Emotionless Chapter 5
Bring Me Back To You

A/N: Thanks dark spell for the notice. Personally, I don't have any experience with cutting, or know much about it, so that sort of helped. Yes, I hope this chapter can be more interesting! And it's finally a Sean POV!
P.S- A good amount of Shellie fluff

Chapter 5

Once I got home from visiting Ellie, I had no time to spare. My dad informed us of a little phone call we got from the hospital. Concerning Ellie.

So as soon as I heard that, my mom and I rushed back to the car and headed to Toronto.

I wondered exactly what she did to herself. I hope I didn't cause it, because I knew I had caused her enough grief.

We walked inside the hosital room, only to see Ellie lying in a bed with a huge nasty cut across her arm. She started cutting again, and I knew it. Ellie told me when more then 1 things went wrong, she had always cut for every problem she had. I didn't know if that still applied, but Ellie only had 1 cut. Which meant there was only 1 problem.

Sean, what are you doing here? asked Ellie.

We got a phone call. I said, leaning against her bed.

I cut only once. Enough to feel some pain. And it wasn't about you. said Ellie.

All the other times you cut you were never in the hospital. Why now? I asked.

It got infected somehow. It turned purple and I almost bled to death. said Ellie.

I took her hand, not knowing if it was too soon. She pulled away, me realizing that she was in no mood to forgive me.

Sean....I know you want things to be the way they were, but they're just not. I mean, it's gonna take forever. said Ellie.

I don't care if it takes till we're 89 and crumpled prunes. Ellie, I love you, and I still do. It was so hard....the whole situation. I said.

I probably would of done the same thing. I'm just not used to this. No one's ever loved me before. said Ellie.

Well, take advice from someone who has been there. It's not easy. Nothing is. I understand if we never can be again. I said, standing up and walking outside.

said Ellie.

I stepped into the doorway, gave her a look, and walked away. Ellie had gotten her chances. She just didn't understand me, that day at Wasega. And I knew it was hard for her, it always seemed like it always was. But I was sick of waiting for her. I tried my hardest to tell her why, get her to understand. She just didn't get it....no one did.

I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around to see Ellie, in her tacky hospital gown.

I said, not knowing what to say.

She grabbed me and kissed me, more passionate and more seriously than anyone had ever. For a moment I wondered why, but soon I was too into the kiss to even say anything.

It's gonna take me awhile to forgive you, but we never really officially broke up. said Ellie, smiling.

Wow...I wasn't really expecting that. I said.

It's just all the pain you caused me that made me so mad. I understand you didn't want to....but it was so hard. Harder than anything. said Ellie.

I'm really sorry about that... I said.

Let's just start over. she said.

You know, you do realize that you just said that it would take forever for you to be able to forgive me. I said.

Yeah...and it probably will. I just want to start over. said Ellie.

Fine with me. I said.

Hand in hand we walked back to her hospital room. I didn't know how the whole long distance relationship thing would work, but I was positive that we would make it work.

No matter what...