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School was as boring as usual. Nothing really happened I just fell asleep in maths. I don't know but I can't stay awake.

After school Kat and I walked home.

Chapter16: I am

Kat:" So how is your love life going?"

Jude:" What love life?"

Kat:" The one you told me on the phone, oh I don't know what to do, that love life."

Jude:" Well, one word Chelesa!"

Kat:" Who is Chelesa?"

Jude:" Tommy's girlfriend."

Kat:" Girlfriend? I thought he switches his girlfriends like his boxers."

Jude:" It doesn't matter."

Kat:" Jude it does matters. You probably don't wanna hear it but as your best friend I have to tell you. You have to get over him!"

Jude:" I can't get over him, Kat!"

Kat:" Did you try?"

Jude:" No!"

Kat:" See. Try before you disagree."

Jude:" Yeah you are right Kat and today is the perfect day. I have an invitation."

Kat:" To what? A date?" she asked excited.

Jude:" No I'm watching a movie with Speed and the guys."

Kat:" Oh!" Kat was slightly disappointed.

Jude:" I know, I know but it is better than going to G Major and to see the two lovebirds. Just when I think about it I'm getting sick. But Kat do you wanna come with me tonight?"

Kat:" No but thanks. So we're at home. See ya."I hugged her.

Jude:" Oh and we have to make a girls sleep over!"

Kat:" Sounds good. Bye"

Jude:" Bye."

I walked the rest of the way home and opened the door. I opened it and smelled something burning.

I run into the kitchen to find Sadie standing there.

Jude:" What are you doing?"

Sadie:" Well, what does it looks like idiot, I'm cooking."

Jude:" Yeah, sure but before I eat what you have cooked I eat rubbish."

I got in my room and felt like writing a new and happy song. About the new me that got over Tom Quincy.

I'm an angel
I'm a devil
I am sometimes in-between
I'm as bad as it can get
And as good as it can be
Sometimes I'm a million colors
Sometimes I'm black and white
I am all extremes
Try to figure me out?
You never can
There's so many things I am

I am special

I am beautiful
I am wonderful and powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable

Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm someone filled with self-belief
And haunted by self-doubt
I got all the answer
I've got nothing figured out
I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
I'm up and I am down
But that's part of the thrill
Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful and powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm not sure who I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful and powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the thing I am
Of all the things I am

After I finished writing it I realized that it was 6.00pm so time to get ready for the "party".

Author's note: So this was the chapter. I hope you liked it and please leave reviews. I can't live without them!

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