Disclaimer: I don't own Gilmore Girls, its as simple as that.
A special thanks to my amazing reviewers!
GilmoreHorseFreak04: I'm sorry! I don't make any promises.
J.Stone: Hahah don't worry we've all done it haha and I wasn't so sure myself were I was going with this until yesterday. I took a survey and idk this is what ended up happing. I glad that your willing to stick w/ it, you have no idea how happy that makes me, especially since your reviews are always helpful and appreciated. So read on! Let me no wat you think! Oh, and p.s. I hope your dog is out from under the couch by now haha
longlivelukeandlorelai: I'm glad you like the POV! I really enjoy writing it from her's instead of Luke's because in stories I've noticed that Luke tends to think the same, sorry, but slightly cheesy things that I could never see him saying so to avoid that its in Lorelai's perspective. haha Oh, and another reason is that I love being in this crazy woman's head, it makes things a lot more interesting. haha enjoy!
suusje32: I went on! haha
VeroSNM: haha I had the hardest time w/ writing that because I was in a mental war w/ myself. I almost had him actually kiss her, but it wasn't the right timing. soo now you must wait for it ha. And yeah, she probably would listen that Bowie cd. Hell I listen to that Bowie cd and I came out 15 years before I was born...I think...I'm not good w/ math haha. enjoy!
walkingonsunshine01: Thank you, sorry the update was soo slow!
scubaluver: yeah, your probably right about the Bowie cd and as I told VeroSNM, even I listen to that cd and it came out before I was born soo ahha your right. I'm glad that you found it haha and that you like it. enjoy!
Adam's Song-182: haha yes, I tried to be more polite haha. and yes, jess is sexy, though he can piss me off sumtimes. I'm glad he's got his life together in the new shows though. enjoy
sarah: thank you and thank you! haha and I'll try to be mysterious, but I can't for much longer. you'll see what I mean in about 5 mins. enjoy
Cheergirl79151: Soo happy you still love it! haha and you cont. too! haha enjoy
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kayce: I'm sorry that I've inflicted a twitch on you! haha I no that was kind of mean of me, and I apologize, but the story needed that sexual tension haah I'm sorry that my chapters are still pathetically short! I've noticed though that I work better and update sooner in small doses, but I will work on that just for you haha I love that movie too, it's because of the movie that I now have this unhealthy crush on John Cusack haha I can't help it! he was just soo sweet in that movie! hah i have problems ha enjoy
orangesherbert7: I know i promise i wanted them to kiss too. anyway, so glad you liked it! scratch that- I'm ESTATIC that you liked it. I use the word glad too much haha enjoy
lue: Its quite alright for the delay, a review is always appreciated no matter how long it take sto get to me haha and yes, I understood what you meant and thank you, I'm soo happy that you enjoyed it soo.
Taer: I'm sorry! I'm scum of the earth! i take forever to write its a very nasty habit of mine please forgive me! and enjoy
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Previously on Gilmore Girls...
"Your crazy, Lorelai," Luke says, handing me a plate full of food.
"Thank you for noticing," I flash him a smile, and realize there are too many good feelings that I don't ever want to forget.
Now on with the story...
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IT NEVER RAINS, BUT IT POURS
"God, what's in this box? It weighs like a thousand pounds," I complain, the cardboard box weighing me to the ground, my knees bending under the pressure.
Rolling his eyes, Luke takes the box out of my hands and gives me on the size of a shoe box.
I laugh. "Much better," I say, leading the way down the steps into the diner, Luke tailing behind me "Oh my God," I gasp as step out into the diner and find a thousand eyes peering through the glass at me.
"Jeez," Luke jumps, the box almost slipping out of his hands. Depositing the load on the counter, he makes his way to the door, unlocks it letting the cool fall air into the diner.
"What are you all doing?" Luke asks stepping outside of the diner and I follow behind him.
"Are you okay, Sugah? We were all worried about yah," Babette replies concerned
"What are you talking about."
"Well, when we saw the diner was closed we all thought you went fishing, but your truck was still here. We were worried that you were real sick, hun," Babette explains, and I notice several women are holding tuberwares full of steaming soup.
"Oh," is all Luke says, but the others still look on expectantly. "Well, you see...uh"
I cut in, "Aw, that was soo sweet of all of you. Luke was feeling a little under the weather this morning, and when I came over for coffee he let me in and when I realized how sick he was I insisted that he close the diner and I stay and take care of him." I smile, wrapping my arm around Luke's shoulder.
Gawking dumbly at me, it takes him a moment to respond but when he does he says, "Yeah," he coughs dramatically and makes his voice scratchy, "I'm fine, really, just a little cold, but thank you all for your concern," coughs, "It really means a lot to me"
So, after recieving well wishes and accepting numerous bowls of soup, Luke said goodbye, and he and I retreated back into the diner, locking the door behind us. Then, pulling the thin string holding the blinds, I let them tumble shut, blocking out the masses of unwanted eyes, and me and Luke both let out a sigh.
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The clockhands slowly trace circles around its face as we spend the next half an hour or so carrying Luke's belongings down the narrow flight of stairs, and we both try to pretend that our time isn't wittling down as we worked.
And once we finish, we start taking William's things off the walls and packing them away in soft bubblewrap and packing peanuts, both with the upmost of care.
I was taping and labling the boxes, and Luke was walking them out the back door of the diner and piling them into the bed of his truck. Then, absentmindedly, I roll the tape across the top of what I suddenly realize is the last box, and I feel my chest clench up tight. My hands shake as I write 'DINER' across the side of the box in big black letters.
"That's the last one," I say, voice cracking as I hand the box to Luke, who froze with my comment. He nodds and walks to the back door and I panic.
"Luke."
"I'm coming back," he says smiling at me, and I relax as I watch him walk out to the car. Sure enough, he comes back from outside a few seconds later.
Running into his arms, I try to hold back my tears but I their paintbrush touch tickle my cheek.
"So this is the end?" I ask, his flannal wrapped up in my fists, and I feel myself crumble.
"I've got to do it, Lorelai," he says, trying to define his cause, but I can tell he doesn't even believe in it.
"I'm never going to see you again." I cry indignantly.
"Sure you will. I'll visit and you'll visit, and we'll see each other all the time," he weaves a fairytale story to calm the collasping woman who had always seemed so strong.
"It's over," I sob quietly.
"We'll see each other again," he insists, and I sigh, wiping away tears and whisper:
"Maybe in another life, when we are both cats."
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An hour later, I'm lying on the dusty floor of the diner, screaming as my broken heart lets out horrific screeks of pain. Luke had left long ago, and I knew this, but my final memory of him walking towards the door is vivid in my mind and seems to play over, and over, and over, and over, and over again. A swipe of the blade over the same cut, a cut that will leave a scar.
Curled in a ball on the floor, I hear the back door creak, and when I open my eyes my sobbing daughter has wrapped herself around me on the floor. I sit up and hug her body to mine tightly, and I feel her do the same.
It was the end one chapter of our lives, but then again, it was also the beginning for a whole new one.
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AN: thats all and please please don't kill me I'm too young to die! And don't worry this isn't the end! soo before you hunt me down and shoot me, please finish reading the story. Now the reasoning behind my madness? I knew you all expected me to have them get together before he left soo I wanted to be original and have him actually leave. I hope you all don't hate me too much. Anyway, I love you all and I promise to try and update really really super fast!
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