This Chapter has mild…sadness (I guess is the word…) and then some luff! Like kissing and yes it is guys! THAT IS WHAT THIS IS ABOUT! Duh!……thought I should say this!

Chapter 10 (couldn't think)

"Did you know that Xemmy is odd? He's always all over me. Why is that? Do you know? I want to know. Why do you like being around me Demmy? I want to know. You're the only other person besides Xemmy, who likes to be around me. It makes me sad. I mean I have feelings too. Actually I don't but I like to pretend I do. Have you ever tried that before? Its really fun. You should try it sometime. That would be cool. We should hang out more often. I want some more candy. Do you have any candy in your room? I think I might. Xemmy once brought me chocolate for something. He said that it was my 'special day' but I don't know what he meant by that. Do you know what he meant by it? I wish I did. I was confused. Have you ever been confused? I am. a lot. Like now. Why is everyone so mean? Why did you tackle me in the dining room?" Saïx just continued to talk. Demyx was still holding his hand and guiding him to his room. But Saïx had been talking non-stop ever since they left the dining room. He had to think of a way to shut him up.

"Saïx…?" Demyx began. He stopped walking. Saïx stopped to and turned to face him.

"Yes?" he smiled. For a moment he looked like the old Saïx. The quiet, stoic, rude, totally fucking hot Saïx. Not that he wasn't hot now, it was just…OH! never mind.

Demyx had to look up at him, Saïx was a good ten inches taller than him. "I know your not in your right mind at the moment but." Saïx looked confused. But Demyx continued. "You just said that it was fun to pretend that you have feelings. Right?"

Saïx raised a brow. Now he REALLY looked like the old Saïx. His smile was gone and was replaced with a look of confusion. "Yeah I did. Why?" he spoke very carefully. And Demyx thought that for a brief moment, that Saïx had never been drugged at all, and he was just faking it. Of course he knew that was a lie.

"Well, can you pretend to be in love with someone?" Demyx asked. He felt silly for asking that, but all he really had to do was not pretend to feel silly. Their emotions were weird like that. (a/n- I know that this part is kinda serious, but it has a point to it.).

"No! You cannot pretend." Demyx frowned. " You either love them or you don't. even if we are nobodies, we cannot, not have that feeling. We do, but most of this Organization does not realize it. They think of it as an infatuation." Now it was Demyx's turn to be confused. Saïx chuckled. It sound so cute! " Axel and Roxas for example. I believe that Roxas is in love with Axel, but I think Axel is only using him, or believe that he loves him. That is why they are always making out in the corner. Axel is trying to pretend that he is in love, which in reality, he does not yet know that he can love. He has to figure that out. Understand?" Demyx nodded.

Xxx

Axel, who had decided to go and look for Roxas, after his little escape to the bathroom, had instead found Demyx and Saïx. Truthfully, he believed that Demyx deserved Saïx more than Xemnas. Xemnas was just a loser, sometimes. (a/n- I DO NOT THINK THAT!).

Axel hid behind the corner, when Demyx stopped. "Saïx…?"

"Yes?"

Axel listened to their conversation. Then, one word, or words, caught his attention. "Axel and Roxas for example…." Axel listened to this. Every word Saïx said, had no trace of sarcasm or joking in it. It was like he was speaking from his non-existent heart. Axel couldn't believe it. Saïx actually felt love? Every one could? He felt abnormally empty. All this time, Roxas had really, truly loved him. And all Axel used him for was a partner. A sleep mate. A sex buddy. That thought made him feel sick. How could he not realize that he COULD love, and that he just needed to realize that. Luxord and Marluxia were in love. And they never did anything in front of the rest of the Organization like him and Roxas did.

Axel felt like crying. He didn't know what to do, should he tell Roxas?

"Axel?" The sound of his name made him jump. He peeked beyond the corner to see Saïx and Demyx looking at him.

"Uh, hey." he smiled weakly. He could feel the tears that still threatened to spill, and so refused to meet their gaze. Instead, he focused on their hands. That were interlocked.

"You were listening. Weren't you." Demyx stated. Axel nodded.

"Axel." Saïx said sadly. (a/n- ahh alliteration 'run and hides').

"No, thank you Saïx. I guess, I should have realized that." Axel said.

"Are you going to call it quits with Roxas then?" Demyx asked.

Axel shook his head, and summoned his old demeanor. "Never! I will just have to force myself, and not be so…so…" he had trouble with the word.

"Horny?" Demyx offered.

"Yea! That." Axel waved. "Thanks." and ran off.

"Oh!" Demyx squealed. "Saïx! You saved a relationship! That is so nice of you!" Demyx smiled. With out really realizing it, Demyx stood up taller. He unctuously pulled Saïx down towards him, and locked his lips within Saïx's.

They stand like this, alone. In the hallway leading up to the bedrooms. Saïx is in complete shock, and Demyx is lost in his own happiness.

After awhile, Demyx snaps back to reality and jumps away from Saïx, only to trip over his cloak and fall back on his butt. "Saï. I- I'm sorry. I really shouldn't have-" Saïx puts a hand over his mouth, and crouches down next to Demyx.

"That is why you asked that question?" he asked. Demyx nodded.

Saïx laughed, and Demyx felt that if he had a heart, he wouldn't know if he should feel anger or sadness, at Saïx's coldness.

"Silly!" Saïx grins. "You could have just told me! I mean. Demmy. If you like me say something! don't be stupid and try an rape me in my sleep like Larxene!"

"Larxene tried to rape you?" Demyx asked.

Saïx nodded. "Remember when she was obsessed with me for almost a year?" Demyx nodded. "Well near the end of her littler 'infatuation' (a/n- big word huh), she tried to rape me, thinking at if she did, I would be forced to be with her."

"Saïx! I told you not to tell anyone!" Larxene yelled, who had just, appeared out of nowhere.

"Sorry Larxene!" Saïx giggled, grabbed Demyx's hand and disappeared into a portal.

Xxx

Demyx and Saïx appear in Saïx's bedroom. It is decorated in a dark midnight blue, like Xemnas's and Demyx's room, everything in Saïx's room is the same color.

Saïx bursts out laughing. "What's so funny?" Demyx asks.

"Larxene's little secret is out! MWAHAHAHAHA" He laughed evilly. Demyx smiles. He likes the sound of Saïx's laugh. Even if it is evil.

"Saï. I like you." Demyx blurted out. He then realized that, that wasn't what he wanted to say.

Saïx stops laughing. "I realized that Demmy." Saïx got an evil gleam in his eye. Which caused Demyx to flinch involuntarily. "Would you like to play a game Demmy?" he asked.

Demyx paled visibly. And not knowing what else to do, he nodded. Saïx starts to laugh his evil laugh, and tackled Demyx.

Xxx

A/N- ARGH! Ok, ok. I KNOW! That this Chapter had nothing to do with Saïx being insane. Because he actually sounded sane for the majority of the Chapter. Really, the significance of this Chapter was to have Demyx finally say his feelings…next chapter things will get interesting. I'm not going to let you know what game Demyx and Saïx 'playing' until the middle of the next chapter. The first half I have to write about what's going on in the Dining room.

So really this chapter was for a more serious tone in the story. I felt that it needed it. I like Demyx and Saïx pairings, but there isn't that many. I also like Saïx and Squall pairing because truthfully. I'm obsessed with them both XD. I don't have a problem!

I see no end in sight for this fic. I know that it must come to an end but I love it to much. It has already surpassed the amount of Chapters I was originally going to put into it. Sooooo yes this will last longer!

FAVOR TIME!- Someone! ANYONE! Write a Squall / Saïx fanfic! PLEASE! I love that pairing and yet…there is none…and my suck!