What makes you think that he wants you When I'm the one that brought him to.
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She had to go through a lot of training. She had to clear her mind, had to tone her body, and remove her feelings from her sleeve.
The Mikos were cruel; the Monks were harsh; the Gods showed no mercy.
For many nights when she first got there, all she heard over and over was Kikyo's voice, 'What makes you think he wants you.'
Over and over until she broke and then silence. She was over it. She loved herself first and foremost.
She spent over a month in total silence, and only listened to her own heartbeat, felt her own blood and healed her own heart.