Hello everyone

Short Chapter yet again, I'm sorry.

Well Cagalli's mission starts today and you will learn a lot of stuff in this chapter

PLEASE REVIEW! I have no clue whatsoever where everyone went. Oh yes I'd like to thank the people who did review the last two chapter, but here I am wondering that I am missing something.

Is there something wrong?

Anyways enjoy the chapter I decided to kill the suspense by updating today.

The Captain looked at me in a confused manner.

"What are you talking about Cagalli and how come you did not complete the mission?" She said ignoring my anxiety.

"You think killing people is a joke, don't you?" I said angrily, "You emotionally blackmailed me to sympathy all you people so I could do your dirty work right. You all just want to start another war don't you? Well I'm sorry, but I'm not the type of person you think I am. I won't stand this crap any longer."

I turned around to leave when she said, "You want to hear the truth don't you?"

I looked back with flamed eyes and said, "More lies."

"Don't blame us for wrongs the human mind has on us," She replied

"What are you talking about?" I said exasperated, "The human mind."

She stood with anger in her eyes as well, "I just can't believe you are the same Cagalli, who Jack wanted to be his sister," she said with tears in her eyes

"Jack?" I said with familiarization, as a thought came back and I said, "Your son!"

"Yes my son, who is still captive with the people who are controlling me," She said crying and sitting down on a chair, "I just had no choice. I mean when they threatened me that they'd hurt Jack if I didn't listen, I didn't believe them. Then they stabbed my poor baby in the stomach in front of my eyes and my motherhood forced me to agree, so they could save my son from bleeding to death. I just couldn't lose him…not him."

I kneeled down and said, "Not after your husband."

She looked up shocked, "How can you remember?"

"I get my memories selectively," I said tearing as well, "Is he okay?"

"Alive," she said sadly, "But, for him to live they make sure I listen and follow orders, before giving him another day to survive."

I fisted my hand. How could those people do something like that? A child, he was only a little child.

"I not telling you to listen or do what I say, what Ryan told you was the only way for you to see through this act," She said

"So, he didn't mean all that stuff, and I…just…left them…there," I said registering the fact, "I have to go back, I can't believe I just left them like that and Madison, was telling me that she was going to explain everything. I was so stupid," banging my head on a wall as the door opened.

"I think we escaped them," Ethan said panting, "Captain, the mission was a failure. Orb intervened."

"Thank God," Ann replied, "Where Madison?"

"She didn't make it," Laura said, "She told Orb, well not exactly Orb, but the team who knew Cagalli, about our mission and self-destructed so we could escape."

"That's good, but I think we should remember that Orb might be our next target," the Captain said.

"Ann, am I the same Cagalli Zala?" I asked

"I can't tell you that," she said, "You need to figure it out yourself on who you really our, because if I told you, you'd lose yourself in another person truth, not your own. No one can tell who you are except for yourself. You will find out all the answer by following your heart. You've done enough for us and now it time for you to figure out exactly who you are? Where your loved ones are? And make sure you go back to them. They need your help and you need there's to help us. If you want to start helping all of us, you need to help yourself first. You now who our leader is and your memories will answer all your questions."

I nodded sadly. It could have easily taken one name to answer all my questions, but I don't think I could gain or remember who I really was? I needed to this myself and I knew I would do it just in time. As for my loved ones, my family, I'd find them and go back to them and my life would be the same as before. First I needed to figure out who the two in the mobile suit were. And that group. They were from Orb, so I needed to go there.

"I guess your right. I think I should start this new mission, but I need to know one thing. Why can't anyone else on this ship remember like you?" I said

"It's because of this," Ryan said turning around and showing me the back of his neck. How come I didn't notice it before?

"It a micro chip, connected to our brains from a spinal cord controlling us and on what we should be doing. This chip blocks our memories and if we take it of we'll be paralyzed and die from lack of blood being sent to our brain. Another trick whoever our boss is put up his sleeve. We're slaves and you were lucky not to get one as you were in a comma and we said that you were about to die." Ethan said.

"Now you know everything about us Cagalli, please stop him," Laura said

I said, "Yes, I can deal liars and cheater, but if there is one thing I can't deal with, it is a bastard who uses human as toys," remembering a person who I knew was the same, but who was that person?

"Cagalli, I must say you have a knack of describing our retched leader so nicely," Ryan said.

I flushed and said, "Well, I guess I should get going. Are you peopling going to be okay?"

They all nodded and I said, "I so sorry. I didn't know and I treated you all so baldly, uh and I left you all with those other people."

They all laughed and gave me a group hug and I said, "If I left maybe Madison would still here," crying.

"It's no problem. Madison was sick of the emptiness, she in a good place now," Laura said

"But Cagalli, go to Orb, you know those people don't you. I think they'll help you," Ethan said winking.

I nodded and said, "I'll be back soon."

"Before you leave, I'm telling you one thing. That gundam is yours. Use it well." Ann said

I smiled and hugged her before leaving saying, "Nevis! That's where I met you. I was there on…a…what?"

She laughed and said "Yes, we did meet in Nevis and you were there on your honeymoon."

I blushed and said, "I think your right, umm you want to tell me my husbands name?" smirking

"Cagalli, the most precious thing to you was your husband and his happiness. You loved him very much and you were his life. He's alive only because of what you two made out of pure love. Remember he and all your most wonderful memories will come back, but I can't tell my lips our sealed and you know why?" Ann said

I nodded as I could remember Jack. I blocked away the thought of what state he was in? 'He's alive,' I thought, 'just wait Jack; your big sister will help you.'

Giving one last hug to everyone, I decided to go to where my heart was telling me to go. Or is an island nation in the southern Pacific Ocean, which possesses considerable industrial and military power despite its small size and lack of natural resources. Its assets include high technology, an abundant supply of geothermal energy thanks to its numerous active volcanoes, and a policy of nondiscrimination against Coordinators which has enriched Orb's talent pool. The Orb Union also has its own mass driver and controls its own space colony, the resource satellite Heliopolis.

I knew in my mind that I knew Orb well. That little island was very close to my heart, but why?

I packed a duffle bag of clothes the Captain gave to me and decided to travel in the Memory Gundam and hid it under water, before landing on Orb's ground. From there I'd figure out who those people were. I knew I had to cover my face as well. I didn't want attention of recognition from any random person, but from a person who I held close to my heart.

So what was my disguise? A pair of sunglasses and a hat, I think that was good enough.

I thought about Orb. I wondered how long it would take for me to remember who those people were, in those Gundams and the people in the ships. Who were the pilots the Captain and everyone else? I heaved a breath and sat down in the cockpit. The name of this Gundam was funny. Memory, I thought. It was very strange how that word was so important to me. I waved good bye to everyone and it seemed and they screamed an answer, "You'll find out your answers not just on Earth, but in a place of your husband's childhood."

"What!" I said, "Where the hell is that?"

They all smiled and waved goodbye. I saluted everyone and left. As I felt the force go up and push me into the sky. I loved the mirage collide, no one could see me and I was thankful. I didn't want any battles.

I used the jets and zoomed through the Pacific Ocean. And I felt a deep fear in my heart. I stopped and realized something very, very scary, so frightening I didn't want to think about it, as I gulped in terror.

I…didn't know how…to…swim

Now that thought was actually thought, I wondered why I didn't think about that thought before. So now that I thought the thought I thought, what was I going to do now? I sat down to think about the thought. (My sister drove me crazy this stupid tongue twister and she kept on saying it a billion times when I was trying to sleep, so now it stuck in my head lol. Oh yeah it goes like this: I thought a thought, but the thought I thought, wasn't the thought I thought, so why did I think so much of the thought I thought I thought! )

I stood mid air and moaning mentally as I didn't know what I was going to do. Hmm. Maybe there was an island close by, where I could park my small…make that colossal gundam so I could go to Orb. Why was my life so difficult?

I parked my mobile suit on a big island far off Orb and civilization. Making sure no one would find out that it was there. I sat on the sandy beach thinking about what I was going to do about my apprehension of the water.

To my lucky I was shocked to see a familiar Ethan in a speed boat riding around.

"What are you doing here?" I said

"Can't you see, the Captain remember that you were afraid of the water and knew your plan, so she sent me here to deliver you a little good bye present? What took you so long?" he asked

I flushed and said, "There were about a million islands here, I kind of got lost, plus I had to park this trash of metal."

He flushed and said, "Whoops sorry, anyways I have to go now, Captain wanted me back before the general comes to check on us," tossing the keys to me and waved good bye, before leaving in his gundam.

"Idiot," I said as I mentally reminded myself to say thanks later. I jumped into the speed boat and I brought my duffle bag of stuff and identities as I turned on the motor and held my ground as the engine sped the boat rapidly.

The waves passed through as I gently sat down and placed my glasses on and tied my hair, while the boat was on auto-pilot. I looked at my clothes and made sure they were causal enough. I was wearing a Sexy Coral Satin One Shoulder Strap Sequin Chain Top with a pair of low rise gaucho wide leg Capri pant. I think I was causal enough. My feet had casual black sandals and they were comfy.

I reached a deserted beach site and knew I had come to the right place. I left my boat randomly there and took al my belongings. I decided to wear leave the hat and just keep with the sunglasses. There were plenty of blondes in this nation and I was thankful for that. So now what was I going to do?

I noticed that those two ships had just arrived in the port. My eyes widened and I looked as they were going inside the island. Cool! I stood up and ran as close as I could to the place. I was thankful that I wasn't far from it. It was blocked and I cursed.

I decided that I'd figure it out later, now I needed some transportation, and a hotel. I went into a near phone booth and looked up some car agencies. I grinned at on near and quickly walked to it and bought a car.

Next I drove to a hotel and booked a room to stay. I was thankful that no one asked me to take of my very covering glasses. They were in fashion and were very disguising.

I thanked the receptionist and quickly used the elevator and went to my room or suite in this case. I sat down on the couch and closed my eyes. I guess if I roamed around, there could be a chance that I'd recognize someone, but for now I needed some clothes. I shop tomorrow and spend my time trying to find the names of the pilots.

For now I was going to eat. Now where was the nearest restaurant?

I'm finished

Who knows what i shall plan for the next chapter

I'll give you all one clue

AIDEN AIDEN AIDEN!

Look out for the next chapter, i wonder what will happen

So till next time

Samera