Here's my lastest story. I don't own a thing. Pleading and begging aren't enough apparently.
Goodbye to You
Of All the Things I Believed in
Phoebe Halliwell hadn't believed in much of anything in her life. However, she had believed in the love that she and Cole turner had. They believed it could overcome anything.
I just want to get it over with
Cole had tried to protect Phoebe (and her sisters) by taking in the hollow. Ever since, he had been acting differently. She had just wanted him to come clean and tell her what was wrong. Too bad for her that she was prepared for what Cole said.
Tears form behind my eyes, but I do not cry
When Phoebe thought back on it, she realized that Cole had tried his best to control the source. She almost cried just thinking about all of the signs that she missed; but she didn't have anymore tears.
Counting' the days that pass me by
Phoebe knew it'd only be a matter of time before Cole came back. She knew that she couldn't be with him. No matter how much it hurt, she knew she had to reject him.
I've been searching' deep down in my soul
Words I don't hear are starting' to get old
It had been a week she had had to vanquish Cole. She kept searching for an answer as to where they went wrong. Maybe he hadn't loved her. He hadn't said it recently.
Feels like I'm starting all over again,
The last three years were just pretend
Phoebe wanted to move on. She wanted to forget all about Cole and the heartache that came with him. She wanted a clean slate. Phoebe understood that she could never forget Cole and her love for him, but it could never be.
And I said, Goodbye to You
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
Vanquishing Cole was the hardest thing Phoebe ever had to do. He was her world, her everything. But Phoebe had convinced herself it was for the best.
You were the one that I loved
Phoebe loved and Cole loved Phoebe. The source, however planned only to use her and produce the biggest source of magic ever seen.
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
After Prue died, Phoebe tried to stay strong for Piper. Piper was a wreck. Seeing her like that, Phoebe knew she shouldn't grieve in front of her. Cole was the one she turned to. He was her support.
I used to get lost in your eyes,
and it seems that I can't live a day without you
Cole's eyes were the first thing that Phoebe noticed about him. She often got lost in those beautiful blue eyes. Every day of Phoebe's short pregnancy, she thought about how the baby would look so much like Cole. It killed her inside, but she continued to stay strong for her family.
Closing my eyes and you chase the thought away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
But, each time Phoebe thought like, she closed her eyes and thought of all the good things about herself, Cole, and the baby. Though it was wrong, she cherished these thoughts and feelings.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
After Phoebe lost the baby, she went into a void where she was afraid to love; to open up. She refused to let her sisters see how devastated she was after her child's death.
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you, but I'm not giving in this time
In the weeks and years, even, afterwards Phoebe still loved Cole. Inwardly, it tore her apart to voluntarily hurt him. She knew it wasn't right, and so decided never to give in to evil again.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Phoebe came to realize that even though he was gone for good, she could never possibly stop loving Cole. Sure, the love for him diminished a little overtime, but never completely. He was the most painful part of her past and the brightest part of her future.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
She just promised herself that each day was a new day, a new beginning. It was alright to move on. And, move on she did. Of all things in her past, Cole was the one Phoebe missed most.
And when the stars fall I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
Never could the love Phoebe and Cole shared be forgotten, and it never was. Phoebe never told her children, or grandchildren, or greatly extended family about Cole. He was her speacil piece of her past, present, and future. Phoebe always made sure to remember him, every single day.
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