I was walking through the park when I saw Sodapop and his friends crowded around the fountain. Why are they all looking at the fountain? I thought to myself. Then Two-Bit moved and I could see clearly to the fountain, she was sitting in it. What a loser. I thought.Then Sodapop reached out and helped her out. I was furious. What was she doing flirting with my guy again! Man, I felt like killing her. I walked up to the fountain.

"WHY DO YOU KEEP TALKING TO MY MAN?" I yelled at her.

"He was talking to me!" She said defencively. And at that moment I realized how much I hated Summer. I hated her because she was so real. And Soda may actually like her. I hated her, but at the same time I admired her.

"Well,whatever!" I said to her. I didn't really feel like putting up with her at the moment. Then I felt my face fall. I was really, very sad. I looked over to Soda. "Sodapop, I'm moving to Canada."

"How sad." He replied. Then I realized he didn't care. Well not right now he didn't. He probably had a lot on his mind.

"I was wondering if...Well if you wanted to come with?" I asked sweetly, and put on my best "Puppydog" face.

"I can't Jay. I have to stay here and help take care of Ponyboy." He said. Then I realized I was right. He did care. He just had a lot to do at the moment. I didn't want to look like a loser in front of the boys though.

"Well fine then," I replies angrily. "I never really liked you anyway!" I said, and stomped off.

After that I went to my special place. I liked to hang out there when I felt sad or lonely. It was just a little hut in the middle of the woods by my house that had been abandones some ten years ago. I went there that night... And I cried for a really long time. I could hear my mom yelling to me from the porch but I didn't want to face her like this.

I finally decided that I would go to Canada. I loved Sodapop, but there was nothing for me in Tulsa. I went and started to pack.