Disclaimer: I do not own IS or it's characters. The song is Rooftop by Melissa McClelland. I left some things pretty vauge. Whether he died or left is up to your own minds. Enjoy and comments are nice too.

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Crouched down on a rooftop
I'm wondering if I will drop
Fly away with you

The rain poured over me like ice as I sat ontop of the roof of G-Major. You brought me up here once. You showed me the stars. Seems like it was so long ago. Just you and me with a blanket and the sky. Memories of the night and so many other nights play in my mind, I don't even feel the cold of the rain anymore, the wind beating against my body.

I'm gonna soak in its downpour

I remember the night of my birthday you told me you loved me, in your own words.

You know exactly why...

I remember my sixteenth birthday. What a disaster it was. Kat told me how you stood up against Shay, though I never told you I knew. I'll never forget that night. Do you remember when I asked you about first kisses, what you told me?

A real kiss it isn't in the lips, it's in the heart...

My heart wasn't in that kiss with Shay, not the way it was with you. You gave me my first kiss, whether you ment to or not.

I remember the night you left for Montanna, how broken my heart was. But you came back to me. Losing you for a few months was worth it. How different things were. You caution to the wind and kissed right in the lobby of G-Major. Infront of everyone. I remember what you told me, when I asked you why you came back. I smiled at your answer.

You know exactly why...

You told me later that life was to short. You need to enjoy it as much as possible. Spend as much time with the ones you love.

I remember that night under the stars. On the rooftop of G-Major.

You were my first.

I wasn't eightteen, and it wasn't planned, or maybe it was, subconsiously. One perfect night, no one to bother us. Where we could let down our barriers and be our true selves, even if it was just for one night.

Then you were gone.

How easily things slip away. I remember walking into G-Major, all the sad faces. I tried to be strong. I tried to be strong for you. I tried not to cave, break. You were always so strong.

Untill you were alone.

I remember waking up one night at your apartment. I didn't feel your warmth beside me. I walked to the doorway when I saw you on the couch. Your head was in your hands. I never told you that I saw you.

So many secrets we've kept. I never knew why you went to Montanna.

I remember the night you left me forever. I went to the rooftop. Our haven. I was going to end it. Pictured it in my head.

The roof slips beneath my feet
As the branches back away from me
The softest grass turns to concrete

Why do I have to have the hard end of the deal? I asked myself that so many times that night. Why do I have to be the one to go on?

You know exactly why...

I could swear I head your voice that night. I didn't want to go on. Don't want to. But I do.

You know exactly why...

I am all alone
Alone in this world
Alone

I do it for you.