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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="cfffebe9ac2e15c76e96119f04a6328b"Rhonda pulled out a deck of cards, " I take it you'd like a reading Valeila?"/p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="1fdc91d2e7531a3a385ab40b77e88efd"The first card Rhonda pulled from her deck and laid on the table in front of Leila held the image of a man sitting cross legged in front of a tree with four cups, one of which was being suspended in the air by a cloud./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="985a64c4266bdb7aab3d96d8030f0192"Leila nodded thoughtfully as she processed the meaning, and Rhonda began shuffling again./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="cf3ac08902e44c7b7214241d0d37a000"Leila straightened a bit as she took in every word Rhonda said. Rhonda began shuffling the deck again, before she pulled out another card./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="396a72d1bf901674a79900f7258c9bab"Leila let out a breath I hadn't realized she was holding and Alana looked as if she was about to bolt for the door or make some sort of comment./p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="23bfef47d6f9045f0b5b624df83e09eb"But before Alana could do either, Rhonda gathered the cards back to the deck and turned towards her./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="78170b5fc43d34514d047dcac938a5e4""I'm fine. It's just a load of crap anyways. You can't honestly believe in all that hubbub, can you?"/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="c4e3787e0d7a6673670f7f1a9e58a316"I shrugged leaning against the wall next to her, "I don't know if I believe or not. My mother was a believer in these types of dealings but...well I guess I'm a bit of a skeptic as well."/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="0bd6c899c5ae0737de0977e152341c96"Alana sighed and crossed her arms, "Well I for sure don't believe I'm doomed to live through such a devasting life that's for sure."/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="9b8a95a7d1e2f280c248452451ee2f85"I remained quiet and soon after Leila joined us and we were right back to the never-ending torture as I trailed behind Alana and Leila as we approached the royal quarters./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="d47f960fd58c332851c0fe38dcc43bde"Leila entered the room without a backward glance and Alana went to join her, but I quickly grabbed her hand and tugged her back out into the hallway, the room door gently closing behind her./p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="5685eed57a958a079838053cf2c0592e"She gazed up at me a bit confused and I gave her a tiny smile, as I let me hand trail up her arm and watched how she immediately seemed to melt into my touch./p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="b2201f3c4efbd9c0ad902619ca90fcb5""I thought you were ignoring me." She whispered as she glanced down the hallway to make sure no one was approaching./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="627cce7018e0e07a44709bcd846454df"I was lost in the kiss. So lost that I completely let all my guardian training and experience melt away as I kissed the girl, I was in love with in the middle of the royal quarters without a care in the world. A careless stupid mistake I would realize./p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="dfce8a0e964334fb05fbb5f875082c25"A throat cleared and just as quickly as I had melted into the kiss, I found myself jumping away as Adrian Ivashkov came into view./p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="d215bd476696661076b8ed467126143e"Adrian paused, glanced at his watch, and then continued, "Falling in love with a teacher was the beginning of your mother's downfall. Every bad thing that your mother has had to endure has been because she fell in love with your father. I'm not saying she didn't strive and create a beautiful life for herself. But she suffered. Suffered more then you will ever realize Alana. I would think you would take her suffering as a lesson to stay far away from Guardian Pavel. But I also know love has a way of making you question your entire existence. Before you fall too hard Alana, I beg you to rethink this all."/p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="41b7d58360ba75b1a813fe5413b6b765"Asher nodded thoughtfully, "I understand Alana. But I just want to tell you one thing." Asher took a step closer grasping my hand, "I'll be here when you decide you're ready for a relationship Alana. Because what I feel for you and what we have is special. And I know when things settle down will be our time."/p
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