Deep Dive

Throw caution into the wind,

And feel yourself be swept away.

Before I had thought that there was nothing more that I dreamed of

Then to go where the wind took me.

To new places.

To new worlds.

Anywhere but here.

But I had forgotten what was most important to me.

Friendship.

What used to be my greatest treasure.

But even treasure can be eclipsed by desire

If contained for too long.

I found myself longing for freedom.

To leave this world I called home and see new places.

The desire consumed me.

Filled me with lust.

Greed.

And soon I had forgotten

The two that had stood beside me.

To this day I wish I had chosen a different path.

To this day I wish I had remembered what I had been given.

To this day I wish I hadn't cast it aside

For desire.

I let the darkness take me.

It promised me freedom,

But it left me in chains.

The light that I had cast aside

Where two old friends

That left everything to find me.

Save me.

And as I watch them now

I see that I have abandoned them.

Thrown myself into the wind.

Left them for my false and empty dreams

That had consumed me in the end.