Author Notes: Sorry for the delay! I'm just pretty busy right now! I own nothing.
Rating: Oh...come on, you guys know this by now.
I do not own, "My Immortal" by "Evanescence."
Chapter Three: My Immortal
My immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
It was the day of her funeral, a week after it had happened. Yuki was staring at the grave in disbelief, still in shock of how she had died, Haru was holding him close, as well as having his hand around the crying silently Kyo. Momiji was wailing with tears as his boyfriend Manabe held him and cried with him. Ayame was wailing as well in Shigure's arms, Shigure crying silent tears, the two boyfriends couldn't believe how painful this was, just to be here. Hatori was silent, staring in disbelief, his boyfriend Ritsu sobbing on his shoulder. Akito was even there, staring at the grave in hatred and anger, not towards her in real life, but for the fact that she had died before him. Kureno standing by his side and holding his boyfriend so he wouldn't destroy the casket. Hana wasn't there for some reason, something about Tohru's electric signals, plus Hana hadn't come out of her room since it happened, rumors of her actually sobbing were going around. Uo was there, sobbing her eyes out, hoping that she didn't look weak. Kisa was crying into Hiro's shoulder, Hiro looking sadly at the grave. Kagura was crying her eyes out, while hanging onto her girlfriend Rin.
These words won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
Hatori began reciting the words before the casket was put fully in. After it was, Yuki couldn't hold on like this, he cried, loud screams erupting from his throat.
"Why! Why god why!"screamed Yuki.
Haru held him and comforted him as best as possible.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these tears
But still held all of me
After the funeral they went home. Yuki and Kyo both staying near Haru. They were watching cartoons when Yuki decided to ask.
"Haru, may we watch something else?"asked Yuki.
"Sure Yuki, if you want." said Haru.
"I want an action movie!"exclaimed Kyo.
"Well I want a romance movie."said Yuki.
"Action!"screamed Kyo.
"Romance!"screamed Yuki.
They heard a movie start and turned to see Terminator was on.
"You guys ok with this, it has mostly action, but there is some romance too."said Haru.
They sat back, both satisfied with the result that Haru had chosen.
You used to captivate me
By your own resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice has chased away
All the sanity in me
It was later that night, and Yuki was tossing and turning in his sleep, Tohru's voice haunting his every thought, she was screaming at him for not helping her. He awoke to seeing Haru holding him. He cried into Haru's shoulder.
"I heard a scream coming from here. Are you ok? It was only a nightmare Yuki."said Haru.
"She was angry...(hic)...with me..."Yuki sobbed.
"Yuki, you know that she was never angry at you. It's your own fears playing tricks on you Yuki, you know she probably thought of you and Kyo and wished that you would one day get along as she died. I know this, because she spoke with me in private one time, and told me a lot of things, including that when she died she was going to wish for you and Kyo to get along."said Haru.
Yuki smiled lightly.
"That's so like her. Even in death she is selfless. What else did you guys talk about?"asked Yuki.
They heard a creek at the doorway and saw Kyo there.
"Can I come in? I had a nightmare."said Kyo.
Before Yuki could say anything...
"Sure, come sit down, it's about time you knew about Tohru's point of view on you both."said Haru.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just so much that time cannot erase
Kyo sat down and Haru began.
"She saw you both as brothers, Yuki you were her calmer more loving brother, Kyo you were her protective brother. She needed you both, but she didn't have sexual feelings toward either of you. She was actually dating Hana, but was afraid of your reactions, so she hid her feelings. She loved you both as brothers, and wanted for you to both get along one day. She even said she'd wish if she died, for you both to get along. I told her that she had made such a difference in your lives that I hoped for this too. And I still do."said Haru.
"Miss Honda was a...lesbian? I would've accepted this, although it is a bit of a shocker."said Yuki.
"She didn't have to hide, I'm bisexual."said Kyo.
"Gay over here."said Haru.
"I don't really know, I guess bisexual."said Yuki.
"So since neither of you are straight, then it wouldn't have been a problem. She was so nervous about it."said Haru.
When you cried
I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still held all of me
They all sighed.
"So Kyo, what was your nightmare about?"asked Haru.
"I saw her corpse, staring at me, calling me a stupid animal because I couldn't save her."said Kyo.
Haru hugged him tightly.
"It's ok, you know now, she would never have felt that towards you."said Haru.
"Why don't we all sleep in here?"suggested Yuki.
They all fell asleep in Yuki's bed, no more nightmares, Haru in the middle, Yuki on the left, and Kyo on the right.
I've tried to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
T.B.C.
Author: Fluff isn't coming yet, but close.
Haru: Angst...
Yuki: Lots of angst...
Kyo: Angty!
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