Author Notes: Yeah, I know it's angsty so far, and there's more to come before the fluff. I own nothing.
Rating: R, M, MA, X, NC-17(later.).
I do not own "Wish You Were Here" by "Rednex."
Chapter Two: Wish You Were Here
Wish you were here
Me oh my countrywomen
wish you were here
It was Sunday now, the day after she had died, the house was deadly silent, Yuki was staring out the window, his eyes shown of a dark soulless look to them as he merely stared out into the empty forest. Kyo on the other hand was still in his room, looking at the charm bracelet he had made for her when Yuki had signed him up for a jewelry class as a cruel joke using Shigure's credit card so Shigure made him go. The bracelet had every Chinese Zodiac animal on it and even the cat.
Wish you were here
Don't you know the stove is
Getting colder
And I miss you like hell
And I'm feeling blue
Yuki saw a motorcycle come up and none other then his younger cousin Hatsuharu hopped off. Yuki failed to notice how different Haru looked now. His ears were pierced two more times in addition to the three he already had, his nose was pierced once on the side, his lip was pierced once on the bottom, his eyebrows pierced twice in each, the only tattoos Yuki could see were the black flames on his wrists, and the snake tattoo he had already had. Haru had gotten these a month ago, but Yuki hadn't even noticed until now. Haru pulled some suit cases off of the motorcycle and he spoke with Shigure for a little bit and came in.
"Yuki! Kyo! Help your cousin move in!"yelled Shigure.
Yuki went over to Haru.
"Which room?"asked Yuki sadly.
"Kyo's, it's near the bathroom, and I don't want to seem like I'm trying to replace Tohru, so I'm not moving into her room."said Haru.
Yuki took a suit case and Haru followed him to Kyo's room where Kyo just let Haru move in and even helped. After Haru had moved in Kyo and Yuki just did what they had been doing before Haru had got there. Haru went up to Yuki first.
I've got feelings for you
Do you still feel the same
From the first time I laid my
Eyes on you
I felt joy of living
I saw heaven in your eyes
In your eyes
"Yuki, she wouldn't want this."said Haru.
"How would you know?"asked Yuki bitterly.
"Yuki, we all know what you're feeling, all of us miss her too. You're not the only one, you know that? I miss her too."said Haru.
"No Haru! You don't know! Ok! You don't know how I feel! You don't know what it's like to lose the person you...you..."Yuki screamed and then cried near the end.
"You loved? Yuki, I know what it feels like to lose a person you care deeply for, I cared about her, no, what I'm feeling is a little different then you, but I still cared for her. And Yuki, she wouldn't want you to be so hurt, she would want you to be strong about this and be happy, even if she wasn't still here. You know Tohru only ever wanted to make other people happy, not angry or sad, you know that, and yet you're still going against everything she taught us. Well, I'm here to help you and Kyo be happy like she wanted, I don't know how, but I promise I'm going to help, for her. And you should try and continue on, and follow her teachings if you truly loved her."said Haru.
Yuki was crying, but his eyes were no longer soulless, they were filled with pain and heartbreak.
"You're right, I'll try, for Tohru."cried Yuki.
Haru pulled him into a warm embrace.
"It's ok to cry for now, but you can't forever, so Yuki, just cry out all the pain and suffering, and then be what she always wanted you to be: happy."said Haru.
Yuki cried, sobbed, hicked, etc. until he finally fell into an exhausted slumber. Haru put him on the couch, covering him with a blanket and then wandering upstairs to Kyo's room.
I miss your laugh
I miss your smile
I miss everything about you
Every seconds like a minute
Every minutes like an hour
Every hour like a day
When you're far away
Kyo was staring at the bracelet, silent tears filling his eyes, she was everything.
"Hey Kyo, are you ok?"asked Haru.
"No, and I never will be."said Kyo miserably.
"Kyo, I know how you feel, I miss her too, she was a wonderful friend to me."said Haru.
"No! You don't understand! No one does! How much I cared for her...liked her..."Kyo sobbed.
"Loved her? I know Kyo, I know that what I'm feeling is different then you, but I cared about her too. But Kyo, if you truly loved her then you wouldn't be sad, you'd move on and be happy, that's all she ever wanted, for us all to be happy. Besides, she's with her mom now in heaven, right?"said Haru.
"Right..."said Kyo.
Haru smiled and picked up the bracelet.
"She would've loved it, trust me."said Haru.
Kyo let the tears fall, silently crying out his suffering and pain as Haru enveloped him in a warm embrace. Kyo fell asleep from the lack of sleep last night and Haru tucked him into bed.
"Goodnight Kitten."said Haru.
Haru kissed Kyo's forehead and walked out.
Wish you were here
The stove is getting colder baby
Wish you were here
A battlefield of love and fear
T.B.C.
Author: Wow, longness...
Yuki: I'm still a little skeptical, but I don't hate you as much now.
Kyo: Kitten?
Haru smirks.
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