A/N:

I'm so sorry for the lack of update! My life took such a crazy turn and alot of bad things happened! BUT it's okay now and I've got FOUR chapters for all of you readers! 3

The starting of them is...well...not written by me. My dear friend MQ wrote it for the story. So everything that is before the first page break is hers.

Hope you like this and OMG we are nearing the end of AtB! Things aren't looking good for the boys and you will see why after these four chapters! 3 ALSO, all that is the REASON why this is rated 'M'. There will be more, but it will be in MY doing. So, If you can't handle some wet dreams and other things like that STOP READING RIGHT NOW!

If you can, read on.

I don't own KH!

Chapter 4- November

Warm and wet and tight ... a mouth, Sora's mouth. He knew without seeing that it was Sora, because only Sora would do something like this, only Sora would do it and it would feel so good ... Riku held as still as he could, breath catching in his throat, balls throbbing between his thighs, wanting release, and just when it was becoming too much, when he was certain he was going to go mad if he didn't come ...

With a gasp, Riku woke, arching in bed, one hand flying to the erection tenting the boxers he'd borrowed from his best friend, just that morning, but it was too late, he was coming, semen pulsing from the head of his cock, wet and warm and copious from the long week he'd spent in abstinence, feeling awkward about touching himself to a fantasy of Sora, especially while bathing in the boy's shower. Groaning, he closed his eyes and drew a deep breath, shuddering as he rode the pleasure.

God, if you can hear me/i he prayed silently, panting through the last shudders of climax, i please don't be angry for this. Just let me have this, just this ... I don't want it with anyone else, just him, just like this...

The only answer he received was the sound of footsteps, pounding up the stairs, growing near. Eyes widening, Riku sat up and reached for the covers with his left hand, his right still clutching his mostly-hard cock through the soiled shorts, but it was too late, the blankets were too tangled and Sora was too fast, the younger boy bursting through the door with a grin on his beautiful face, all flushed and out of breath.

Oh my God he's looking… no please… he can't see this, I can't lose him ...

"SORA!" shouted Riku, abandoning the blankets in preference of covering himself as best he could with both hands. "God, Sora, you ... you ..."

Sora's eyes were round as saucers, bigger than Riku had ever seen them before, even when the boy was bugging him to share the chocolate-covered strawberries Kairi had given him.

"Riku?" he said, staring.

Thanks a fucking lot, God Riku thought, his heart sinking.

"Sora," he said, "it's not ... I'm ... it was ..."

Sora still wasn't blinking. "Um," he said. "I made love--lunch! Lunch, and it's ... um, ready. Downstairs. Wanted to ... you should eat."

Then he gave his best friend a pained look and bolted; footsteps even louder in their retreat than they had been in their approach. Riku groaned and flopped back on his best friend's bed, wretched and sticky and embarrassed and miserable.

Bet you think that's funny, don't you/i He thought. Make the faggot lose his father and his best friend, see if that teaches him a lesson for liking the wrong kind of person.

"Ri-ku, come on, I made sandwiches!"

Riku winced. "Yeah, I'm coming," he called; face heating at the meaning of his own words.

Absolutely fucking hilarious he thought.

God didn't answer him. Somehow, Riku wasn't surprised.

End MQ's contribution to AtB. Begin the usual BLAH stuff.

"Kairi, you don't understand, he called out my name when I came in, and he had…. stuff …all over him!" Sora whispered into the telephone. He was sitting on his bed, his legs curled up to his chest. Kairi was sighing.

"Sora, are you sure?"

"Yes, I'm sure," Sora said, his blue eyes narrowing as he was worrying his right ear lobe, "He was really hav-- doing…something….when I came up here to wake him up for lunch…"

Sora didn't want to mention that he knew what he saw was definitely Riku waking up from a wet dream. Kairi might be his best friend, but there were just some things he didn't want to mention to a girl, because it wasn't like Sora hadn't ever woken up in the same embarrassing state as Riku had this morning. Kairi sighed again, this time sounding more exasperated than the time before.

If Riku was having a wet dream, he must of being thinking of someone, but Sora didn't want to even think it was him. Riku's horrified expression from earlier that day reminded him that it was pretty obvious who Riku was thinking about…

Sora felt a blush come up to his cheeks as thoughts led down a dangerous path, trying to clear his head of the impure thoughts of his best friend standing in front of him with nothing on but that arrogant smirk he sometimes wore.

"Sora!" Kairi's voice shook him out of his stupor, "Have you even told him yet!"

Sora remembered the real reason he had called Kairi. After this morning, Sora had complete proof that Riku felt something for him, even if it was for pure desire only, it was something. Over the past month of having Riku in his home day in and day out proved to Sora that what he felt for Riku was way beyond just likefor a best friend.

"Kairi…I can't! He'll probably think I'm kidding him, or that I'm just crazy…he'll look at me like I'm dancing in front of him naked with a paopu covering me…."

Kairi suddenly giggled.

"Maybe he'd like that!'

"KAIRI!"

Kairi continued to chide Sora for his remark, Sora turning every shade red possible. Riku suddenly walked in with a book and handed it back to Sora. Sora stopped talking and was just staring at Riku, who was in nothing but his black bed pants, his sliver locks pulled back into a low bun.

Sora was literally gaping at Riku, the book still being held out to him. The older boy was looking at him with a slightly embarrassed face. Sora couldn't move, nor react to Kairi, who was calling his name.

"Here…" Riku said, dropping the book on the bed and turning, "Thanks for letting me borrow it."

Sora miraculously gained his voice back. "Y-you w-welcome…"

Riku left, Sora still staring at him as he went, heat still captured in his face. Kairi finally threatened to hang up when he came back to her.

"Sorry, Kai…" Sora said, half moaning, "I can't take this anymore….He is in the same freaking house as me, he eats every meal with me AND we use the same bathroom! I can't take it. I'm just going to forget admitting anything to him and just pounce him one day…"

"Sora!" Kairi didn't sound disgusted, but she did sound surprised that Sora would say something like that.

"I'm serious Kairi. Everyday I wake up and walk downstairs… there he is. I eat cereal after him, I smell his cologne when he leaves the bathroom, I walk to school with him…I freaking see him everywhere! Kai, every time I look at him, I feel like my heart skips a beat. He makes me so happy…That's why I can't tell him…because I know he'll just be disgusted…"

Kairi and Sora sat in silence for a moment. Sora looked at the book that Riku had brought back, smiling at the old cover. It was a small book, with a red cover and it was their favorite childhood story. It was one about two brave knights saving a kingdom from a giant monster that had terrorized the land for years. Sora looked at closer at it as Kairi sighed. Sora suddenly remembered that Riku never borrowed a book from him, especially this certain book.

"Sora…I really think that…"

"That I love him?" Sora said, almost absently into the phone, holding the book in his hand. Kairi seemed surprised as she said:

"Uh…Yeah…Sora…What's going on?"

Sora had a grin on his lips. He got up from his bed and walked to the door with the phone.

"Kairi, Thanks, I'll call you tomorrow!" With that, he hung up, leaving the red head to smile and shake her head at the phone, hanging it up herself. Sora threw his cordless onto the bed, and opened his door. He looked down and saw Riku in the hall, sitting on the floor. The boy was curled up with his head on his knees.

"Riku…what…"

"I was waiting till you were done talking to Kairi…" Riku said, his voice slightly muffled by his position, "I needed to talk to you…"

Sora laughed quietly. "You could've just interrupted; we don't ever talk about much."

"No." Riku said simply, not moving. Had he been out here before he even came in to give Sora the book? Riku finally looked up to him, his face turning a little red.

"Listen, Sora…about this morning….I'm really…."

Sora felt heat rising up onto his face again, looking down at Riku, who was trying very hard to find something interesting about the hall way.

"Sora…I'm really…."

Sora looked down at the book in his hands. He knew that he had seen it before, but he definitely knew that it wasn't one in his limited book collection. Sora opened it up to see a child's handwriting on the inside cover.

To: Ri-chan

From: So-chan

Friends forever, Promise! Happy Birthday!

"I'm sorry…"

At that moment, seeing this book meant more to Sora than any apology Riku would ever utter. Sora didn't see him slid up the wall and start to leave, but stopped him by grabbing his arm. Riku looked back at Sora, who was blushing harder than he had all day.

"I…love…you…" Sora said, quietly. His head was bent so that Riku couldn't see his eyes. The boy looked at him strangely.

"What?"

Sora was shaking, with anger or nerves, Riku didn't know.

"I love you!" Sora said, looking up at him, his eyes wide. Riku was completely taken aback by the statement. The two stood and stared at each other, Sora still holding on to Riku's arm.

Every nerve in Riku's body suddenly seemed to relax. Every worry, every thought, every feeling he had just had just disappeared with his look into hopeful blue eyes. Riku turned to Sora fully and grabbed the brunette's free hand, pulling him close.

Riku didn't say it. He didn't have to. Sora knew what he was trying to say when he gave him the book, when he held him like this. Sora just knew.

That's why, when Riku lifted his chin to plant a kiss on his lips, he smiled. It was a small kiss, Riku pulling back as quickly as he came down. Sora's lips felt slightly tingly from the action, as Riku smiled down at him. Sora pushed himself back up onto Riku's lips, their lips connecting quickly, the younger boy's arms wrapping around the elder's neck.

Their lips were moving tentatively, both trying to make sure they were doing this right, but truly, nothing felt more right in the world. The kiss was soft and gentle; Sora's fingers playing with Riku's hair.

Riku pulled back first, smiling again at Sora. Sora grinned back, clinging onto Riku. On the floor, the book lay open to the middle page, where an old picture of them hugging and smiling was the book mark.

Man, how things change…

From that day on, Riku never slept alone in the guest room, ever again.

A/N: AWWWWWWWWWWW.

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God, I write such cheesey stuff.

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