AN: Thank you Shannon, Kristine, Rachel, and gc rocker gal 13 (I really wish I knew your name so I could thank you personally) for reviewing. Anyway, I tried my best to use your suggestions, so I hope you like it.
Warning: This chapter is strictly rated M, so if you aren't old enough to read this (I assume everyone reading this is), you have been warned. For the rest of you who are still reading, here you go!
Chapter 16: In the Shadows
Once we got back to Sadie's house, she split us up into separate rooms. I would be sleeping in her room, Tommy and Speed would be rooming together (which they both groaned about in mock protest), and Kyle and Wally would be staying in the same room. She also ordered, much to SME's shock, that lights would be off by 11:00 p.m., no exceptions. I tuned out SME arguing with Sadie about how we're all practically adults here, and musicians need to stay up in the event that inspiration strikes. My sister, who didn't miss a beat, replied, "If inspiration strikes at 3 in the morning, I won't be responsible for murdering you guys in the middle of your jam session."
Not to be unnoticed, Kyle spoke up, "She's right, guys, we're not on tour, so we have to sleep normal people's hours."
"Dude, sucking up much?" Wally said, as Speed made kissy faces at him. Kyle instantly fell silent, and glared at them while Sadie looked curiously at him.
"Just ignore them," Kyle said through clenched teeth. "Night, Sadie." He pretended as if they weren't even there. "Night Jude, Tommy."
"Night, Kyle," Sadie said, wondering what was up with him.
"Night, Kyle," Tommy and I said in turn.
"Sadie, I think I'll head up too," I said, as I let out a huge yawn.
"Yeah, me too," Tommy said. "Come on, Jude."
"Hold on, Tommy. You're not going to sleep with Jude, not in my house."
"Sades, relax. I'm just going to say good night, I promise," Tommy looked at her innocently, holding up his hands.
"OK, but I'm coming up in a minute, and I don't want to see you on top of her in my bed, got it?" Sadie could be possessive when she wanted to be, and Tommy and I both knew that from first-hand experience.
"Whatever you say, ma'am," Tommy grabbed my hand and pulled me with him.
We climbed up the stairs in silence, and I led Tommy to my sister's room. Before I could go in, Tommy leaned over and captured my lips in a heartstopping kiss that previously would melt the hearts of all Tommy Q fans around the world. We kissed intensely for what seemed like seconds, only by the time we broke apart, both of us were breathing pretty hard. Then Tommy looked both ways before he leaned over to whisper in my ear, "I'll be coming in later tonight, just give me a few hours." I nodded mutely as he kissed me again, and said, "Night, Jude, I love you."
"I love you too, Tommy," I responded, wondering what he meant by that. Tommy walked over to his and Speed's room, and Sadie came up just then, looking at the both of us to see if we were up to something. Eventually, by the looks of it, she was satisfied, and we headed off to bed.
Around 4:30 in the morning, I awoke as I heard someone come in. "Shh, Jude, it's me, Tommy," he said as he kissed me. Then he pulled me up and out of bed, and led me outside. "Tommy, do you know what time it is?" I said. I was so not a morning person, and waking up at 4:30 is just insane.
"Yeah, it's our time," Tommy whispered, straining to hear the sounds of sleeping in the other rooms. I could hear snoring coming from Speed's, Kyle's and Wally's room, and I knew that although Sadie didn't snore, she also wasn't a light sleeper like I was. So they were all out cold, and Tommy wrapped his arm around my shoulder as he led me downstairs to the living room.
As I walked inside, I saw a few candles lit on an end table, and blankets spread on the floor by the fireplace.
"Tommy, did you-?" I asked stupidly. Tommy nodded silently, then took me up in another earth-shattering kiss. This time, it was full of passion and love, and I couldn't think as he gently guided me down to the floor. After a few minutes of making out, I started taking off his shirt, and we broke apart only to remove one another's clothes. Once we had finished stripping one another, Tommy kissed me again, then stopped.
"Jude, wait," Tommy said uncertainly, even though I could see the desire gleaming in his eyes. He looked away for a second. Was Tommy going to regret this?
"Tommy, what is it?" I wondered.
He fumbled around in his pants pocket, which was strewn across from us. He pulled out a condom, and slipped it on.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" Tommy asked. I loved how he was always putting my desires before his.
"I couldn't be more sure of anything in my life," I answered simply, before I let Tommy take control.
He propped himself up on his elbows, and I could tell he was trying not to put more pressure on me. Then he kissed me as he drove slowly into me, so that neither of us would make noise enough to wake up the others.
I felt him enter, and as he was moving slowly, it didn't hurt as much as I thought it would. Once he was in as far as he could go, he pulled out enough so that he could come in and out slowly. Every movement he made brought more pleasure to me, and I bit back my screams of pleasure so that he could continue.
Finally, Tommy collapsed on me, and I knew it was because he was holding back. I knew he had wanted to take me harder and faster, and the way we made love had drained him physically and emotionally.
We awoke to the sun peeping out just over the horizon, and noticed that no one was up yet.
"Morning, love," Tommy said, kissing me awake.
"Morning," I murmured, wrapping my arms around him. "Wanna take a shower?"
"After you," Tommy smiled, and we grabbed our clothes.
We went into the bathroom, and stepped into the shower. Tommy turned the water on, and we waited a minute as we took turns getting wet. Then he started rubbing the soap all over my arms, my legs, my breasts, my butt. He made sure to kiss each part of my anatomy as soon as the soap was washed off. Then I turned around and he did the same with my back, only this time, he let his hands wander all over, rubbing gently and making my head swirl. Then I turned back around and faced him, as his eyes swam over the sight of my body all uncovered for him.
"See anything you like, Quincy?" I teased Tommy as he bit back a groan.
"Yeah, all of it," Tommy grabbed me roughly and pushed me up against the wall. He kissed me brutally before sliding me up a little, then he pulled me back down as he entered.
"Tommy…" I moaned, as the water drowned out my cry.
"Jude…" Tommy also moaned in ecstasy.
The hot water ran over our bodies as our lips met in a slow heated kiss. Our hands roamed over our wet bodies, and we slid our arms around one another to pull each other closer.
Our tongues did a slow tango, pulling apart only to meet again and again as our kiss deepened and grew more passionately urgent. Tommy's hands caressed my soft breasts, pulling my nipples softly, then more firmly. I moaned as Tommy buried his head in my neck, softly kissing my neck and shoulders, and finally down to my breasts. My hands slid from around his back up to his hair, and I threaded my hands through his wet matted hair. I tightened my grip in Tommy's hair as he took one of my nipples into his mouth, sucking it slowly, and allowed his tongue to tease it. At the same time, his hand came down to toy with my other nipple, and his fingers massaged it like no other feeling in the world.
Tommy continued to suck on my breasts, moving from one nipple to the other, until they were both painfully erect. Then he stopped and looked into my eyes. I could see they were as full of need as mine was. He grinned, running his fingertips up along my calves, my thighs, and tenderly over her hips, as he kissed his way up to my neck. Over my stomach, then around my breasts, and finally on my neck, eliciting my constant moans of urgency.
I slid my hands down Tommy's back, until he clasped my hands in his and brought them up to his face. Then I pressed against him, as I desperately tried to pull him closer to me. I leaned in and kissed him briefly, before stepping back and removing his hands from mine. I grabbed his shoulders and gently turned him around.
As he turned his back to me, I slid my arms around his waist, and pressed my full weight into him. He groaned in pleasure as he felt my breasts pressing into his back, and leaned back into me, obviously enjoying the feeling. I began kissing his neck as he turned around and grabbed my already taut nipples.
Rather suddenly, Tommy let go of my breasts and slid them down to my hips, guiding me back to the shower wall. Laughing softly, he grabbed my wrists, and pinned my arms while kissing my shoulder softly. "It's my turn now," he whispered, his voice thick with arousal. I moaned deeply, and strained to yank my arms free from his grip.
Tommy leaned in, and said, "I'm going to let go, Jude, but if you move your arms at all, I'll stop, OK?" He said this while roaming his hands down my back and before switching directions and moving up toward my hips.
"Don't stop," I choked out. Every part of me was screaming out, begging for his touch.
"OK," Tommy slid his hands up to my back, and took me up in another mind-shattering kiss. That man was born to make love, and he was mine. All mine. He wrapped my arms around me as he pushed me up against the wall, hungrily attacking my mouth with his own. I moaned his name softly, and stopped when I felt Tommy suddenly, and rather roughly, enter me.
"Oh, god," I moaned hoarsely as he thrust in and out. He clasped my hands tightly above my head, and he continued to slide into me, ramming himself into me as hard as he could.
My moans, although getting louder than when we started, was still not loud enough to drown out the sound of the shower at full blast. Tommy rocked his hips up and down as he entered and pulled out repeatedly. My breathing became shallow as I felt Tommy push harder and deeper inside me. "Tommy!" I screamed as he kissed me again and again. I was in heaven, as was Tommy, judging from the look in his face. Tommy continued his relentless onslaught on my body, and I responded eagerly as I hadn't known that my body could be so accommodating.
Tommy's kisses were enough to heat the coldest room, and he let his lips roam over my neck, shoulders, and back, over and over again. He also thrust repeatedly into me, and countless moans escaped both of us before we finally felt sated. Finally exhausted, I flew into his arms and kissed him, before he grasped my hands, guided them to pick up the soap, which had fallen on the floor, and guided it across his body. I grinned as I pulled Tommy closer. Now it was my turn to have some fun…
AN: I hope my latest chapter wasn't too steamy for you. I wanted to put some Jommy moments in, and this seemed like the perfect time. So, what do you think? Everyone who's reviewed so far has been so encouraging, I felt it was time to give back a bit. I hope you enjoyed reading this, almost as much as I enjoyed writing it. I just wish they could show something like this on TV (it still wouldn't be as go-thereiest as Degrassi, but unfortunately, there are probably restrictions because of the audience's age range). But if I had the power to control what happens on Instant Star, this is how I would have it. Anyone with me?