Author's note:Here is the next chapter!Ich hab es an meinem freien Tag endlich geschafft.Okay you probably didn't understand a thing.I finished it on my day off.Okay yesterday I read through my story again and noticed I wanted to write Speed's girlfriend's name but I just wrote this:------That happens if you don't read through it once more.Okay so next week there are holidays.Finally!I really need them.Okay guys it happens slow but I get out of ideas!And please write a bit more then just PMS!I 'm not mad if you do but it would be cool to know how you're thinking about how Jude for example feels or something!

Okay so the decision of the next vote is made:Okay I made a date in the middle they are going on tour for 8 weeks so 2months.

Publicity time:

Consequences:Finally updated!I -L-O-V-E- T-H-A-T- S-T-O-R-Y-!-!-!And the author is awesome!

Unexpected:One word:Great!

Depending on Denisty:Oh she wrote the sequel.I love ya Ashley!

I can count a thousand more but I think you better read this chapter than listen to the s that I am saying.I'm bad for using such words.LOLOh I hate the disclaimer.can we just skip this.I think you all know that I own nothing!

So here is the next chapter.I hope you like it.

Chapter 7:Not your girl

I put my head in my hands and began crying.I needed to get all the frustration out..Why has everything that I'm beginning to end in a disaster.Why always me?

I looked on the clock.2am.I almost cried for an hour and really needed to get some sleep.I was about to go in the Jommy room when I was reminded of that what just had happened.So I had to sleep on the lounge.

I felt something hard and cold.I looked around:I was lying on the floor.8.00 am.I'm tired!No one was awake so I decided to go for a walk around the bus.

Later when I got back inside,Tommy sat in the ''living room''. Great.When my life goes on like this I really have to go to the nut house.just when I saw his face tears began streaming down my cheeks.

Tommy:''Hey girl,look about yesterday…''

Jude:''What?''I snapped,trying to hide the tears.Jude Harrisson is not going to cry in front of Little Tommy Q

Tommy:''He have to make this never happen.You are seventeen it is illegal.And it mustn't happen again.Okay!''

Jude:''….Okay''I don't know why I said this I don't like it.It is a bad deal and it seemed completely wrong.''Can I go in my room now?Are you finished?''

He nooded his head and I went to my room as fast as possible.There I showered.I rubbed all the pain I felt away.

But unfortanetely my heart was broken and showering didn't fix it.The third time my heart got broken.

Today there was a huge performance in a grand hall.

The gig was at 8.00pm and now it was lunch time.

A tour bus is cool.We have our own cook.She makes good Italian pasta.

The ''dining room'' wasn't that large in the bus.It was a table and there was a bank which was going round it(like in grease,old movies).

When I entered the room SME and Tom were already sitting around the table and waiting for their meals.

Jude:''Hi guys,so how was your night?Partying?''

Kyle:''Yeah,we went to a club with some chicks.''

Jude:''Speed and your girlfriend?Shre is okay with other girls?''I asked waiting corious for his answer.

Speed:''Oh ..ehm…not …yeah.Besides I haven't touched one chick''

Jude:''Of course how could I just think this.''

Speed:''Anyways,what do you two do after the concert tonight?''

Does Speed think that we are together?Bad thought Jude we aren't together we only were making out.Oh my god this is just like this.

Wally:''Earth to Jude.''he waved a hand in front of my face.

Jude:''Huh?''I snapped back to reality.''Ehm I'm doing nothing tonight why?''

Speed:''Quincy?''

Tommy:''Nothing is really planned''

Speed:''Awesome!''

Jude:''Hello why?''

Speed:''You'll see.''Oh that doesn't mean a good thing.

Later the concert began.Tommy was watching everything his opening act was doing.I played some of my old songs and the last song was normally ''Let me fall''

''So today I'm not singing ''Let me fall'' as the last song cause I have a new one.''The guys of SME were slightly confused.

There was also a pianist.I handed him the notes and as soon as the music started I began to sing my song.

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme, I know
He's as damned as he seems
And move heaven than a heart could hold
If I tried to save it
My heart wall could cave in
It just ain't right, it just ain't right

Yeah, absolutely nothing was right.

Oh and I don't know
I Don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
World it be beautiful

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I beliebe
A tragedy with
More damage that a soul should see
And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight, hold on tight
Oh 'cause I don't know...

Oh and I don't know
Don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
World it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster?

I'm looking for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm writing for some kind of miracle
Waiting so long,
So long

He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take

Oh and I don't know
Don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
World it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster?

'Cause I don't know
What he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster?

He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

I ended the song''Thank you guys for coming.You are great!''

After that there was always a 30 minutes long braeak til Tommy was on stage.

I got off of the stage and in my wardrobe.

Suddenly I heard a knock on the door.Tommy came in.''Girl that song was beautiful.''he said in his soft voice.''First call me never,ever girl.CAUSE I AM NOT YOUR GIRL!And the song was about you.I don't understand why I wrote a song about such a jerk like you!''

''Girl,calm down.'' '' I AM NOT YOUR GIRL DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND IT LITTLE TOMMY Q!''.''Don't you ever call me like that!'' ''What ,Little Tommy Q.Little Tommy Q, Little Tommy Q ,Little Tommy Q ,Little Tommy Q'''Shut up the hell.''''Oh is Little Tommy Q getting angry?''He was boiled with rage.He grabbed me on the shoulders then pulled me closer and began to kiss me like yesterday.But this time I felt all his feelings and him.Then he trailed kisses down my cheeks to my neck.I sensed the touch of his lips on my cheeks and groaned.Just then there was a knock on the door again.We aprubtly stopped and the door flew open.

SME were standing in the doorframe.Tommy quickly took his hands off of my butt.

Speed cleared his throat:''Did we interrupt you guys?''

Jude:''Ehm no why?I ehm..''I didn't find a white lie.

Tommy:''She was just singing her new song to me.''

Wally:''Yeah!''They grinned''Quincy you are on in 3''

Tommy:''Okay then I better go.''he made his way out of the room.

The three of them smirked.

Jude:''What?''

Kyle:''Nothing!''they got out of the room in whispers and laughing.Just like girls.

Author's note:The end!

But not forever just til I post more!Be honest I scared you!LOL.Okay read and review and please longer!puppy face

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