Disclaimer: I don't own them. Sorry for not writing a disclaimer. But, now you know, so stop teasing me about it.
House M.D.
"As you guys know, I'm medical doctor, not a therapist. So, you guys will have found the solution to this problem yourself. The only helpful advise I can give is talk about it. Discuss how you feel and how greatly this affects you." Cuddy didn't want to say want she was about to say next, but she felt that it needed to said.
"I know that you guys were going through a tough situation a while back, but that's not how you handle it. Drinking your way out of problems doesn't help you with anything. All it gives you is a drinking problem and you become an alcoholic. I don't want that to happen, I admire all of you." Cuddy cracked her knucles, then began to speak again,"House, that night you said that you shouldn't run away from the problem, because it only makes it worse. You all said, that you should talk to the people involved in the situation. Well, I think you're right. You guys should talk and come to a mutual understanding of what happened."
"But, Cuddy, what if that isn't enough?" All seriousness was in House's voice."What do we do then?
A question like that coming from House, meant that this was more serious than she thought."I honestly have never been in a situation like this before, but the most important thing here is to talk."
House M.D.
'Approach me like a man". Those words were stuck in House's head like an annoying song. But, he didn't hear the words repeatedly, only he was by himself. Even then, he heard the words rarely. But, when he did hear them they had a deep impact on him. No one has ever told him to approach them like a man or act like a man. All they told him was to grow up. Act his age. Be more responsible and some other things. But, never anything about being a man. The effect of them Vicodin began to wear off House's leg and he popped two pills in. House sat and watched Cameron read a book. Man, he really wanted to be a father. He may be scared beyond belief, but he really does want to be a father. Age or good looks aren't on his side, despite what Cameron might say.
No one doesn't want to be bothered with House anymore, even in the medical field. They only come to him when they really need to. His chances were ruined for happiness, just like being a father. Wilson is healthier, strong, and has a great medical history. Well, House, his medical history wasn't as great. One-fourth of his sperm count is gone and well he drinks a lot. It might have been stupid, but he smoked weed in college. Yes, he is a hypocrit, but who doesn't know that. His chances of being a father weren't that great, but he still hoped that he was.
House M.D.
"How long have you known."Chase finished off his beer, then turned to Wilson for an answer.
"Known what?"Wilson asked, earning himself a look from Chase."I don't know."As he sipped his beer, Wilson stared out the window."I never really thought that I was gay. It never really occurred to me that I could be gay or something close to it. Right now, I don't know whether I'm gay, straight, or a bisexual. This is just a moment in my life where I'm confused and lost."Chase seemed satisfied with the answer."But, I'll tell you one thing, I'm not denying who or what I am."
"Yeah, I felt that way once, but I denied who I was for a while."
"Rob, if you'e gay, then why did you sleep with Cameron?"It bothered Wilson that he was questioned about his sexuality and Chase was well...
"I'm not gay, I'm a bisexual. I know you know what that means. You see with me, I have great sex with women and better relationships with men. I don't why, but it just goes that way and I accept it. At first, I did want to pursue a relationship with her, but that soon faded away. Until, I just wanted to sleep with her." What Chase said really got Wilson thinking. Could he be like that?
"When did you realize that you are also into men?"
"College. It started of as a experiment, then I started to go with the flow. Until, one day I looked into the mirror and questioned sexuality. I was also confused and lost, but that faded away after a while when I came to terms with it."
Not a word was said after that. Chase grabbed Wilson's hand and intwined it with his. He gave him a look that asked, ' What do you want me to be to or for you?' Wilson turned around from the window and saw Chase gazing at him. He responded to the question by bringing their intwined hand to his mouth and kissing it. That was all Chase needed was assurance of a relationship.
House M.D.
Cameron's been holding the phone for what seemed like hours. She wanted to call her parents, her family, and her friends about the news, but she was to scared to dial tha numbers. She wouldn't know what to tell them. If she could she would lie, but her family could tell if she was lying. House had it all wrong, it's not that she didn't lie, she couldn't lie. All her life when Cameron was growing up, her family could tell whether or not she was lying. So, she stopped lying and always told the truth. And stayed out of situations where she had to lie, because she couldn't. Eventually, Cameron felt that she didn't need to lie about anything. That was, until she met House and he began to embarress her so many times, that she lost count. Calling them was a lost cause, so she put the phone on the charger.
As silly as this sounded, Cameron needed to feel sexy. Cameron heard from a lot of people that you don't feel sexy when you're pregnant. Why would you? Gaining a lot of weight, insane food cravings, rashes and weird places, and morning sickness. It sounded very unsexy.
It was a mystery to Cameron to how she got to Victoria's Secret. One minute, Cameron was feeling unsexy, the next she's in Victoria's Secret. Cameron looked around in the department for an hour or so. Truth be told, she has never worn clothing like this in her entire life. Even, on her wedding night. Simple, but sexy was what Cameron was looking for. Something like panties and bras, but they were the kind that drove guys insane, though. She found at least three pairs of sexy pantiess and bras, then looked for some fragrances. Smelling the fragances drove her senses insane.She bought a bath set and a perfume called Angel to go with it. Cameron may not believe in God, but the scent sure smelled wonderful. She bought her things and left.
Before, she got home she picked up come aroma therapy, vanilla icecream, fudge, and a book for first time mothers. Cameron may night like have how her child was concieved, but she was going to do everything she could to spoil this child, during and after her pregnancy.
House M.D.
"Sir, can I help you?"The lady notice House looking at the baby toys.
"Um, yeah."House began to scratch the back of his head."I don't know what to give,"As badly as he wanted to say girlfriend he said,"friend of mine for a gift." She didn't understand."For her pregnancy, she's having a girl." House didn't know the sex of the baby, but he wanted a girl.
"What's she like?"This time House didn't understand."It'll be easier to find what to chose for her."
"Nice, caring, smart, considerite, funny, humble, and sometimes wild and crazy."The two of the shared a smile at the last comment. The lady looked around for a moment, then gave House a bear made out of Tysilk. It felt soft, pink and was big. It went up to House's knees.
The lady saw House's face."You want something smaller?"
"No, it's perfect."Something was missing."Do you have a blank card?"
"Here you go, sir."She handed him the card. "Anything else?"
"No, I'm fine."He payed for his items, then left.
House M.D.
House was on his way to Arizona. It happened unexpected and he was angry. Cameron said some things that really hurt his feelings. Not because it was said, but because she believed them.
"I don't think that you will be a good father."
She didn't believe that House could be a real father. House could expect this from everyone else, but not Cameron. Not her. She was suppose to believe in him, even when he didn't believe in himself. House wonder what Cameron would think when she saw the teddy bear and the card. It night have taken him our months to give it to her, but she got it.
House M.D.
A five month pregnant Cameron was walking out the door to go to work, when she almost tripped over something. It was a big pink bear with a card standing up between it's legs. Cameron picked up the bear and the card, then began to read the card.
Dear Cameron,
I told you that you can't fix a problem if you run away from it, well that's true. But, there's something else I forgot to mention, you can't fix a problem if there was another one before that. There's some things that I've got to come to terms with myself, before I can deal with our situation. I need to fix something in the past, so I can move on and have a future. I'll be out of town for a while and Cuddy already knows. Also, the bear is for the twins. I bought it, before you found out about it, but just now had the courage to give it to you.
P.S. Being a man is hard when your spirit is crushed. Cameron, I've always wanted to be a father and you took that away by saying what you said. As much as I wish for them to be mine, you're right, they're better off with Wilson as a father. I guess you don't see me as the husband type either.
Cameron's world crushed around her.
A/N: There is plenty of more drama to come. Also, I'm sorry that this chapter isn't as exciting as the first two, this is kind of a filler chapter and the next one is, too. So, stay with me. And I not giving up on my other story for those who are reading it. It just I'm so nervous about how to write it and I need someone to beta-read.