Rude Awakening
Chapter Six: Losing and Gaining the Pain
A/N:well here's the sixth chapter. I'm still going to be publishing these things late so it may be awhile before i update again, well lets try after January. Well without further ado, here's chapter six.
oOoOo-Draco's POV-oOoOo
'I couldn't believe that my supposedly best friend would go after her. I wanted her, couldn't he tell. Well I did tell him that I didn't want her,' I said arguing with myself, ' it doesn't matter, I'll get him back for it.'
I stormed out of the castle and into the night. The air whipped my hair around my face. I couldn't believe this. All over a stupid mudblood. I had just sworn minutes ago that I would go back, but look at me. Storming toward the lake in a fit of rage becuase of a fucking mudblood.
"Stupid whore," I said then I heard a gasp from the bushes. I walked over and pulled them back to find Potter and Pansy naked. I smirked.
"So this is the guy that loves you for who you are," I said as laughter started to build up. Then I couldn't hold it back. I started laughing my head off.
"I don't love her, I'm just using her, as she is doing the same for me. We both get something and nothing out of this, this, whatever this is," Potter said not even attempting to put his boxers on.
"Right, well I thik I'll go now," I said as I continued laughing all the way to the another part of the lake. Then I stopped laughing. I kept having this nagging feeling as thought something bad was going to happen, but I couldn't place it.
I sat down and looked across the lake. Granger kept coming in and out of my mind. I had to solve this. There was a way to get a love out of your mind, but I don't think I could do it. I needed her virgin blood, and knowing what just happened, it wouldn't work.
"Damn," I muttered. I put my head in my arms, and rested them on my knees. Girls, can't live with them, can't live without them. But can never be forgotten, it's like a poison that runs through the blood. I Draco Malfoy was falling apart. I was, well it didn't matter. This would come to a stop.
I ran back to my room. I knew Blaise wasn't there anymore, but I didn't care, it was time to end this. Whether her blood was tanted or not, I still needed it. I grabbed my knife that I had under my mattress. I walked toward the opening, hopefully the barrier was down, it was. I was in luck.
I walked slowly over to her right side of the bed. I knelt down by her wrist that was hanging off. I took the knife and cut on the inside of her palm, you don't feel a thing if you cut right there(a/n: It's true it doesn't hurt). Blood flowed slowly down it. I let some of the blood flow to the knife and kept it on there. I let keep bleeding, it's wasn't like it was going to keep flowing.
I walked back into my room and pulled out my extra caldren that I had in my trunk. I grabbed the spell book my mom had given me with all of the Malfoy's secret spells, lets not get into how we actually got them into the school.
I got all of the ingredents and put them in. Then I added her blood and mine. It made a poof noise, you know like a firework, and then the smoke cleard away. It left a dark blue liquid. It was time to get on with it.
I sat down and poured some of it into a little glass, it wouldn't take to much to end my pain. I sat down and looked at it. This would cure my love that was ever growing so slowly in my heart. Ha! and to think that I am the Slytherin King, and have a lowly mudblood ruin me. Ha! this was going to be sweet and simple.
oOoOo-Hermione's POV-oOoOo
I woke up with a not so good feeling in the pit of my stomach. I got up and went to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror, I gasped. I had blood running down my wrist. This wasn't good. I looked at it closely. I couldn't tell when it had happened, well maybe sometime during the night, but that was about it. I wasn't dead so I lost all concern in it. I healed it and walked out of the bathroom.
I got dressed and went down the the Great Hall and there standing by the door waiting for me was Blaise. He stood there smiling.
"So are you ready?" He asked. I looked at him then looked at the closed door.
"What are you doing?" I asked eyeing him with an uneasy stare.
"We're going to breakfast together. Now where do you want to sit: the Slytherin table or the Gryffindor table?" He asked.
"What?" I asked as I looked at him with disbelief wriiten all over my face.
"Fine since you're still getting use to the idea of us sitting at different tables, then we'll sit at your table for now," he said as we both burged into the room. Everyone turned around to see what all of the commotion was. I stood there and looked at everyones' faces. The Slytherins didn't even flinched or look disgusted, but the Gryffindor's looked as though someone had just slapped them all in the face.
I walked slowly, with Blaise following over to my table with Harry, Ginny, and Ron. They all looked as though they were going to kill him. Harry, he looked liked he was in a trance. I didn't know why, but at this moment I really don't think I would want to know.
"Um, hi guys," I said with a weak smile.
"What is he doing over here?" Ron asked getting red in the face.
"He's my boyfriend," I said standing a little taller, I was hoping they'd leave it alone, but they didn't.
"Oh he is, is he?" Ron asked getting even more red.
"Hermione, I thought you could do better than that," Ginny said folding your arms across her chest and shaking her head.
"You have no room to talk Ginny," Harry said looking at her with utter disgust.
"What is that suppose to mean?" She asked. God, I had opened all of hell.
"You're a fucking bitch, dumped me because you didn't like what I wore! God you're sucha whore. You're always fucking some guy behind closed doors. Jesus, everyone can hear you half time!" Harry exlplained. Ron turned and looked at his best friend. He was getting extremely angry at what Harry was saying to his sister.
"Oi! You have no room to talk, you fingered Hermione the first day we got to school, at the table no less!" Ron yelled. I gasped in embarassment. He just had to say it.
"Well fuck you! You couldn't even tell Hermione you were in love with her, instead you try and subdue those feelings by fucking Brown! GOD! You fuckers are all the same, I would have preffered to die then stay around with you guys! All you ever did was mock me, hell you wouldn't even believe me when I was telling the truth. Now after all the shit we had to do during the war, you guys think it's all fun and games. Everything is back to the way it use to be, well your wrong. I've surpressed so many things that it's ungodly. But thanks to you and this fucking school I remember everything. You guys just opened the flood gates. Now I remember, I remember the end of the war, when everybody died, and I can't get it out of MY HEAD!" Harry yelled at us. He got up and stormed out of the Great Hall.
"Jesus, you guys did all of that to Potter, no wonder he's the way he is," Blaise said grabbing ahold of my hand and leading me toward his table.
"Thanks, I don't think I could have stayed over there for another second," I said sitting down beside him.
"No problem, but jeez, I never knew Potter was like that," he said grabbing a peice of toast and looking at me.
"Yeah, I would have thoought different too," I lied. I knew he was like that, I knew it as soon as the war was over. i shook my head and hate a peice of toast as well.
"So what do you want to do after breakfast? I mean it is the weekend and we have plenty of time to do whatever we want, we could even go back to The Room," he said sliding his hand around my waist.
"I might take you up on that offer," I smiled at him. He smiled back and gave me a wink.
Then the doors opened, and someone was standing there who was completely different than before. Malfoy.
oOoOo-Draco's POV-oOoOo
I walked in the doors. My body was aching from the potion I just took. It was called 'To Kill Love', my father had taken it to get over Harry's mother, it had worked for him, so it was working for me. I hated Hermione now. I could feel all of my love for her turning to hate in an instance. I was glad. My smirk came back to me as I looked over to my table and saw that Blaise was holding onto Hermione. She looked at me and she saw my change.
I walked over to the table and sat down next to Blaise.
"So having fun with the little mudblood?" I asked with posion.
"Whoa, Draco, what is up with the change. Yesterday you were talking as though you were in love with her," Blaise said joking around. It pissed me off.
"What the fuck is that suppose to mean? Me, in love with a whore like her, not likely," I said changing my hair color all of a sudden. It went back to the color that it had been at that club, I could feel my eyes changing to a darked color too. Oh well, at least I looked even better than I did normally.
I smirked at how Blaise looked a little weired out. It was funny as hell.
"Don't worry Blaise, it does that from time to time. I don't even have to use my wand," I said with another smirk.
"Ok, so I take it you back you being you again?" He asked as he tightened his grip on Hermione's waist.
"I'm fine, I just didn't think you'd waist your time with her, that's all," I said looking at him.
He didn't really seem to believe me. He seemed as though he knew I did something to get rid of something, but he didn't know what. I was glad cause if he did, merlin knows what he would have done.
I looked over at Hermione with my peircing eyes. I looked at her for a moment. Flashes of the club were going through my mind. The potion must have had some side effects. then something else happened.
I looked into her eyes again, the pain was back.
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a/n: well there ya go, it's over well i hope you liked it, i'll be writing more now, well for a few weeks. It's chirstmas break, so i guess ignore the first auther note, i wrote it before i finished. i didn't feel like changing it so DEAL WITH IT! j/k well see ya next chapter.