lying on the ground, as the snow fell, her blood melting away all its beauty. "I killed my own mother, and since I left Canada, I've been trying not to think about it, but it haunts my dreams." Tears were running down my face. "My mother tried many times before me, using an x paired with a y chromosome, to make a male, X-23, after many failed attempts, she decided to go ahead without the o.k. from Rice and Sutter. When she presented them with the idea, they completely resented their weapon being female, as if "it" would lack in strength or something. She explained that to completely re-sequence the proteome, would take six to ten years, and that she had a ready female one now. They tenaciously agreed, and still they lacked a surrogate mother, to implant the fetus into. That's when Zander threatened to fire my mother, if she didn't agree to cooperate with the whole surrogate mother plan. So that's how she became my mother, by force, almost like rape. She became pregnant against her will. When I was seven years old I began my training with my Japanese trainer, Tanaka. My training was designed to strip me of my humanity completely, I was only a weapon, to them…but my mother treated me like both a weapon, and a child. I accepted it, that's all I knew, I hadn't been trained to love, so I didn't know how then. If she were here now…I…I'd. Zander and my mother's orders were to keep me from gaining any sense of self…so that they had more control over me. As I grew older, they began my weapons training, and time to train in a new way. When they felt I was ready, they would start trigger scent training me. The time came for me to start, they poured the scent right onto Tanaka, and at eight years old I brutally murdered my Sensei. I was trained as a skilled assassin, and that's all I was. At age twelve I killed one of the candidates in the Presidential election. I was a weapon, and that's all I'll ever be. Even my own mother treated me like a weapon. I was 'designed' to seek revenge on weapon X…Logan," I shot him a look, his eyes softened slightly, but he still was cold as ice.
"Three months ago, Zander sent me on a top secret mission to kill Dr. Sutters, his wife, and his son Henry. I brutally murdered them all except for, Henry. He didn't deserve to die, he didn't decide his fate, his future, and so he had to live. I hid him in the woods behind the house. When I went back to the facility Zander told me not to tell anyone. After he washed the blood from me, I went back to my room. My mother came to see me, and I showed her a picture of Dr. Sutters family. She had to know, so she did. Then my mother sent me on a mission to kill Zander, and all 45 of the other embryo's that he had made. Previously, he had poured trigger scent onto her. When I smelt it, I went berserk, into a blind rage. And stabbed her, as she lie there dying she told me my real name, and that she loved me. I watched her die. Afterwards I ran as far away from there as possible, I snuck onto a train headed for New York, and that's how I got here. Yesterday was my second day here. I'm not sure what the hell happened last night, but I'm pretty sure I didn't do it intentionally." I was finished crying, all I did then was sit and wait until they were done being silent. Knowing Logan the way I did, I figured that it wouldn't be long. Suddenly Logan slammed his fist down on the examination table, causing even me to jump. Then he stormed out of the room. Storm had her hand over her mouth, her eyes began to water. She shot me a look and Xavier told her to meet him upstairs. "So 'Professor', are you happy, they seem to be" I said sarcastically. He looked at me with a grin, as though he wasn't yet satisfied. "I told them everything…what more do you want from me!" I yelled, frustrated at his reaction. "I'm afraid, my child, you have not told them everything."