Author's note: Okay I'm back with a very short chapter. This week was horror the last exams and stuff. What I wanted to say was that I probably can't post within the next few weeks. My friend is visiting me and the last time I saw her was one year ago. Thanks for reviewing (Tanya50801, Duddley111, cecapo3610, Alexzj18, blondenhot, Funkyicecube)!

I hope you like it!

Disclaimer: I don not own Instant Star, Instant star owns me but I own the song Out. I have waited so long to say that.

Chapter23:It's getting old

Georgia:" Jude welcome back." She hugged me. After thousands of other hugs we headed to G Major for my welcome party. Wow I'm 4 days away and they are giving me a welcome party. I think I will leave them more often. I talked to all the people but my mind was at Tommy. We exchanged a lot of glances. I was standing there around me Georgia, EJ, mom and some others.

Tommy:" Hey girl, can I talk to you for one second in private?"

Darius:" Jude my favorite girl. Congratulations!" he hugged me. I heard Tommy mumbling.

Tommy:" I'll take that as a no." The rest of the party I didn't see Tommy anymore. At home I had to sit down. My feet were hurting.

Sadie:" So Jude how was L.A.? Were you at the Walk of Fame? Were you on a sight seeing tour?"

Jude:" Actually no. I had the casting."

Sadie:" I thought the casting was only one day?"

Jude:" Ehm no they ehm wanted me to come again. I have to go to sleep. The flight was long and I have school tomorrow. Good night."

I got to bed. The next morning the bell woke me up. I showered and dressed and eat my breakfast. Then the doorbell rang. Can't I stay alone for at least one sec? I opened the door and almost spit out my breakfast.

Jude:" Speed what are you doing here?"

Speed:" Well, I thought about what happened before you left and I want to be with you again." My jaw dropped. Was he serious?

Jude:" Okay let me think about it one sec, SCREW YOU SPEED!"I slammed the door shut. Later I went to school. After school I drove to the studio. I was nervous. How should I act around Tommy? I was standing in front of the doors of G Major. I think I'll go home, that is the best thing for everyone. No Jude, you have to go in. I took all the courage I had and walked into G Major to Studio A.

Tommy was sitting there with headphones on. I tapped him on the shoulder.

Jude:" Hi."

Tommy:" Hey girl."

I sat down on the petite couch. What shall I do? The question was answered by Tommy!

Tommy:" So well I thought about ehm what happened you know in L.A and girl I know this is hard for you but you have to understand it is hard for me too we have to forget what happened! We can't be together."

He stood up wanting to leave the studio. When he twisted the knob to open the door I opened my mouth.

Jude:" NO!" A simple answer. He turned around.

Tommy:" Jude…"

Jude:" No, no Jude. You know what Tommy? I'm sick of this. I'm sick of pretending that it never happened, I'm sick of you hurting me and I'm sick of falling for you again and again!" Tears were now streaming down my cheeks. I left studio A and made my way to studio C. Lyrics were crossing my mind.

I don't know what to do

I fall for you again

You've hurt me

You've thrown me away

But all I want is you

Chorus:

Just wanna get out

Leave this creepy world

Run away, go away and don't come back

Get rid of you

Yeah that's all I want

Now I'm here alone

Just sitting in my room

I'm frustrated, crying down and out

When you don't need me

Then I don't need you

Chorus

I look at you

You're a liar

You're a cheater

You deny things

I live you but I hate you

I want you but you don'

I need you but I'd rather die

Chorus

Author's note:I know short and the song isn't very good but trust me it isn't that easy to write a song in a language which isn't your first!PLEASE REVIEW!I live for reviews!

Love you guys Annika