Title: The Cries of the Condemned (in Fifty Spectrums of
Cacophonic Resilience)
Character(s): Most of them.
Pairing(s):
A multitude.
Genre: Gen, Het, Slash, AU, Humor.
Rating:
PG to R
Word Count: 2557
Summary: Fifty
sentences on the Prison Break cast, the variety of characters and
plethora of possibilities.
Author's Notes: Written for
1fandom. Quote in "civilization" from ThinkExist, quoted by
Fyodor Dostoyevsky. And thanks to steralizetheemo for being awesome
and helping me out with "Bell," "Attraction," "Pool," and
"Gentle." :)
Spoilers: The entire first season.
Warnings: Swearing, sex, violence, addiction, slash, het,
rape, arson, lust and a whole lotta other stuff.
Beta: The
amazing alayzsod :)
SINK
They've called him "Linc the Sink" for as long as he can remember, and now the name's become nearly synonymous with "Burrows" and "Lincoln" and he's afraid he'll never be able to live it down, as partially untrue as it is.
SAND
The sand was unrelenting, torrential – almost
like rain, in it's own way – and on the real windy days it was
everywhere – in his clothes, his eyes, and even in more
uncomfortable places, where it became difficult to simply wash away
with one shower.
BLAZE
His fourth grade science teacher failed him
because she said he didn't comprehend the material she'd taught –
which wasn't true, because Teddy sure as hell understand what the
bitch babbled on about, day after day, he just didn't see what use
he had for science in the real world; he set her house on fire a week
later, just to show her how much he really "comprehended"
science.
COUNT
The bulls make their scheduled rounds and Sucre
bites his lip in anticipation because count makes him nervous
nowadays – Michael's always behind the walls, doing something,
and every night turns into a "close call" as Michael spends more
and more time away, until Sucre finally has to use his pillows to
stuff Michael's bed; he's more nervous than any night before this
when the bull flashes a light into the cell before checking
"Scofield" and "Sucre" off a list and moving on.
BULLET
It's been who knows how long since he's had
to do the dirty work himself, but sometimes a point needs to be made
and a bullet to the head from John Abruzzi is the only way to do it.
TEST
It hardly looks anything like a cell phone,
Michael thinks, turning the soap over in his hands, examining it's
every curvature, feature and bump, the thin lines separating the
"buttons," and he wonders if maybe he should paint numbers too –
but, he figures, the lack of numbers won't be obvious to the casual
observer and regardless, he's finding it harder and harder to
believe that this is going to work anyway.
MAZE
He wishes the pipes running through Fox River were
like a hedge maze – that if he could just put his left hand to the
wall, he could follow it along until he found his way and then maybe
it wouldn't be so crucial that he coerces an inmate by the name of
Charles Patoshik into remembering the missing piece in the puzzle.
RUN
His chest is heaving and his legs are aching and
his heart's beating too fast, too much but he can't
quit now because he can feel and hear and could
certainly see the damn dogs right on his heels if he just
turned around – but he can't, he can't, he has to keep
running (fasterfasterfaster) because they're so close
now and the river up ahead looks more like freedom than anything else
ever has.
ART
It's more than just art, it's, it's, it's
something else, something that Haywire doesn't quite know what, he
just knows that it's something more than the normal
something you might see in a tattoo, because there's more there,
hidden beneath all that ink and it looks like a pattern with
delicately drawn vertical and horizontal lines, but he's not sure,
because Michael won't let him get a close enough look to find out.
HEAL
She thinks if she heals enough people enough
times, she can heal the scars of her past and make it all go away –
but it won't because things like addiction don't just go away
and she's painfully reminded of this by Bellick daily.
ROOM
When the mob finally decided to cash in their
favor, they shoved him in a little room with one dingy light bulb and
a chair, and threatened to torture him (guns wielded threateningly by
men standing in a circle around him, a knife to his throat by the one
leaning over him to growl in his ear, and another behind him, holding
his head steady – as if they really thought he'd try anything) if
he didn't concede – and he wouldn't defy them, because that
would more than promise him certain death at the hands of these men.
PREY
His pretty lawyer took his hand into hers and
smiled before grimly telling him, "Don't let yourself get preyed
upon, Seth, because those guys in there, they aren't afraid of
anything and they'll eat you right up."
STILL
Considering the rate he usually went through cell
mates, it was an interesting surprise to find bruised and bloody
little Maytag still alive, sitting on the floor across from his bunk,
just watching as T-Bag slept, the morning after their second month
together.
MENTAL
By now, everyone had fallen into the assumption
that Bellick was quite clearly "mental" to have let his mother
move in, and Bellick wasn't about to admit to everyone that he only
did it because his momma had threatened to tell all his coworkers
about some rather "unfortunate" incidents during his childhood if
he didn't take her in.
CRUSH
Michael called it one-sided hopefulness –
Veronica called Michael an idiot and went chasing after Lincoln
again.
BOLD
He was only as bold as he looked, which apparently
wasn't bold enough, because he couldn't kill Kellerman when he
had the chance – but he could always blame that on his inefficiency
with a gun, if anyone asked.
SOFT
He didn't like thinking about it, but as morbid
as it was, Westmoreland was undoubtedly aware of just how soft
Marilyn's fur was – even matted together with dry blood.
THOUGHT
He'd thought that Michael was different, that
he wasn't like all the others – but now, as he's wheeled into
his office closet, he supposes he was wrong, because inmates who are
different from all the rest don't use shanks to threaten the warden
into submission.
DECADE
It's been more than a decade since they've
met, and Kellerman can't say it hasn't been a fun ride, but he's
left wondering now, as Caroline is sworn in, what her plans are.
FAREWELL
Every time he says goodbye to his wife, he
tells her how much he loves her and kisses her, because with a job
like his, he can never be sure if it'll be his last farewell.
FOCUS
He keeps telling himself to focus, he's gotta
fucking focus or else he's never going to be able to go through
with it – so he raises the gun, sets his face in grim determination
and walks up to Terrence Steadman's car.
COAST
Terrence always wanted to live in a small house
on the coast – but Caroline insisted a mansion in Montana was
better, and after all, she added, it's got the greatest view,
better than any house on the ocean would have.
CIRCLE
Jimmy usually circles Teddy's block a few
times in his truck before stopping and making his way up to the door
– the first time to see if Teddy's daddy is his home, and if
Daddy is home, he makes a second trip around to see if Teddy's
going to come climbing out of a window and running to the truck with
his Daddy yelling at him in a drunken fit from inside.
JEALOUS
Lincoln crosses his arms and shouts, "I hate
him!" before stomping off to his room while Mama Scofield stares
after her eldest son, her youngest sniffling with the beginnings of a
crying spell in her arms.
DOLL
Teddy played with dolls because they were the only
friends he had, even when his daddy stole them and burned them in the
backyard then yelled at Teddy and called him a sissy, he still played
with them – they were just a little more burnt the next time.
CURL
He curled up on the bed of the horse trailer,
uncaring of the fact his clothes were collecting hay and dirt and who
knows what else, and cried because he felt just as lost and abandoned
now as he did his first night at Fox River.
STORY
He's always concocting tales filled with the
usual macho bullshit because he thinks it makes him look tougher –
but T-Bag's the only one who really knows that Maytag got that scar
across his abdomen when his little girlfriend beat him up and nearly
killed him, and he's not afraid to tell the rest of the general
population if the boy doesn't stop pouting at him.
POOL
They unanimously decided it was okay to get out of
the apartment they were crammed into and go for a swim in the
(mostly) abandoned pool behind the building – but they didn't
exactly expect T-Bag to come sauntering in stark naked.
SERPENT
He slithers around Fox River like a king,
hissing and snarling and rattling his mouth off at whoever crosses
his path, and he's heard more than one comparison of himself to a
snake before Michael makes the analogy.
FRIEND
They've been friends for what seems like
forever now, and Tyler Robert Hudson never had a second thought that
accepting Brad Bellick's offer to become an officer at Fox River
penitentiary would cost him his life.
EXHAUSTED
Exhaustion plagues them both as they lay
insipidly beside one another, naked, a chill wind gusting across
their bodies through the cracks between the door and its frame.
HOOK
He had a fishhook shoved into his eye when he was
nine, a bullet shot into his arm when he was eleven and his toes
hammered when he was fifteen; suffice to say, John Abruzzi never
forgets to pay off his debts and makes sure that no one else does
either.
WILL
It takes Sara all the willpower in the world not
to pick up a needle every evening after work and shoot up, but she
manages to stop herself with the mere thought of Bellick's
triumphant sneer at finding out she broke.
JOY
The thought of seeing his wife and kids again
brings something like a smile to his face as he makes his way through
another day at Fox River – and while the smell of death and carnage
has become familiar to him by now, the feeling of joy that fills his
body as he remembers hugging and kissing and being with his family is
even more familiar than that.
HUNGER
There's no food in the fridge (Linc's been
gone for awhile now) and his stomach's starting to rumble – but
he'll be damned if the dead rat in the corner isn't starting to
look pretty appetizing at this point.
MUTE
Any screams he even considers making are instantly
muted by the fact that no one will hear them anyway – so he does
the only thing he can think of: he pulls out a knife and carves "O.
KRAVECKI" into the rock with a maddeningly furious desire to make
sure the asshole who condemned him goes down with him.
ABSENCE
He hates it when Lincoln's gone, because he
never knows when he'll be back or if he'll even come back at all
– and on those days that he doesn't come back, he goes through
the motions of picking up a newspaper and scanning the obituaries
before moving to the recent arrests section, and if all else fails,
he grabs the phone and works through the speed dial, calling up all
of the local hospitals.
CLOSE
Nick keeps a gun close at night because he can
never be sure when the mob will come knocking – but the metal
underneath his fingers is cold, filled with unfamiliarity, a
lingering scent of death, and Nick's not sure he's comfortable
with the thing beneath his pillow anymore, even with the safety on.
REIGN
John Abruzzi's reign over Nick Savrinn is made
plain after the man forces Nick to bend over the desk, and since
then, Nick's never questioned John and John's never had too much
trouble finding a reason to fuck Nick.
PRESSURE
There's a facade at play, a perfectly
erected screen of emotions and drama held between them, and no one
doubts what they see because it's not like they have any reason to
doubt the plainly obvious – even though the pressure of John
Abruzzi's body against T-Bag's own says different and tells a
whole other story.
ECHO
He thinks there's an echo in the room because
he's fairly sure he's heard the words being shouted at him
before, but when they're repeated a third time and finally
penetrate through the foggy haze in his mind, he knows he's going
to jail (again) and he knows Michael's going to be pissed (again).
CIVILIZATION
"The degree of civilization in a society
can be judged by entering its prisons," T-Bag says to him one day,
and Trokey has to admit: he really doesn't understand what the hell
T-Bag is talking about half the time, or where in the hell he gets
that kind of shit.
BED
The bed's hard, the food sucks and he's
slightly perturbed at his cell mate's nighttime activities, but
Manche knows this is prison, and things really can't get much
better than what he's got.
CLEAR
After their first meeting, Caroline Reynolds made
it very clear to Paul Kellerman that they would be spending a lot
of time together over the next few years.
CRUSH
All it took were three little buttons on his cell
phone (Hello? 9-1-1? Yes, I'd like to report a robbery . . .)
and Hector had finally crushed all of Fernando's silly hopes and
dreams.
QUICKEN
He quickened his pace when he heard sirens,
fast walking down the sidewalk, hoping that maybe, maybe, he could
make it around the corner in time and take off into the dark alley,
find that manhole he'd scouted out months ago after meeting Susan,
because the sewers were the only place he could fathom the cops would
never look for him in case she ratted him out – but the cops had
caught up, slammed him against the wall, tore his shirt, shoved him
down, and it was with the familiar snap of handcuffs around his
wrists that he knew he'd never see the outside of prison walls
again.
GENTLE
"He's not a toy, Lincoln, you have to be
gentle," his mother scolds, and Lincoln looks at his hands
regretfully while his baby brother cries softly into Mama's
shoulder.
ATTRACTION
He's jealous, and it's petty, he knows,
but he can't help being jealous when his little brother's getting
all the attention from the man he's disgustingly found himself
steadily attracted to – and Lincoln can't help but be painfully
aware he hates T-Bag for all the wrong reasons.
FENCE
His wife had never dreamed of white picket fences
surrounding the perfect house in the perfect neighborhood that clouds
most little girls fantasies, but she'd certainly never dreamed of
being forced into witness protection either.
BELL
It's always a less-than-pleasant shock when
Michael finds himself pinned to a wall by T-Bag, and he can never
help but mention, "Why hasn't anyone put a bell around your neck
yet?"
