Title: How Far
By: Author 888
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Chapter 14: All The Things We've Never Done
She knows there's something on his mind
He'll tell her in due time
What it is
He says, "I've never built
Your mansion on a hill
And warmed you in the Spanish sun."
I simply blink my eyes
And think as years fly by
Of all the things we've never done
She smiles
And takes his hand in hers
And said, "It just occurred to me now
The thought that brings you such regret
What hasn't happened yet
And makes me proud.
You've never walked away
When I needed you to stay
And made me feel I'm not the one.
And the reason we're here now
Is all the things we've never done."
Yuki stood by the road, blood cleaned off his face by a now blood red rag. I can't believe it came to this, a vacation turned into homicide, me killing Mine, the death of Tohru. Tohru… you had no idea how much I love you.
I wish I was smaller now
I wish I was stronger
I wish I loved Jesus
The way I should love
I wish it had been easier
Instead of any longer
I wish I could have stood
Where you would have been proud
That won't happen now
That won't happen now
There's a whole lot of singing that's never gonna be heard
Disappearing every day without so much as a word
Somehow
Think I broke the wings off a little songbird
She's never gonna fly to the top of the world
Right now
Top of the world
I don't have to answer
Any of these questions
Don't have no god to
Teach me no lessons
I come home in the evening
Sit in my chair
One night they called me for supper
But I never got up
I stayed right there
In my chair
There's a whole lot of singing that's never gonna be heard
Disappearing every day without so much as a word
Somehow
Think I broke the wings off a little songbird
She's never gonna fly to the top of the world
Right now
You have no idea how much I miss you already, and I know that this is all my fault. I'll repent somehow, but first I have to deliver the news back to the main house. How it will hurt them.
Nobody can here your song now… in death. If only I had listened to Ayame, and bonded with him. None of this would have happened, and you'd be here with all of the Zodiac. Your song would resonate throughout the family, bringing joy to us, but now look at the sole survivor, the most depressed, damaged, and lifeless human ever, if I could be called human.
I wish I had known you
I wish I had shown you
All of the things I
Was on the inside
I pretend to be sleeping
When you come in, in the mornin'
To whisper goodbye
Go to school in the rain
I don't know why
Don't know why
'Cause everyone's saying we just want to be heard
Disappearing every day without so much as a word
Somehow
Wanna grab a hold of a little songbird
Take her on a ride to the top of the world
Right now
If only I could have gotten to know you fully and shown you everything about me, but… it's to late now, and we'll never get to fully know each other. I always used a cover when talking to everyone… except you. Sometimes, I would show you the real me. Then you would smile, erasing any problem I had at the moment, killing all emotions except joy… and love. Many times I even hated the stupid cat less.
It was all thanks to you. You're gone now, but what you did is still here. That's not enough for me though. I need to be with you again, see your big eyes, laugh after you made a clumsy mistake, and make you smile. I know it's selfish, but you made everybody believe in themselves.
If only I could see you again… Ayame killed you though. He killed you just as heartlessly as he killed the rest of them. He slew you and made your life run out of your body. He killed your body and freed your soul. He destroyed your dreams but eased your heart. I'm sorry you're gone.
I cried over your body many times. I tried to think of my future without you. I tried to think of a life without your smile, but you're gone now. You died right in front of my eyes. I never wanted to see this day, the day you were not with me. Tears dropped from Yuki's eye. He hated her death. He hated Ayame.
His brother caused all of this. His brother had murdered his love, his only true love. Yuki clutched the grass below him, ripping it out of the ground. He threw the grass down outward, watching it fall back onto the ground he stole it from. He heard a sound from behind, a car possibly. He ignored it.
The sound ended abruptly. Yuki did not know. Suddenly, somebody grabbed his shoulders and threw him to the ground.
"Get up, Rat!" Akito's voice rang in his ears. "I'm here to pick you up! You were supposed to all be home this morning!"
Kureno silently helped him up. "We must be going. Where are the others?"
Yuki glared angrily at the Rooster of the Zodiac. He grabbed his arm and took him to Ayame and Mine's bodies were. "They're all dead," Yuki stated apathetically.
Kureno's eyes widened. "How?"
Yuki pointed at his brother. "He's the reason."
"HURRY UP!" Akito shouted at the two. "I WANT TO GO HOME!"
Yuki began to walk up to the vehicle. "Let's go."
Note: That was different.
Crickets chirp because I sent everybody away
