HEY! So sorry it took me this long to update! I've been extremly busy! I had this party on the 19th and I've been catching up with my school work...so it took then expected to recoup. I hope this chapter isnt to bad...I've had my friends read it and they said that they really like it.

Also THANK YOU! to the people who take the time to read and comment my story! I really appretiate it! Hope you all like the up coming chapter!

Chapter 4- New emotions

Sesshomaru woke with a start. Where the hell am I? He asked himself as he looked around. The bright yellow sun was shineing in his face, lighting up his golden eyes which didnt seem so cold at the moment.He recalled last nights events in his head, first he went to look up and see if there was anything about Rin's change in his study. He remembered going to her room to check up on her, and he remembered sitting on her bed but he didnt remember falling asleep. He felt a slight nudge at his side, he turned his head and looked down. There next to him lay a beautiful raven haired girl. Her pale skin glowed in the sunlight, makeing her seem angelic like. Her hair flowed over her shoulders elegantly, and cover the side of her face. The girls petit nose twitched as the black lay upon her face. Sesshomaru noticed this and took his hand and moved her hair away from her face gently. Sesshomaru stared at her, he was in awe at the sight before him. ( I know...I know he is soooo OOC! But I can't help it if I want to get to the points of the story...) Slender features, petite nose, small thin lips the color of a red rose. Her face glowed brightly in the sunlight as the rays reflected off of her. Her eyes flinched slightly then slowly fluttered open. She took in her surroundings admiringly, but stopped when she caught glimps of huge golden orbs that were stareing at her. They stared at eachother for quite a while till Sesshomaru spoke. "Goodmoring". "Goodmoring mi lord" Rin answered.

Rin turned her gaze away from Sesshomaru. My voice is different. She thought but then quickly recalled what had happened the day before. She slid her legs off the bed and walked sullenly to the large mirror on the far wall. She stared at her reflection for a long time till she relized it was not a hillusionation. She had really grown up, quickly. She felt the sting of salt in her eyes as she stared at herself. A single tear fell.

Sesshomaru looked at her curiously but understood when he smelt salt. He got up from his spot and walked over to her. He turned her around so that she was now faceing him. "Rin, talk to me" he said. Rin didnt respond. She hadnt even looked at him. Sesshomaru grasped her shoulders slightly. "Do you dare defy your lord?" He questioned her seriously. Rin looked up at him, a saddened smile forced it's way to her lips. " No my lord" she said and then turned her gaze to the ground once agian. "Then talk to this Sesshomaru" He said as he lifted up her chin so that there eyes met. "There is nothing to talk about my lord. It's a change that I will have to deal with, a change with no explanation" Rin said softly as she looked into the deep cold gold eyes. Tears poured from Rin's eyes and she attempted to get away from Sesshomaru. He refused to let her go. He pulled her closer to him suddenly. Rin laid her head against his chest and cried. She wrapped her arms around him slightly. Unconsiously he hugged her back. Letting her cry into his chest. This surprised Rin but it comforted her non-the-less. Her tears quickly stoped and she looked up at him. He looked down at her with a blank face and his usual cold eyes. Rin looked into his eyes and could see passion swimming throughout them. She turned away from him with a slight smile on her face. She walked to one of the high rise windows that showed an overcast of the castle grounds.

Sesshomaru was too caught up in his thought to notice that Rin had moves. As her body heat left his body, he snapped from his trance. He looked down to see that she wasnt there. He looked around the room to find that she was looking out the window admireing the beauty of the castle grounds in the sunlight.

He inched toward her. Her body was calling to him. She wanted to be held, loved but was scared. Right behind Rin, Sesshomaru stood. He gently wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her toward him. Rin looked up and saw two golden eyes filled with emotion. For the first time she thought she saw love in her lords eyes.

Sesshomaru smelt love mixed with fear so he leaned down to her ear. "Rin dont be afraid. I will always protect you." Shocked Rin turned to face him. They were face to face only inches apart from eachothers lips. Dont be afraid...I will always protect you...Dont be...afraid...I will...protect...you...always... Sesshomaru's words echoed through Rin's head. Rin tried to move away from him. He grabbed her arm and pulled her close agian. This time Rin placed a kiss on his lips. She lost his grip and moved away quickly.

Sesshomaru stood there dazed and surprised that his Rin had made such a move. WOAH WAIT! His Rin?

Sesshomaru came to his senses and looked around for Rin. She was sitting on her bed, her back to him. He walked to her swiftly. Picking her up and turning her around to face him, he kissed her lips gently. Rin gasped. "My lord?" she asked shocked.Sesshomaru smirked at her but placed a finger to her lips. "Shh do not be afraid"

Sesshomaru blinked at what he had just said. But shrugged it off. He kissed Rin agian, more passionatly this time. Rin kissed him back gently. He licked her bottom lip for entrance which she granted when she drew in a deep breath of surprise. Sesshomaru entered his tounge into her mouth and explored caressingly. Sesshomaru gently rubbed his tounge around her tounge, massaging her mouth with his tounge. Rin let out a small moan of pleasure. Sesshomaru smirked at this and did it agian causing her to moan a little more. Rin slowly slid her tounge into his mouth. She ran her tounge along his fangs, sending a shiver down her spine. Sesshomaru grew deeper into the kiss while argueing with himself.

What the hell are you doing? She is still just a kid!

No, she is a lady now.

Yes, but yesterday she was still 7 when you left her here. You shouldnt be doing this!

Her body, he soul, her voice they all call me to her. I cant let her go. These feeling I have wont go away! I must make her mine.

NO! She is too young! Your getting wrapped up in this girl. Let her go! You Sesshomaru, Great Lord of the Western Lands, dont need a pitiful human.

I cant! I musnt! I need her. This Sesshomaru doesnt need YOU!

You cannot do this! You are the Great Lord of the Western lands! A mere human is nothing to you.

Yes! I am the Great Lord of the Western lands, who has cared for this child, who had grew feelings for this human. And no one or nothing is going to make me give her up! Not now, not EVER! So leave! This conversation is OVER!

While Sesshomaru was having his war with himself, so was Rin.

Rin stop!

I...I cant

You must! He is your lord!

But...I love him...I...need him

No! You only think you do. But you dont. This is you Lord Sesshomaru! He has taken care for you and fed you. This is how you will repay him?

I have already repayed my lord. I have stuck by his side always. And I always will.

You are still a child!

Not anymore. Yesterday changed everything.

No only your appearence. You are still a child on the inside.

Then what are these new feelings I am haveing toward my lord?

Come to you senses Rin! You ARE a child, he fathers you!

NO! Dont talk to me! If he didnt approve he wouldnt do this either! This is my life! Now GET OUT!

Right when both internal fights were over, Rin and Sesshomaru broke away for air.

They looked into eachothers eyes. Sesshomaru's eyes were slightly tinted pink but changed back to gold, quickly. " Lord Sesshomaru?" Rin asked.

"Rin get dressed, we have lot's to do today" He said to her as his eyes went back to there original coldness. Sesshomaru left the room quickly, leaving Rin alone confused. She walked over to the window, only to see her lord sitting cross legged on the grass. He took off his armor and sat it next to him. He then closed his eyes and thought. Rin stared in belwilderment as her lord thought down in the garden she had made for him.

Rin walked over to the mirror and straightened her hair and changed her cloths. She was about to leave her room when Sesshomaru walked in and took her in his arms and kissed her passionatly.

Wow this chapter took awhile to write... sorry if it is short! I promise to make it up to you. I will probably put up another chapter tonight or tomorrow. The next one is about Kagome and Inuyasha. So dont worry Im not leaveing them out. I Love InuXKag stories so...of course my first fic is gonna be about them. I hope I didnt dissapoint you with this chapter. Please Review! I really love to hear from my readers.

Till Later! Byez!

-Mel