Here is a one-shot i thought of while reading a fic. there isn't enough on my favorite scout, Saturn, so I decided to write this. Just a forewarning, I don't like Sailor Neptune. She gets in the way of my fandom of Usagi/Haruka. Gotta love that couple! WARNING: Major angst and no happy ending
Note: This is after CrystalTokyo was rebuilt.
My Eternal Sin
I simply stood there as the stones hit my back one after the other. I knew I deserved them. "This is supposed to be the "Powerful Sailor Senshi of Death? Ha! What a joke! how pathetic. You disgust me."
Don't worry, she thought. Even I know I'm pathetic. Just please, please, if your not going to kill me, make this last. For I disgust even my self.
She felt the blood filling her mouth. She knew her time was drawing close. Her thoughts turned to what had happened since NeoQueen Serenity had come to power.
FLASHBACK
"Chibi-Chan, wait up!" Hotaru called as ChibiUsa ran too far ahead. Then she stopped after overhearing a conversation on accident.
"Small Lady is so sweet, actually being nice to that good-for-nothing death brat. She doesn't deserve such friendship! What good is a scout of death when there is no more war? She is useless."
" Though you must admitt, she does have her uses, like as a shield!" The two began to laugh.
Hotaru-Chan! Were are you?" Chibi Usa called. "Be right there!" she called back. "Chibi-chan, I'm a bit tired do you mind if I go rest a bit do you?" "Of course not" Chibi Usa said.
It had began to happen a lot after that. The more she went out, the more she heard people speak of it. Even on her own home planet of Saturn, people considered her useless. And then one day...
"Calm down, Lokitu. You have no idea of what your saying." " Yes i do! She is the reason I can't be with my Tia. She is why people die. That fucking bitch is exactly what is wrong with the world." The other person just went quiet for a moment. "You know haw dangerouse it is to dsay that so close to the princesses chambers, don't you?" then she recognized the voice of the last person who spoke. It was Michiru.
She simply sat there looking at the blade for the longest time. Then, she brought it across her wrist in one quick slash. Then the pain came washing over her. It was a quick relife to the emotional pain raging inside of her. Very quick. Her thoughts came flooding back almost immediatly.
I'm so pathetic, she thought, Resorting to this. I don't even have the courage to finish it. Why do I even excist? It's all my fault. My own people despise me. Why do I continually torture them and myself by dragging myself out of bead each day? What is the purpose of my exsistence? I always make someone misreble. Maybe I should just end it...
END FLASHBACK
As the metalic liquid dripped from her mouth to the ground, she closed her eyes. Her spirit that was trapped within the confines of this accursed flesh finally drifted away and she, for the first time since before the reconstruction, she felt at peace.
RayaGoddess: Hope you liked it! Please R&R! I love hearing from you, beutiful people who so graceslly bless me with the happiness of knowing my saddness creates reading material for you! And if I get enough reviews, I might even do a:
Seiya/Usagi Angst
Haruka/Usagi Angst
Hotaru? Angst
Only one though! Peace out!