Back to normal, But not Quite

The group gazed upon the still, sleeping Saïx. Every once in a while a small line of drool would come from the corner of his mouth, and Xemnas and Demyx took the liberty to fight about who got to wipe it away. Only when Larxene would get pissed at their stupid arguing, and smack them in the head, and said that they would just have to share Saïx, was when the fight escalated.

Saïx eyes began to twitch, and they started to flutter open. "He, stupid!" said Zexion. Demyx and Xemnas stop arguing and looked at him. "He's waking up" he said.

The two looked at each other, and ran over to the group. They tripped over each other, fell on the floor, scrambled up again, and made it to the chair in which Saïx was occupying.

He made a small groan, (probably because of his head injury), and made to put a hand to his head, only to realize he was attached to the chair.

His cool glare, suddenly flicked up to the group. "What the hell is going on here?" his voice was cold and stern. Ah, the good ol' Saïx.

"Well you see." Demyx started. But Zexion lifted an arm and motioned for him to be silent.

"No, remember. Xemnas has to tell him." said Zexion.

Saïx's gaze fell upon Xemnas, who flinched visibly at the thought of telling his 'love' that he had drugged him. "Ok, Saïx, you see, I-" Saïx shook his head.

"Untie me first." he said. Axel looked at Xemnas as he paled. Axel untied him, and let Xemnas continue.

"Ok, well. Saïx, I like you. And your always so…mean, so I thought that if I gave you some anti-depressants and a little bit of ecstasy, that I could tell you easier, and maybe…getyouintobed." Xemnas finished the last sentence quickly.

"You, WHAT?" Saïx jumped up, and was now towering over a cowering Xemnas. He was only a few inches taller than Xemnas, but in his current state of between berserk and normal, he was a hell-a-va lot more scary.

"I…drugged you?" Xemnas tried to give a comical smile, trying to lighten Saïx's mood. It didn't work.

"You DRUGGED me? What the hell were you thinking? Were you EVEN thinking?" he yelled.

"Um, Saïx, if I may." Larxene asked, putting a hand on his shoulder. "I think his cock was doing most of the thinking at the time."

"Please tell me I didn't do anything with him." Saïx said, turning to the only people in the Organization that he trusted anymore. That consisted of Demyx, Larxene, Luxord, Zexion, Vexen, and Marluxia. The others had all done something to him at least once before.

"No you didn't." Vexen said. Saïx sighed in relief, and turned back to Xemnas.

"So, I'm to 'mean'? then what the hell am I supposed to act like? We cant feel. You know that!"

Demyx spoke up. "Not true." Saïx looked at him. His cool gaze became less ice like. "Saïx, you said it yourself. You said that we can feel. Just not as well as we used to. You said that we can love. Why don't you remember?" Saïx just looked at Demyx with a blank stare.

Vexen spoke up. "Demyx, the antidote had a very good chance that it would make him forget everything that had happened, starting from when he first took the drug." Demyx hung his head.

"What's going on?" Saïx asked. He was obviously confused. The others looked sympathetically at Demyx. Not Xemnas, for he was the one who had made Saïx like that in the first place.

"Nothing." Demyx smiled slightly, and left the room.

"Uh, Saï, you should probably go take a shower, or lay down, or something." Roxas said.

"Uh, yeah, ok." Saïx said still in a daze, and left as well.

Xxx

Saïx entered his room, clad only in a towel that was wrapped around his waist. He was disgusted with himself. He had took a shower, and washed about gallons of glitter, hair gel, and makeup out of his hair, and off his body. 'What the hell did I do the past two days?'

He looked around the room, and groaned. It was a mess. "What the hell?" he asked to himself, upon seeing a pile of cards on his bed. Walking over, and picking up one. He realized that they were pokemon cards. "Holy shit…I haven't seen these in years. Why are they out?" a piece of scrap paper sat next to the pile, picking it up it read:

Demyx: 0

Saïx: 5

"What?" he asked himself. There was a small chuckle behind him. Saïx spun around. Demyx stood in his doorway.

"We played Pokemon. Don't you remember?" he asked. Saïx shook his head.

"No I don't, now if you'd be so kind as to get out." Saïx growled. Demyx sighed and left, closing the door behind him.

Xxx

Demyx sighed, and sulked in the library. The door opened and Zexion, and Vexen entered.

"Wow, I dint think I've ever seen you in here before Demyx." Vexen smiled.

"Yeah, well." Demyx's voice drifted off. Zexion and Vexen shared a glance, and sat down in the grayish-blue couch across from the bright blue one Demyx sat in.

"Dem, what's wrong?" Zexion asked.

Demyx sighed. "Its Saïx. He doesn't remember anything."

"Demyx, I told you why he doesn't. Isn't it better that he doesn't remember?" Vexen said.

"No, well, maybe it is, but we got along really well. He doesn't even like to talk to me now." Demyx said.

"Demyx, since when does he ever talk? Besides when he wants to kill someone and we ask for a reason." Zexion said, trying to lighten the mood.

Demyx just snorted. "You really like him. Don't you?" Vexen asked.

"…yea, I do. I mean, I liked him before all this, and then we hung out a lot, and I feel like I know him. Better than Xemnas does anyway." Demyx explained…sort of.

Vexen laughed. "Demyx. If you really want to talk to someone about this, you'll have to talk to Marluxia, or Luxord, or even Axel and Roxas." Vexen looked at Zexion. "We're not good at stuff like that. Neither is Xigbar and Xaldin."

"Oh, Vex, I think we can try and help." Zexion said.

Demyx let out a sighed laugh. "No, that's ok. I think this is something that I need to talk to Saïx about."

"Talk to Saïx about what?" Saïx asked. He looked around the room. "And why the hell is my favorite couch wet?"

"Sorry about that Saïx. My water clones kinda got it wet." Demyx apologized.

Oh, ok then. Do any of you know were Xemnas is." He asked.

"No, why do you ask?" Vexen asked.

"Because number one I asked, and two, I still need to kick his ass for drugging me. Fucking pisses me off." He mumbled the last part.

"Is that the only reason?" Zexion asked.

"Well yeah. I don't think I want to be in the same room with him after I saw what's in that damn drawer." Saïx said.

Demyx stood up. "Wait, you remember now?"

Saïx nodded. "A little, I guess."

Demyx squealed. "Yeah! Come on! We have stuff to talk about. Like what happened." Demyx skipped up to him, and interlocked their fingers. "Come, we shall talk on the roof. You can see the moon really well from there." Demyx said leading them out of the library.

"Well, of course, it's the roof." Saïx said.

Xxx

Demyx had finished telling Saïx everything that had happened well over ten minutes ago. Right now, Saïx was silent, and thinking about everything Demyx had told him. He would not interrupt Saïx in his thinking, but he would not let go of his hand. He felt that it was important to do so.

Saïx removed the finger he had on his chin, and looked up at the moon. "Saïx?" Demyx asked.

"Hmm?" he answered, but it wasn't really an answer.

"What do you think?" he asked.

Saïx shrugged. "I don't really know anymore. I was mentally gone for two days, and everything is all screwed up now."

Demyx smiled, and hugged him around the waist. "Saï…" he meant to say something, but it got lost.

Saïx chuckled. It wasn't the weird squeaky laughs and giggles that he had been doing the past two days, but were real. They sounded real. "Did I really call you Demmy?"

Demyx laughed. "Yes." then Demyx was surprised when he felt Saïx gently wrap his arms around Demyx.

Demyx laughed, and buried his face, into Saïx's chest. "Oh! You never did get to kick Xemnas's ass. Did you?" Saïx shook his head.

"No, I didn't. but that's ok, I guess. I'll just get him later." Saïx smirked.

"Um, Saï…?" Demyx began, but a bright red color flushed his cheeks and he hid his face in Saïx's chest again.

"What?" Saïx asked, looking down into Demyx's baby blue eyes.

"Can we…maybe…possibly, gotoyourroomtonight?" He asked, blushing again.

Saïx raised a brow. "To MY room?" Demyx nodded. "Now why would you want to do that?" Demyx punched his chest softly.

"You always ruin moments don't you. Now I know why Axel called you the sex sucker." Demyx laughed.

"If your going to keep that up, you aren't going to spend anytime with me." Saïx threatened.

Demyx gasped. "No that is not fair!"

Saïx shrugged, took Demyx by the arm, and lead him away from the roof.

Sometimes, being insane and seeing things from a different perspective, can help you see things clearly. Saïx smiled. He had never known that his existence would ever mean something to someone.

Demyx was the only one that actually cared for him. Xemnas only wanted him for a sex buddy, and the others had already caught the 'Saïx virus'. Demyx couldn't get rid of it if he tried. And for that, Saïx was happy. For once in his non-life, he actually felt happy.

Xxx

A/N- well…yea…I don't have much to say. I will have an epilogue. And will post it as soon as I can.

I thank: PrincessSerenity110 and Arie of the Dragon Tribe for reviewing…a lot, and stuff

Everyone who convinced me to NOT delete this when I started it.

Everyone who wanted to join my Squall Army XD

Everyone that knows that I am in fact insane, but didn't seem to be bothered by it XD

AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT REVIEWD AND MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL! Awww virtual hug! NOT I don't DO hugs….hehe I went emo for a second … Later!