Punctured Heart

Disclaimer: I'm sick of always saying this so I wont say it again I DON'T OWN TEEN TITANS OR ANY SONG LYRICS ETC!

I was what you would call 'normal' in high school but what does it mean? In the dictionary it states: conforming to the standard or the common type; usual; not abnormal; regular; natural. I beg to differ. Normal anything that you have grown accustomed to. My friends think I'm normal, maybe to them, but if people were to know who I really am, or where I'm from, then I'm not 'normal' at all.

I ponder on these thoughts every night until I fall into a deep slumber of endless darkness. Yes it's true I have no dreams, I don't know why, but that term seems so foreign to me the same way I am foreign to this place. Sometimes I wish I will not wake up the next morning, praying that finally I am dead. No longer a living breathing being on earth, but I never was. I never was a human, actually I wasn't even born here, and I'm not talking about Jump City, I am talking about earth in general.

The sound of someone knocking on my door I knew who it was and couldn't help but grin when I opened the door there he was standing there with his goofy grin on his face.

"Hey Star want some Tofu." Beastboy also known as Garfield Logan was standing there with a plate of Tofu-dogs on it. "It's made extra special for you since Cyborg doesn't feel like eating it." He said with a pleading tone.

Cyborg was part human part robot, but that doesn't get to him. He has a specially made ring for him to wear to school so he looks normal just like you and me. There we go again that word. It always seems to creep up behind me when I feel vulnerable.

"Sorry BB I'll pass." Starfire said with a weak smile and walked past him.

"Well then off to Ravens room." he shrugged and walked off in the direction of her companions room.

Raven was just simply dark, she possessed magical powers that you don't want to mess with. Raven has been opening up to Starfire even if her lamps would end up in hundreds of pieces. That was my gift to her. She repaid me by teaching me the way everyone spoke here, I am really familiar with the language and by listening to BB and Cyborg's bickering I have actually picked up on slang.

I made myself breakfast while Raven walked in BB trailing behind her begging for her to try some of his Tofu and all she said to him was the usual 'herbal tea'. Starfire smiled as Cyborg put his ring on ready to get to school while Raven wore something other than her cape but it still looked gothic. She had a black T-Shirt on and a blood red heart in the corner, her shirt had a net at the neck with a stitched in black heart pierced by a sword. She had black capris on and long black boots that overlaps her capris and black gloves that went all the way up to her elbows and left hr fingures exposed. Yup typical Raven Of course she was going to wear her black Jacket and cover her face with the large hood. BB had airbrushed himself so his green skin was covered with paler paint. He was wearing jeans and a T-shirt like usual. That's when he caught her eye it was Robin for the past month they never talked to each other only when they were fighting crime or wanted to borrow something from each other, and it was all because of what she had witnessed last month.

Flashback

Kori was going to do it, she was going to confess her feelings to him and after what BB had told her she wasn't going to turn back she turned the corner towards his locker and wished she could just run. There he was kissing the girl she hated for so long, it was Taylor. She was one of those popular anorexic girls with a node job and chiseled chin, she had died her hair bleach blond and had black highlights in them. Kori's books fell on the ground as she saw the one she loved kissing another she wanted to throw up. The sound of Raven Cyborg and Bb's voices calling her were heard but when they turned the corner they also had that same shocked expression. Kori couldn't take it anymore. She dropped her books and ran towards the nearest exit since it was after school Raven running after her while Cy and BB picked up her books for her following her. Robin turned his head at the sound of books falling and to his horror Star was standing there looking at him with an expression of mixed emotions, shock, sadness, hurt, and the one that pained him the most was hate. He knew there relationship was never going to be the same. He always liked Star, but seeing that they never did anything he felt they were never meant to be. He saw his friends expressions as they left and it hurt he looked at his new girlfriend and grinned.

"I have things to settle." He said giving her a peck on the lips before following his friends back to the Titan Tower. She gave him a seductive look and said.

"Then see you at the movies Richard." That was the name he goes by in front of people although he always wore shades no one knew why.

End of Flashback

We had fought when he got back, I told him that I hate him and never want to speak with him again; I was wrong how much I long for when he comforted me when I was homesick. So I walked past him and picked up my bike keys and looked at the group.

"I'm going to go early have a practice for volleyball, then after school I'm heading to the theater for my singing performance I got you guy's front row tickets so if you want I don't mind if you come." She said smiling and threw them on the table.

"You'll also need these to get in without waiting at the line." She threw VIp tags on the tickets and Robin looked up at her she sighed and nodded her head.

"Yeah I got the bi… I mean you girl a ticket as well." She mumbled. He only snorted and glared at her.

"Not going we have a date." He said not looking at her.

"Whatever just take them anyways I have no use for it." Kori snapped. Everyone took their tickets and Kori left to the garage where she stared at her bike grinning. She looked around no one was looking so it would be alright if tried a few tricks. Her bike was blue with red flames outlined in black. It also had a red Star in the corner. Her helmet was the same only the star was on both sides in the centre. She put it on and started her bike she used her weight to pull the bike back so the front wheels were in the air and she was balanced on her back wheels. With a push on a button on her watch the garage doors sprang to life and she sped out not knowing that a certain someone was watching behind the door leading back to the tower.

"She really has changed." Richard muttered before going back inside.

Made it to Jump City High and parked her bike. Everyone who came early was staring at her attire. She was wearing tight faded jeans with a emerald green tank top that showed her stomach and had one thin strap on the left. She had a pink choke necklace and pink dangling earrings. She also had pink converses on. She walked to the court after getting and smiled when she saw Karen Beecher who was Bee standing in the centre stretching Kori joined her and they started talking about their match.

"I heard that they are known for very powerful offensives especially their spikes." Kori said.

"Don't worry girl our blocks are…" but the coaches whistle signaled them to all come for there instructions. After endless spikes serves volleys bumps, and tips the girls were in the changing room exhausted.

"Hey Kori I overheard the coach saying that she'll put you as the starting six and keep you there for all three games as setter." Karen said grinning and jumping up and down with Kori. "And I'm going to be right beside you as number six I will also be on the starting six and the coach will keep me on girl this day get's better and better." said Bee before leaving for first period. Kori left after to math she had none of her friends there.

Skip to theater

Kori got her hair and make up done and was wearing a strapless emerald green dress with silver high heels and accessories. Kori had her hair in a high ponytail with fancy clips in her hair her make up was light but stunning. When she got on stage she looked at the front row and saw all her friends sitting their smiling, even Richard who didn't look happy and Taylor was nowhere in sight. That's when she began to sing as the music began. (Don't own lyrics to call me when your sober by evanescence)

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind

Should I let you fall
Lose it all
So maybe you can remember yourself
Can't keep believing
We're only deceiving ourselves
And I'm sick of the lie
And you're too late

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind

Couldn't take the blame
Sick with shame
Must be exhausting to lose your own game
Selfishly hated
No wonder you're jaded
You can't play the victim this time
And you're too late

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind

You never call me when you're sober
You only want it cause it's over
It's over

How could I have burned paradise
How could I - you were never mine!

So don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
Don't lie to me
Just get your things
I've made up your mind

As the music ended everyone stood up and starting creaming with joy even Robin. She smiled and went back stage where she would sing her next song only this one was meant for that one person and she was singing it with another.

(Oh no what is she going to sing well it's another evanescence so guess well bye bye!)