Rude Awaking

Chapter Four: Falling In & Falling Apart

A/N: you know the drill, R&R and in this chappie imma gonna switch the POV between Hermione and Draco. Oh and srry for any flames I might have sent out! plz read the author note at the end, all of it i might add

Why in the bloody hell did she kiss me, I, Draco Malfoy, kissed by a MUDBLOOD! What the hell is happening to me, first the train then I couldn't get my eyes off of her, I watched her the whole time that song was on, then she got up and kissed me, man I need a drink I thought to myself as I went back into my side of the room.

I got undressed and put some green silk boxers, I needed to get to bed before something else happened. I laid in bed and thought about everything that was said. 'I could forgive, but I couldn't forget', what in blazes did that mean?

I rolled over and stared at the wall that was separating us from each other, I still couldn't figure out why they had to put in the same damn room. I rolled back over and stared at the ceiling as I put my hands behind my head. I couldn't wait till tomorrow, then I could forget everything that had happened.

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The next morning I got up and grabbed some clothes, I headed for the bathroom when I heard the water running.

"Granger hurry up and get out of there, I need to use the shower, and make sure when you're done you scrub the thing cause I don't feel like having your unworthy germs all over me!" I shouted as I banged on the door.

"Wait your damn turn!" She yelled back at me. How dare she, she, yell at me!

"Don't you yell at me you filthy good for nothin-," I was cut off as the door opened and she slapped me hard in the face.

"Don't you ever, ever call me names. The only thing you cam call me is either Hermione, or Granger; You ever call me mudblood again I will make sure you get more than a slap in the face," she hissed as she stormed past me in nothing but a towel.

I ran up behind her and slammed her hard against the wall before she could enter her room.

"Don't you ever hit me again, if you do I swear to Merlin that you won't ever think about doing it again," I hissed back. I let every word I said sound like poison coming out of my mouth. Then she spit in my face. I smirked.

"Is that the best you can do?" I asked as I tighten my grip in her wrists. I kept tighting them as much as I could. I wanted to hit her so bad, but I didn't if I did I would leave a nice big mark on her face, and that wouldn't be good.

"You're hurting me," she said as she stared at me, I could see all of the anger, and hatred she had for me, but I sneered at her.

"Well get use to it," I said as I let her go. I pushed her hard making her land on her side of the room. She hit the floor with a thud. I just smirked. I was going to enjoy making her life a living hell this year. I walked into the bathroom and took my shower.

oOoOo-Hermione's POV-oOoOo

I heard him enter the bathroom, then I heard the shower come on. I was so fucking pissed I wanted to walk in there and rip his dick off, but I just laid there a minute longer before spitting the blood out of my mouth.

When he pushed me into my room, I lost my balance then I hit the floor head first. I had bitten my tongue and it was bleeding in my mouth. I got up and walked over to my closet and grabbed my uniform.

I got dressed and I waited for him to come out of that bathroom, I stood by the door and waited until he was going to come out. I was so pissed, when he came out I was going to punch him in his perfect little face. I refused to take his shit this year.

Why the hell did I have to be so nice to him yesterday. I didn't mean for me to do that, I just though it would be funny to get him aroused, then I almost lost my virginity to him. Then I kissed him out of no where last night, I don't know why I did that, but going to make sure he regrets ever laying a fucking hand on me! I thought to myself.

Then I heard the shower turn off, I looked down at my watch, I still had thirty minutes before Potions started. I knew I was going to hit him as hard as I could. Then the door opened and I turned and stood in the doorway.

"What the hell do you want?" He asked staring at me with the same loathing I had for him.

"This," I said before I hit him as hard as I could in his face. I heard his nose crack and then blood started gushing out of his face. It was dripping all down his body. The once white towel was getting covered. I turned on my heal.

I was almost st the door when I heard something behind me, I turned around. I was shocked as I saw him coming at me. His eyes were ablaze. I was afraid, I had never seen his face look so horribly frightening before.

"You're going to pay for that bitch!" He yelled wrapping his hands around my throat. I could see his muscles in his arms, I had never noticed them before as I was lifted off of the floor and about two feet off the ground. I was gasping for breath.

"Let . . . .go . . . . .of . . . . me . . . . now," I said between the breaths that I was able to get.

"I'm not listening, not anymore. I would have before you hit me in my face, but you pushed my last button you mother fucker," he said. I could see all of the rage boiling in his eyes.

I clawed at his hand, digging my nails into his hand. It looked as though he didn't care, as if he couldn't feel the pain. I was getting light headed, I needed air, I couldn't talk for now my throat was crushed. I couldn't even scratch him anymore, my hands were going limp as my arms were falling to my side. My vision was going way, I was dying and no one would stop what was going to happen.

I mouthed the only thing that I could think of as my life was about to end in just a few seconds, forgive. Then all of a sudden air reached my lungs, my lungs were now more on fire than they were when they had no air. I started coughing and choking as I fell to the floor.

I looked up and saw that Malfoy was . . . crying?

oOoOo-Draco's POV-oOoOo

I looked down at Granger, what had I just done? I looked at my hands as my knuckles were gaining back their color. Then out of no where, I started to cry.

Why? Why am I crying, why am I crying for almost killing Granger? I had been wanting to do that forever, but then why did I feel bad about it? I asked myself, looking at her as tears overwhelmed my features. She looked at me in shock.

She was just as shocked about me crying than I was. I touched my nose and felt the blood that was dried. I felt the blood that trailed down my body. I looked at her, I didn't know what to do. Should I get rid of all evidence that had just transpired.

Granger held onto her throat as she started to get her breathing under control. I gently held out a hand, I didn't look at her, I didn't want anyone to know what had happened, I didn't want anyone to know that feelings for her might have stopped me from killing her.

When I didn't feel a hand in mine, I looked down. She was staring at me with even more hate than she had just minutes before.

"Take my hand, Herm-Granger," I said still holding my hand out.

"Why?" I heard her ask me. I could barely hear her, but I heard her none-the-less.

"Because, I'm going to get us both fixed before we go down to breakfast," I said. Then I flinched as I felt a cold hand grab mine. I couldn't believe she was this cold. She must have felt me flinch cause she was about to take her hand away before I pulled her off of the floor.

I walked hurriedly into my room and grabbed my wand. First I did her, I got rid of the bruises that surrounded her throat. I healed her throat so she could talk normal again. Then I looked into the mirror and I got rid of the blood first. I looked at my nose. It was contorted and ugly looking. I hurried up and healed myself.

I was about to take the towel off so I could get dressed when I heard her scream.

"What the bloody hell are you screaming for?" I asked.

"You could have waited and asked me to leave before you took the towel off," she said blushing and turning around. I looked down and realized that I was completely naked in front of her.

"Sorry," I mumbled and I grabbed my boxers, and then I put my uniform on. I hadn't realized that she turned around and was staring at me. I was buttoning my shirt when I finally noticed.

"What?" I asked not looking at her.

"Nothing," she said as she left the room and left me in there. I stared after her, but I didn't move.

oOoOo-Hermione's POV-oOoOo

I walked out of the room as fast as I could. I didn't want to stand there in the same room as the man that had almost killed me. I ran out of the room with my bag hitting my legs as I ran. Then I turned a corner and straight into someone.

"Sorry," I muttered as I got up. I looked up to see that is was Ron.

"Oh, Ron, what are you doing up here?" I asked soon to realize that he wasn't alone. Then I notice Lavender Brown with her legs wrapped around Ron's waist.

"Oh, well I must be going," I said as I continued running. When I got down to the Great Hall, I took a seat by Harry. He looked great but, I couldn't get why he was sitting all alone.

"Where's Ginny?" I asked. I would have thought that they would get together after what had happened last night.

"Snogging Dean in the common room," he said in a monotone.

"Oh, sorry Harry. I would have thought she would have come back to you last night," I said. I looked over to the doors and I saw Malfoy enter. He looked really sad. I thought I knew why, but I didn't want to look at him any longer. Anger rushed through me as I remembering what it had felt like to almost die.

"This time, I was the one who said no. I didn't want her back. She was just doing it cause she felt sorry for me," Harry said as he grabbed a piece of toast and ate off of it.

"Oh, well why'd you do that?" I asked. A little shocked, I mean I was hoping that they would get back together, even thought I didn't want to care, I guess something's about the old Hermione Granger were still in me, and it comes out when I'm about to die.

"Because, all I want is a chick that will just have sex with me, that's all I want, cause if I get into a relationship I know that I'll or both of us will end up getting hurt," Harry said as he looked down at his plate.

"Well I guess that makes sense," I said thoughtfully. I knew that our dear and beloved Harry Potter was losing himself, in himself. I couldn't let that happen, but didn't want to do anything that I might regret.

"Harry, why don't you just think about what you're doing first before you go on and decide that you don't want anyone to love," I said grabbing a piece of toast and looking down at my own plate. I could feel his eyes on me.

oOoOo-Draco's POV-oOoOo

I could tell that she knew that I was staring at her. She didn't want to look at me, but I wanted her to look at me, to give me a reason to continue hating her, to stop this madness that was going through my body. Now more than ever did I want to touch her, to touch her hair, and touch her back, just to feel her, but I couldn't allow myself to do so, there was no way in bloody hell I couldn't allow this.

"So Malfoy, did you finally get a hold of that filthy mudblood and seduce her?" Blaise asked as he followed my gaze.

"No, I didn't want sloppy seconds," I said trying to mean every word that I said. I could feel hate in there, but I needed to get it out and make sure that I can keep that feeling with me every single moment of every single day.

"What'd you mean sloppy seconds?" Blaise asked like a git.

"Harry Potter's sloppy seconds, you saw that stuff last night, that was the worst thing I could have ever had the pleasure of seeing," I said shaking my head.

"Then why did you continue to watch Granger, even after they were done?" He asked. I knew was hinting something but I just ignored him. It was the only thing that would come to my head at that moment. I took my eyes off Granger and looked at Blaise.

"So what are you hinting?" I asked after a few minutes.

"Oh, I dunno, maybe that you want to turn that hott piece of ass badder than she is now," Blaise said shruggin his shoulders. Then as if we had been talking to her, Pansy came over.

"Draco are you and Blaise talking about me again?" She asked smiling making her hideous features stand out more.

"Get the fuck away from me you whore. Jeez, who'd you just get done fucking this time? Crabbe, hell maybe Goyle?" I asked giving her the most disgusting look I was capable of. She looked as though she was about to cry when she stopped.

"I'll have you know that I have found someone else, someone who actually likes the way I look and act and everything else," she said turning her nose up at us. Blaise and I looked at each other and started laughing.

"And who would that be?" I asked through my laughs.

"None of your business," she said and walked off. After Blaise and I had stopped laughing I turned back around. Granger was gone.

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A/N: well im finally done with this chapter, i hope u guys enjoyed it, and thanx for all the reviews, well the ones I actually liked. and plz if you dont like my story or you think its a copied one, review, but don't think that i wont flame you, i may like critiziom, but i'll be damned if im gonna allow ppl who think i copy or use someone elses ideas. i know that is bad for writing, but i mean come on, most of the ppl who dont like my story dont review, thats is the least ya'll can do. but if u like it and want to point things out to me, feel free, if your just gonna try and bring my story down, then go to hell

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Thanx to someone of u that have finally reviewed, after i sent u a little letter, and Ninfea, i guess my story isn't about hermione being a goth getting tormented by her fellow gryffindors so she runs to her gothis lover, srry, if you keep reading you'll find out thats not how i have my stories go so BAM IN YOUR FACE! srry had to do that srry for the long author note and srry for all the crap i just wrote in the authors note!

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