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Vampire Academy.
Rose and Dimitri
A Mess
Hello again, Dimitri. I thought that I should write. Saying that I am better now would be a lie. It's worse than before. It's like I am lost
I had a fight with Lissa today. She doesn't understand how much I care for you. All she talks about is you are evil. But she doesn't know that underneath, you are still the same Dimitri. I told her that but from her thoughts I knew that she didn't believe. She thinks I am mad.
Maybe I am. Madly in love with a man who I was supposed kill.
I slapped Adrian today, like a real slap on the face. He was just so annoying. Who brings a hundred flowers on their first date? And that date was set up by Lissa and Christian, by the way.
Later, I went to apologize. I kissed him, Comrade. I don't believe I kissed Adrian Ivashkov...I am sorry.
I don't know what caught up on my mind. One moment it was Adrian pressing his lips against mine and the other moment it was you when you kissed me for the first time.
And the worst part is, I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to be with him. I wanted to forget you. Is it a bad thing that I wanted to be with Adrian? My mind says no, but my heart...my heart won't listen to me.
Maybe I will fall for Adrian, maybe I will love him unconditionally or maybe I will break up with him and be with someone else. Or maybe I will find you and be with you.
I don't know, I just don't know.
See you soon. And 100 reviews, thanks so much. 100th by ROMITRI TOGETHER FOREVER.
Sacraa