Lady Ai: Again, thanks to all my reviewers. You guys make the world round
Yami Ai: Not so talkative today?
Lady Ai: You try waking up at 4 pm on a rainy day after having a wonderful dream and smiling and feeling talkative.
Yami Ai: Oh? Was that dream about me?
LadY Ai: You know who it's about, idiot.
Yami Ai: Oh...him. /Jeolous look/ What was it about anyway?
Lady Ai: I don't think the readers want to read about my dream, so I'll get on with the story. I'm planning on making this long, sorry if it doesn't turn out that way.
Disclaimer: Blah Blah Blah...you know I don't own right?
'You Said I Love You, I wish I Loved you too'
By: Lady Ai
Chapter Eight:
The Great Idea
Xx Ryou's POV xX
I don't think it's ever healty to piss Bakura off.
Good thing we're in public though.
"GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY HIKARI!"
"Don't you have a girlfriend?" Chris asked.
"YES, I DO. BUT THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE FACT THAT YOU ARE TOUCHING MY LIGHT! NO ONE TOUCHES MY LIGHT UNLESS THEY'RE HIS FRIENDS!"
"DAMN IT BAKURA! ENOUGH!" I yelled. The rest of the resturant sorta vanished so it's only Chris, Bakura, Yugi, Yami, Joey, Seto and me in there. Actually, where is the self-centered bitch?
Bakura hmphed and then walk off to buy whatever he was getting and walked out without a word and only a glare at Chris. As soon as the door shut, Chris broke out laughing. Soon, Joey, Yami and Yugi began to laugh as well. Seto smiled and shook his head.
"Well, Ryou, buddy, we managed to make Bakura jeolous. I can surely do the rest by myself." Chris smiled.
"He didn't even say hi to me." Kisit piped. Holy crap, I forgot she and her boyfriend were here. "Don't mind him then, Kisit." There was a bit of silence.
"Well, we should be heading home. It's been a rough day, right Ryou?" I nod at Yugi. We all got up to leave. "It was good to see you again, Kisit. And it's nice to know that she's in good hands. Take care of her, Eric." Eric held up his thumb. "Don't worry, man. I will." He gave Kisit a kiss and they both smiled. They look good together and I know that Eric really does care for her more than I did.
Once Yugi, Yami and I get home, I rush up the stairs. "I'mma go take a bath and finish my homework."
I stop in mid-step when I saw them exchange looks. "What?"
"Ryou...why don't you help me make a snack? It's your favorite, Cream puffs." Cream puffs sounds like a good temptation but I'm just not hungry. "That's ok Yugi. I'm not all that hungry."
"Why haven't you been eating?" Yami asked bluntly. Yugi looked at Yami and walked off to the kitchen, like he didn't want to get in the middle. "I don't know why, Yami. Not to worry though. I assure you, I'm in healthy conditio-"
"You can quit the B.S. and tell me why you haven't been eating properly."
I don't know how to respond to that. Sure Yami is strong and tough but...I didn't think he could talk to me that way. The only one I know that curses at me or around me is either Joey, Seto or Bakura. Akina if Bakura isn't around.
"Please don't tell me you aren't eating because it has something to do with Bakura." I flinched. I guess it might have something to do with that. It's not that I think I'm fat, because I know I'm not. It's just that I hate to vomit and I just know that if I eat something, I'll throw up.
But I didn't bother telling anything to Yami. I just look down and walk up to my room.
After finishing taking a shower, I change into some white sweatpants and a plain white sleeveless top. I look at my night table and see a razor. It's as if God had placed it there just for me. It shines as the moon hits it perfectly and I understand why Malik loves shiny things now. I carefully take it in my hand and hold it by my shoulder and begin to gently slide it down and across my shoulder. The blood decorates my shirt and I take my finer and wipe off some blood. The first thing that comes to mind as I look at my blood covered finger is to suck the blood off.
Knock knock... knock knock
"Um, er. Ryou? I thought maybe all three of us can play a round of 'Sorry'. Do you feel up to it?" I smile as I can imagine Yugi's sweet face right next to my door. "I'm busy right now Yugi. I'm 'sorry'. Heh." I heard Yugi sigh and walk off.
What am I suppose to do? Yami knows I cut myself, Yugi's starting to worry, they're both worried that I haven't eaten anything in days. My ex and her boyfriend is back. Akina is being a bitch though nothing's new there. And Bakura...
Kami, how I miss him so much. When I close my eyes the first thing I see is him. His long white hair, his dark red eyes. Red eyes that look right through me, as if reading all my thoughts and all my emotions. How can I stand to even look at him after knowing that he knows how I feel about him? What the hell do I do?
Knock...
Knock...
Kno-
Bang!
"What is it, Yami?" I know it's him. Yugi would never knock that hard.
"What're you doing in there? You're not..."
Oh dear god. If Yami finds out that I broke his promise, that I cut myself again after saying I wouldn't do something so stupid. I have to get out of here. But where? Obviously the first person that comes to mind is Bakura but that's a definte no. I don't like the idea of staying with Malik and Marik. Tristain and Duke...er, they aren't that bad but they'd ask question no doubt.
I know who!
I pack a few things, my cd player, my clothes, toothbrush, and some snacks that I've saved. I open the window of the two story building and jump out.
That was the stupidiest thing I've ever done!
The cuts from my shoulder are getting dried up. I brush off some dirt from my white sweatpants and I start to run to the only person that I know won't ask any question. Well, he will ask just not when I'm like this.
I quickly run through the city, people staring at me. Why are they staring at me? They probably think I'm a run away, what with the bag and blood on my shoulder. I shrug them off and glare at anyone who looks at me weird.
I've gotten to my destination and surprisingly the secruites open the gates for me. I run up to the door but before I could knock it opens and Seto is standing there.
"Seto, do you think I could stay here for a while?"
His eyebrow went up questioningly but he let me in. Joey and Mokuba were watching tv, but turned around when they heard me. "'Ey, buddy. What's up?" I smiled knowing it confuses people. "Nothing big really. Just my life." I chuckle at Joey's expression of stupidity.
"Come Ryou. I'll show you to the guest room."
"He's stayin' here?" asked Joey. Seto nodded and took my bag. He placed a hand on my back and we walked to the room. I can feel Joey glaring at my back. I guess the fact that I had a crush on his boyfriend last year hadn't worn off on him. Joey knows that I love Bakura now so why is he thinking I might steal his boyfriend? I'm not that evil.
"Ryou?"
"Hm?"
"What's wrong? What happened at Yugi's house?"
We were in the bed room. Everything was red, the carpet, the bed spread, the curtains. I look at Seto next to me and his blue eyes I can see that he is worried slightly.
"Yami knows that I cut, I promised I wouldn't do it again but tonight I did it and I don't want Yami to know I broke his promise." I feel comfortable telling Seto this because he already knew that I cut myself. He already knew from this one time in school, Bakura had made fun of me and it hurt greatly. Seto saw me run out and found me in the bathroom cutting. That's when I got a crush on him but I knew Joey liked him so I back off a bit.
Back to the matter at hand. Seto had taken out a first aid kit and wrapped up my shoulder. "You better take a good night sleep. I'll wake you up tomorrow morning and all three of us will head to school." I nodded sadly, I didn't want to go to school when I feel like crap.
"And Ryou?"
"Yes?"
"You don't need to do all these things just because of Bakura. He's being an asshole and going out with Akina because she's an easy fuck. We all know that Bakura likes you, he's just being an ass about it like I had with Joey. So Ryou don't worry, it'll take time for him to actually come out but eventually he will. It's your choice if you want to wait for him."
Xx Author's POV xX
Seto closed the door and left Ryou to think about what he had said. Would Ryou wait? He most likely would, he loved Bakura but that Akina would probably always be in the way.
Ryou placed his bag next to the bed and flopped down on the red satin bed. He sighed and placed his arm over his eyes.
'Stupid emotions. Stupid slutty people like Akina. Stupid me for falling for a stupid, white haired, deep dark red eyes, pale skinned, sexy...body. Crap even if I am pissed, I can't stay pissed with him. What am I going to do, damnit? GOD, PLEASE ANSWER ME ALREADY!'
Just then, Ryou heard laughing and yelling from downstairs. 'Mokuba and Joey must be playing video games. Poor Kaiba having to deal with that loud duo.' The shouts got louder as, by some really really strange reason, Seto joined in.
"HA! I BEAT YOU AGAIN JOEY!"
"NO FAIR! I SHIFTED THE STICK RIGHT BUT THE CAR WENT LEFT!"
"IDIOT INU! YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO SHIFT -LEFT- TO TURN RIGHT!"
"Eh? I don't understand, Kaiba." There was a slight silence, Ryou supposed Seto was teaching Joey had to use the control.
"Oh! Now I get it. One more round Mokuba?"
"Alright, I'm going to beat you again but sure." Ryou heard Seto laugh. "That's right, Mokie. You're a chip of the ol' Seto."
"'EY! You're going to side with your brother? What about me!"
"Um...don't give up? Yeah, don't give up if you really want something." Joey laughed and the game started up again.
Ryou sat up on the bed, getting an idea. Don't give up if you really want something. Ryou repeated the line over and over again in his head. He smiled. 'I'm not giving up on Bakura. Infact... I'll make it more of a challenge.' Ryou laid back down on the bed, falling asleep as he thought about ways to get Bakura to be his.
Lady Ai: GOD I HATE THIS CHAPTER! I spent the whole freakin' week on this one chapter and yet it sucked!
Yami Ai: Don't be so hard on yourself. You finally got writers block. And writers block is sorta like the chicken pox, you go through it once it can never return
Lady Ai: Lair, writer's block is like a cold- you don't know when the hell you're gonna get it.
Yami Ai: -sigh- Dear readers , please review. Gen is feeling a bit sick (which is entirely her own fault) because valentine's day is coming and her love one isn't around. And she's too stupid to even ask him to go to the mall. ATLEAST ASK!
Lady Ai: Shut up, Yami.
Yami Ai: So please, review, please /puppy dog eyes/ please.