A/N: hey ppl wats up? thanks for ur reviews! have you all heard alexz johnsons new song skips? its awsome! i hope you all like this post! R&R

Disclaimer: i do not own instant star just Bridgette, Paeton, and Natalia Info: this chapter is SAD! as always. i also dident put jude in this chapter,so its all about Montana

Summary: Ok So Tommy is in Montana crying, jude is grieving and dealing with the guy who took her pics, she also finds someone to lean on

Pairings: so far kwest and jude

Chapter 3: I Can't Stop Crying

Montana...

tommy just held her stroking her brown hair that had blondish brownish high-lights. she finally looked up at him with sad eyes

Bridgette: tommy, i lost you first now i lost her

Tommy: hey, hey you dident lose me, im not gonna let that happen k?

Bridgette: you did leave me tommy you did

Tommy: bridge you gotta let it go now. everything happens for a reason

Bridgette: i cant lose you again. i dont wanna be so far apart from you

Tommy: i know

Dr.Long: excuse me i have something for the two of you. he held out a big yellow envelope

Bridgette: ok thanks. he handed them the contents and left the room once more

Tommy: what is it?

Bridgette: i dont know, lets find out. they went in the dining room and sat at the table next to eachother. Bridgette opened the envelope and read off the words

Bridgette: I Natalia Makale Pierson Hereby Give My Home And All Its Contents To Bridgette Hawthorne And Thomas Quincy. They May Sell The House Or Whatever They Want. My Life Savings And Life Insurance Is To Be Split Between My Daughter Paeton Noel Pierson, Thomas And Bridgette. Paeton's Is To Be Put Into A Savings Account. I Also Hereby Give The Custody Of My Child To Thomas Quincy And Bridgette Hawthorne. -Natalia Pierson

Tommy: what! shes giving paeton to us?

Bridgette: Oui Oui. tom we cant go against her wishes. then a dark headed girl walked in crying holding her grandmother's hand

Paeton: Aunt Bridgette. she held her arms out. bridgette picked her up and held her

Bridgette: hey ma'mere (sp?). wheres great old cold hearted s-

Tommy: bridge not now, k?

Bridgette: sorry

Mrs.Hawthorne: Bonjour, and he is outside on the steps. i wish you wouldent talk about him that way.

Bridgette: w/e im not gonna worry about him right now. did you tell paeton?

Mrs.Hawthorne: yes i did, as you can tell

Bridgette: come on paeton lets go take a nap.

Paeton: ok

Bridgette: ill be back after shes asleep. she then walked away holding paeton.

Mrs.Hawthorne: has she been that way all day, dear?

Tommy: no, not until she mentioned him.

Mrs.Hawthorne: oh, well i suppose im going to go join him on the steps. ill see you both later tonight. she walked away

Bridgette: she went to sleep fast

Tommy: probablly from crying

Bridgette: yea...tommy?

Tommy: yea?

Bridgette: promise me something?

Tommy: anything

Bridgette: promise you will never leave me again. please

Tommy: i wont leave you

Bridgette: you have to promise me tom

Tommy: i promise, ill never leave you. she smiled

Bridgette: remeber that night?

Tommy: well its kinda hard to forget. he smiled. they were both hurting because natalia died but they couldent help but smile

FLASHBACK

In France

Tommy: COME ON STOP BEING THAT WAY!

Bridgette: NO! IM NOT GONNA STOP BEING THIS WAY TOMMY!

Tommy: BRIDGETTE! WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND!

Bridgette: UNDERSTAND WHAT! THAT YOUR GONNA LEAVE TO GO JOIN A STUPID BOYBAND? YOUR 14 AND YOUR LEAVING!

Tommy: YOUR 12 SO WHAT?

Bridgette: IM NOT GOING ANYWHERE THOUGH! IM NOT LEAVING PEOPLE I LOVE! I HATE YOU TOMMY! I HATE YOU!

Tommy: you dont mean that. he lowered his voice

Bridgette: YES I DO THOMAS! she started throwing stuff at him. clothes, pens anything she got her hands on

Tommy: YOU KNOW WHAT? I HATE YOU TOO!

Bridgette: YOUR AN ASSHOLE! she threw a glass of water at him and it hit his head making him bleed

Bridgette: oops, thats gonna leave a mark. she said sarcasticlly. she was very mature for her age except when she was mad. she always threw things or hit people. she walked out angry and slammed the door causing a picture to fall and shatter to a million pieces. one of her and him.

END OF FLASHBACK

Bridgette: yea sorry, i see it left a scar

Tommy: yea ive had many questions about that one. but just think you will always be a part of me. he pointed to the small scar on his forehead

Bridgette: true. she nodded her head and walked to a book shelf and pulled off a big blue book and turns out it was a photo-album. she started flipping through the pictures. smiling as she remembered all of them. then she came upon her favorite picture. its was her, tommy, and natalia. all smilling happily at a new years bash in france, they were wearing silly little hats and had glitter on their clothes where it had fallen when it came to 12:00.

Tommy: what is it?

Bridgette: im looking at some pictures of us when we were younger

Tommy: oh

Bridgette: it sucks, you know? she shed one single tear

Tommy: i know it does, but she had cancer, it was bound to happen

Bridgette: i know

Tommy: we need to go talk to some people.

Bridgette: you wanna go alone?

Tommy: your her sister you gotta go. we both gotta go

Bridgette: we have to talk about her fun...funeral (sp?) dont we

Tommy: yes. he looked at her with sympathy in his eyes

Bridgette:...

A/N: so what did you think? please review. i love SKIPS i put it on repeat all the time. lol. i hope you all liked it. love yas. -brit