Luke-
How can you expect me to forgive you? You think that the pain you've caused me won't take time to heal? Well, it will. I'm not ready to forgive you, Luke. You left me. I waited for you. I wanted to marry you, to spend the rest of my life with you. How could you do that to me? I waited weeks for you, Luke. Weeks! Weeks out of my life that I would've much rather used planning our wedding and being with you.
April isn't a problem. She's a part of your life now. I can't do anything about that. Neither can you. You can't think of her as a problem. She's a person who needs you and your love now. Be a great dad.
I hope one of these days we can be friends again. I'm not ready now to jump into anything. I'm still hurt and confused. Why would you end it? You wanted to marry me, didn't you? Why would you choose never?
Lorelai