Rain pounded on the window. Kazuno and K lay in bed, Kazuno holding K like he wanted him to. He didn't know why K wanted him to hold him, but Kazuno didn't mind. He wanted K to be happy.

"Kazuno...Why is your heart beating so quick?" Kazuno opened his eyes. Was his heart beating fast? "I don't know." K smiled and closed his eyes listening to the rapid heartbeat. Kazuno's heart beat always quickened around K. He couldn't explain it. It couldn't be love, he knew that wasn't it because he was not attracted to men. He knew he wasn't.

"K, do you feel better?" K nodded against his chest but did not move away. Kazuno really didn't mind the younger man on him like this. Even though he knew if Juka came in, he would bitch at him forever about how he was gay. But Kazuno was not gay, he just thought of K like a younger brother and a best friend. K was more of a friend than his own brother was.

Him and K has been friends for only 2 years now. Not very long, but Kazuno bonded with him quite quickly. He had never done that with anyone. Not even Juka. His own brother.

"Kazuno, do you want me to get off?" "No." Was Kazuno's reply. K smiled again and continued to lay on his lover. He didn't know if Kazuno realized he was in love with him yet, he was hoping he would soon, he didn't want to tell him himself. What if he told him and Kazuno hated him for it. He wouldn't want to be around him anymore. He would despise him for being in love with him.

K didn't want that, No. He wouldn't be able to live with the thought of Kazuno hating him and pushing him from his life. He would much rather be Kazuno's friend than for Kazuno to find out. Though he did often wonder if Kazuno felt the same was as he felt for him, but than he thought that was stupid. After all Kazuno had a girlfriend back in Hiroshima. He wouldn't have time for K, not with her in the way.

K wanted to be with Kazuno, but he knew that was somewhat impossible, if Kaazuo did not love him in return. He wanted that, but knew Kazuno wouldn't. He didn't have much hope.

"K...Are you awake?" "...Yes." Kazuno held onto him tighter. K liked it. "You can go to sleep if you want to." K looked up at him. "You don't mind?" Kazuno shook his head and K smiled and laid his head back down on his chest. He liked that Kazuno was letting him sleep on him and he wouldn't of had to sneek to.

Kazuno rubbed K's back a little and started to drift off himself. The rain was comforting and so was the position he was in. He felt comfortable, even with K's head on his chest. Some reason, he wanted K to stay on him. He couldn't describe what he was feeling, but he didn't want K to leave, he wanted K.

But he knew that K did not feel the same for him. K had told everyone in the band he was not interested in men, and everytime the topic came up he got pissed off at everyone...Maybe he is...Maybe he just is afraid of everyone finding out. Kazuno hoped he was just hiding it, because deep inside, he really had feelings for K.

He just realized it, but he did. And he felt that he could take on the world with him around.

So him and K, lay wrapped in eachother's arms. Both secretly in love drifting off into sleep.