Date: 7-27-2027
Edward's P.O.V
You come out of the shadows
and expose your true colors
to your admirers. Going from
hero to zero, you are everybody's
fool and my sweet sacrifice. Freak
on a leash, you are so weak enough
to break at any moment. Sadly, you
will never be good enough. Before
the dawn, wherever will you and your
star go?. Traveling on a road to nowhere,
you dream to be anywhere, but home.
You drift even more father away on cloud
nine, lithium toward that open door leading
to heaven. You are so very close and yet so
very far away. Going under, you surrender
to forces that are beyond your control. You
listen to the rain, the endless cries of the
helpless, fallen, broken and forsaken. Forever
gone, forever you with all of your broken promises
and lies. Lacrymosa, sally's song is the last song
I'm wasting on you. Please call me when you're
sober or go get yourself a life. Merciful, I meet
you halfway down the stairs and sing you that
same old cartoon network song. You carry the
weight of the world on your shoulders and yet
you still give into me, forgive me. Hello, my
imaginary immortal, sweet angel of mine. I
am trapped in your heart shaped box, my
beloved snow white queen. Please take
me away from me before I fall to pieces.
Your origin is my beginning as well. You will
never be the only one to suffer in the world.
Just like you, I can lose control and have a hard
time understanding this life of mine. Bleed, I must
be dreaming and I cling very tightly onto my tourniquet
until I breathe nomore. Broken beyond repair, your
encouraging words bring me back to life. I look at my
reflection and depression isn't taking over me anymore.
OH, how do I long to be like you even in death. Epiphany,
your last breath, only just a whisper speaks volumes to
me. I am missing parts of me that I never knew I had,
sweet solitude and a heart full of gratitude. All that I'm
living for is to experience an exodus and to get closer to
Jesus. Goodnight for now, my love, we will be together
again someday in October. In the end there will always
be you and me, I will do anything for you, love.