Author's Note: I know it's been forever, but I honestly completely forgot about this story! I am so sorry!


Dear Kate,

It's been five years and I still miss you. You're like an ache that just won't go away, no matter how much medication you take.

I have my own team. None of them has ever heard of you and none of them knows why I have a drawer in my desk devoted to you. All they know is that Tony DiNozzo used to be crazy, now he's calm and serious. Exactly like Gibbs.

I visit Gibbs, he finished the boat. It sank. Gibbs started another one.

Ziva is still here, but she has her own team now too.

Abby and McGee have two girls. Twins. One's name is Kate, the other is Jane. Abby dresses them in black. McGee tries to add other colors to their wardrobe, but it's hard.

God, I miss you.

Love,

Tony