Rory sobbed in her bedroom hugging her teddy bear
"hey Rory honey can I come in?" a voice asked , Lorelai's voice
"sure" Rory said wipping the tears with her sleeve
"hey" Lorelai said as she opened the door and sat next to Rory
"how have you been?..er dumb question I know " Lorelai said hitting her head with her hand
"ok, I'm ok"
"and that's why you are crying?"
"I wasn't-" Rory smiled "yeah I know "
"oh honey why are you like this?"
"I just don't know anymore I'm a mess, my whole life is a mess I don't know what to do, why can't I have what I had before, I just don't seem to ever be happy"
"I mean I just kissed Jess and I broke up with Logan, I just don't know anymore, I feel that everything I do is wrong, I can't get it right"
"oh honey"
"I just feel that I've changed you know, I'm not happy with anything that's been going on my life, I mean I have everything I could want,or at least I think I had it, I mean I had a great boyfriend, I am going to Yale for Gods sake, it should be my greatest dream, but I feel..somehow...empty, and everyone says is wrong, and others say it's right! and I...I don't know anything, I'm so dumb!" Rory cried
"Rory you've changed,but its up to you to decide if it's gonna be a change for good or for bad, I think you should just try to move on,do the things you liked to do again, don't let your life depend on what someone has to say, what Logan has to say,or what Jess has to say, just make your own decisions"
"you're right, but I just don't know where to start, I want my life back to the way it was before"Rory sobbed
"I have an idea, how about we have our own movie night"
"on wednesday?"
"yeah,every day is a good day for movie night"
"all right,can we have Lane too?"
"of couse, it will be like a girl's night, we'll have make-up, facials,we'll make dirty-phonecalls and we'll gossip all night about our loves"Lorelai said in a shrill voice