A/N: hey everyone this is my new fanfic, it has nothing to do with my 1st story, i hope you like it R&R please

Disclaimer: i do not own instant star or anything, yet. only bridgette and paeton, and natalia Info: it will be sad. my friend cried when she read it, and sadie and kwest are not together.

Summary: Ok So Tommy is in montana crying, jude is grieving and dealing with a guy who took her pics, she also finds someone to lean on

Pairings: not decided

Chapter 1: Just Rock Me Silently (And Tell Me It Will Be Alright)

Montana...

Paeton: Mommy... tommy kneeled down to her level and let out a small grin

Bridgette: Tommy? he quickly turned his he almost got whiplash

Tommy: Bridgette, hey how are you?

Bridgette: scared. she started crying

Tommy: dont cry

Bridgette: ive been her for 2 hours and still havent gone in yet

Tommy: why?

Bridgette: the docter said she may not be here much longer, so we need to see her asap, but i wanted you to go with me

Tommy: alright

Maid: ill stay with paeton, she seen her mother about 15 minutes ago

Tommy: ok. tommy took bridgette's hand in his and interlocked their fingers

Bridgette: you ready?

Tommy: yea

Bridgette: lets go. they walked up the stairs and stopped at a wooden door

Bridgette: i cant go in tom, i cant

Tommy: yes you can. he enveloped her in a loving hug, while she cried

Bridgette: ok lets go in. she slowly opened they door, and bridgette cried harder, while tommy faught the tears off

Dr.Long: hi im Dr.Long, you must be tommy and bridgette, she real weak, so she may not be able to talk much

Tommy: ok thanks

Dr.Long: ill be in the next room if you need anything. with that he left them

Tommy:c'mon its ok. he squeezed her hand reasurringly (sp?) as they walked in

Natalia: come...sit...with...me. she said weakly. they walked over and sat on each side of her bed

Bridgette: hey

Tommy: hey nat

Natalia: i...love...you...two...so...m...much...you...kn...know...that right?

Bridgette: we know. she cried a little harder

Natalia: hey...bridge...do...dont...cry...for...me

Bridgette: sorry, i cant help it

Natalia: you cant...cry...please. bridgette faught her tears back, but only because her sister begged her to

Natalia: and thomas...you...look so...great...i...bet...the girls...are...all over you. she gave a weak smile

Tommy: not as much as they used to be

Natalia:im gonna...miss...you guys...so..much

Tommy: dont say that, your gonna pull through this

Natalia: we all...know...im not...gonna...last...too much...longer

Bridgette: please dont say stuff like that

Natalia: i have so much...to...live...for...it may...sound...selfish...and crude (sp?)but...im not...afraid...to die

Tommy: well you might not be, but your not

Bridgette:yea, why dont you get some rest

Natalia: ok, love you...guys

TandB:love you too. they hugged her and watched her fall asleep

Bridgettewhispering: why are all the machines quiet?

Tommy: i dont know. they sit in a awkward silence, just watching natalia lay there sleeping and glancing at eachother every other few seconds.

Bridgette: you know tommy, i might have told you i hated you, but i still love you. he remained quiet and looked in her brown eyes, they got along so perfectly, ecxept for that one night...then 4 docters rushed in and pulled them off the bed, they stood there in shock wondering what was going on.

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Canada...

Darius: Jude! you got some mail. he handed her a yellow envelope

Jude: thanks d. she sat down and opened it and took out all the contents. she struck tears when she looked at them all. she then read the paper that said "50'000 dollars or these go to the press" kwest came over

Kwest: whats wrong jude?

Jude: these are whats wrong. she shoved the pictures twards him and ran into Studio C. he soon followed

Kwest: hey now, it'll be ok. he enveloped her in a warming and loving hug

Jude: i just...i dont know what to do kwest. she sobbed even harder

Kwest: we'll figure all this out, i promise. he rocked her silently in the floor until she finally fell asleep in his grasp. he looked down at her angelic (sp?) face and realized how beautiful she was. of course he always thought jude was beautiful but right there where she was and how she was sleeping, she looked so peaceful and innocent. her sleeping in his arms was probablly the longest time she has slept since tommy left.

A/N: i bet your all wondering about Bridgette and Tommy, right?. well i cant tell you right now. i hope you all liked it. please send me all your thoughts on the story. REVIEW! LOVE YAS! -brit