Author's Note: Yet another post-Twilight from me. I'll try to update at least once a week until the end of the story. I plan to have this be almost 20 chapters.
Summary: Every year, on the anniversary of her death, he writes a letter to Kate.
Dear Kate,
It's been a year since you died. Abby doesn't cry anymore, Gibbs isn't nice anymore, and I can't sleep anymore. I lay there in my bed and think solely of you and you have done to me. I'm almost angry at the way you've affected my life. I then realize I'd rather be angry than numb.
We got a new agent. She sits at your desk. I look up at her and expect to see you, but it never happens because you're dead.
Sometimes I wish the plague had killed me. I would be alone for a while, but then you'd come and we would never be alone ever again. I miss you so much.
I don't know why I'm writing this letter. You'll never read it, but the therapist told us all we should do it.
McGee's evolving into a great agent. You'd be so proud of him. I am, but I'll never tell him. Gibbs is slightly less angry, now that Ari's dead. Plot twist: Our new agent was Ari's half sister. Ziva, the new agent, is alright. She puts up with me, but I can tell she hates it at NCIS. It took us a while to get used to her. Abby misses you and plays jazz music for you when she thinks that there's no one in the lab.
I miss you, Kate. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you. It's like when you died, a part of us all died. I miss you.
I love you.
Sincerely,
Tony
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