A/N: this is rated M, and there is minor slash at the end of this chapter (the flash back) nothing big, dont read if you dont want 2, leave a message and i'll give you the generall basis to it.

Sorry about the long wait.. I got caught up in swimming and i got a new laptop and forgot about this story... then a faithful reader messaged me.. so this chapter is dedicated to ilovebuffythevampireslayerandharrypotter who kindly requested that i continue... You are welcome :)

Give Me All Of Your Heart

Amanda

"Wake up you mangy maggots! We are going to go hang out with the girls today!" Remus yelled at the boys bright and early the next morning.

"Mooney… Shut up." Was the only response Remus heard, it was naturally coming from James' bed.

"Awe, but Lily will be there James." To Remus' horror, and apparently Sirius' as he jumped out of bed moments after Remus said this, James didn't respond, and just rolled over.

Remus and Sirius exchanged a curious glance and Sirius took decided to pull James out of bed. Peter was nowhere to be seen.

"What do you want?" James all but screamed at Sirius, clearly not content with being awoken at such an early hour on a Saturday morning.

"Remus said Lily, you clearly heard him, and you're still in bed." Sirius clarified as well as justified why he had done it. James gave him an incredulous look.

"If you don't mind I need some sleep. I had a late night last night." James said solemnly. He didn't elaborate as Sirius and Remus gave him questioning looks, but instead just went back to sleep.

Remus and Sirius got ready to go out with the girls in silence; clearly both were in deep thought as to what to do about James. The decided they would question James later, they were already late enough to meet the girls as it was.

"Oh Sirius," Remus put his hand up to stop Sirius before they descended the stairs to the common room. "If you want Natalie to stop liking you, pretend you like her." He said and descended the stairs before Sirius could question it.

"Hey girls." Remus said giving Natalie a coy look before turning to Lily's confused look as Sirius came down without his other half. "James is too tired to get out of bed. So it's just the five of us." Lily gave a small 'oh' as Sirius smiled cheerfully.

"Natalie! How nice it is to see you! How are you today? It's beautiful out, just like you." Remus, Halo, and Lily did all they could not to laugh hysterically. Natalie just looked taken aback by Sirius' interest in her.

"Are you feeling okay Black?" Natalie asked with venom. Now it was Sirius turn to look thunderstruck. No girl (besides Halo of course) had ever given him attitude when he turned on the charm. Lily smiled to herself, and nodded thanks towards Remus.

Sirius however was still slightly in awe. "What did you just say to me Anonita?" Sirius asked with a vicious grin. Natalie glared at him as if he was her worst enemy.

"What did you just call me?" Everyone took a step back, knowing Sirius had finally crossed the line. Sirius however, as naïve as he is, took a step towards her, he stood a good head above her and didn't show any intimidation by the girl had.

"You heard me Anonita, yes I said it again." There was a general draw of breath as Remus wrapped his arms around Natalie's waist, and Halo pulled Sirius forcefully back.

"Let me go Remus." Natalie said in a deadly tone. Remus just stood his ground, and whispered softly in her ear.

"Forget him, he isn't worth it." A single tear trickled down Natalie's face as she turned and gave Remus a hug.

Lily looked on feeling rather lonely as Remus lightly kissed Natalie on the lips, but as he went to break away from her she wrapped her arms around his neck and entangled her hands in his hair. Lily gave a light smile, and swore she saw Halo and Sirius exchange a special look. She couldn't quite put her finger on it, but it was there, and so Lily decided to go walk off on her own.

She slowly walked towards the lake, feeling the light breeze wisp through her hair. As she walked closer she saw a mop of messy raven hair walking with a young blonde with a thin body that brought all her curves out. She was basically skin and bones in Lily's opinion. Her breasts stood out like a girl who had lost a lot of weight in a short period of time. Her face was round and she had placid honey eyes that could be manipulative at her will, yet stone cold the next minute. Lily gasped as she realized that her James Potter, and the notorious school whore, Amanda Pella were holding hands.

The sight made Lily sick. She couldn't take this, it wasn't fair. She was Lily Evans, and James Potter was hers, and everyone, and when I say everyone, I mean everyone knew this. Then again the Gryffindor girl would be the one who would dare to steal Lily's man. She was infuriated to say the least.

She stomped her way back towards the common room, it wasn't like she didn't have every right to. At one time Amanda had been one of them. A great friend to them, though she was a year above them, she had taught them a lot, but then things got weird.

Flash Back

WARNING! WARNING! SOME SLASH BELOW! DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! (Continue to end of flash back)

"C'mon Lily, Natalie, Halo, get dressed!" Amanda yelled at the young third years.

"Why Amanda?" A timid thirteen year old Lily Evans asked. She wasn't sure about this.

"Do you not trust me Lily?" A cunning Amanda asked. Who was Lily to question the girl, so instead she just followed her friends, while wearing a loosely tied string bikini into the hot tub that Amanda had placed in the room of requirement (the house elves had told her about it one night). "Relax girls, it's going to be fun, don't think about any of it." Amanda said in her oh so sweet voice. The girls nodded but didn't physically relax. Amanda noticed.

"Thirsty?" She asked and conjured up four fire whiskeys disguised as butterbeers. "Drink up." She said before the girls could respond. They did as they were told and took gulps of the fiery liquid. They didn't question what it was, and as they tried to drink it up, it seemed to be continuously filling.

Amanda watched on as the girls slowly relaxed into the hot tub. She smirked to herself and encouraged them to drink more. When she was sure they were drunk she took action.

"Lily and Natalie go in the adjoining room and go in that hot tub and wait there." Lily never found out what exactly happened to Halo, but next went Natalie, and finally it was her turn. She was sobering up, but was still slow on the uptake of everything. She slowly climbed back into the hot tub as not to slip. Amanda gave a short laugh and moved over to the thirteen year old red head.

"Close your eyes, relax." She whispered in a heavy lustful voice. Lily did as she was told, not really capable of controlling herself. "Now don't move, I promise this won't hurt." She spoke in the same voice. Slowly Amanda moved herself up to be even with Lily's chest; she kissed it slowly and untied the bottoms of her bikini. Lily didn't notice. Amanda slowly kissed her way up Lily's neck till she met her lips. She kissed her hard and forced her to kiss back. She pulled Lily's arms so they were around her waist, then she took her own and put them around her neck untying the top of her suit. Lily didn't understand what was going on.

Amanda slowly guided Lily's hands up to the other girl's breast. Amanda directed her to massage them and broke the kiss. "This might hurt a little." She said as she ran two fingers into the young girl. Lily gasped in pain, and blacked out.

end Flash back

Lily had never told anyone about it. When she got the courage she told Amanda off and she started leaving them alone, but now was different. No one messed with James Potter if Lily had anything to say about it. Lily decided she'd go wait in his dorms. Two could play this game.

Lily came to her decision, but first she needed to make a quick stop by her dorms.