I don't own anyone you should know that by now lol and I don't own the song either that belongs to Good Chralotte. And I'm an idiot I've had the cd this track is hiddn on and I never heard it before lol.

Thank you to every one who has reviewed the story so far and given me great comments I wasn't so sure peopel would like this when I started it but you do and I thank you, so I hope you like this chapter and please review, even if you hate it. Oh and if you have any ideas please let me know I'll keep them in mind if I ever need them.

CHPATER:4/ WOUNDED.

Lost and broken,

Hopeless and lonely

Smiling on the outside,

and hurt beneath my skin.

"Wounded"- Good Charlotte.

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Sean picked Emma up off the couch when he noticed that she was having a hard time breathing, and placed her in the car. He drove as fast as he could to the hospital, and kept looking over at her she was drifting in and out. He tried to keep her awake as best he could, he didn't know exactly what was wrong but he didn't want her to go to sleep, he had to keep her awake. "Sean I'm tired can't I just sleep?" she asked when he parked the car. "No Em not now come on." he walked over to her side and leaned in to picke her up and carried her inside. "I need some help." Sean yelled when he rushed in, Emma was barley awake when he took out of the car. A doctor came and took her from his arms, Sean followed close by.

"What happen to her?" "I don't know she showed up at my door all bloody, and when I took her inside she was having a hard time breathing. Is she going to be okay?" you could tell Sean was in a panic. "What's her name?" "Emma, is she okay?" "I don't know yet, your going to have to wait out side." a nurse tried to make him leave but he wouldn't. "I won't get in the way but I'm not leaving her." he said firmly, the doctor nodded and went back to Emma. She started to stir a little, on the uncomfortable bed and moaned before she woke up a little more. "Emma can you here me?" the doctor said. She nodded her head and looked around her, "Sean?" she asked in a weak voice. "I'm here Em." he said walking over to her side and took her hand and placed his other on her head. "It hurts Sean it really hurts." she said and he noticed tears coming from her eyes.

"Emma can you tell us what happen to you tonight and over the last few days?" the doctor said to her, she had noticed the older bruises among the others. "I got what was coming to me." she said and turned her head to look over at her. "What does that mean honey?" "I caused so much pain that it was my turn to feel pain." she told her and then screamed when the doctor felt along her ribs. "get and x-ray machine down here I think she craked some ribs." the doctor told the nurse who nodded and rushed out of the room. "Okay Emma can you tell me what happen to you." she asked again but Emma couldn't talk she just shook her head. "Em listen to me please tell us what happen no one can help you unless you tell us." Sean told her gently and she nodded. "My boyfriend, he beats and rapes me." she said quietly and looked away from Sean she couldn't look at him, she thought he would be disappointed in her. But if she had looked over she would have seen the anger in his eyes. Some had hurt her and he wanted to kill the bastared. But for now he needed to be here for her.

"Okay Emma we need to do a rape kit, and exam your injuries okay." the doctor told her gently, Emma nodded her head but still wouldn't look at Sean and she kept her eyes at the wall. "It's okay Emma we have to call the police, and they'll have to talk to you. Sean I'm afaid you'll have to leave." she told him and took his arm, "but I want to stay with her." he said he was lead away from the bed. "I know but she would probaly be more comfortable with out you in there." the doctor took him outside. "Look I can guess you guys are close, and that she is underage so why don't you call her family and I'll come get you after the exam." the doctor suggested to him. "um yea just tell her that I'll be out here so she knows I didn't leave." he said taking one last look at the room where a nurse was taking things from a drawer. The doctor nodded her head and walked back to the room while Sean went to make some calls. Before he called her paretns though he called some one he needed here, and someone he knew would want to be here. He called Jay.

Jay was fast asleep in his bed when the phone started to ring, he woke with such a start that he fell out of bed and hit his head on the floor. "Damnit this better be good!" he snapped into the phone. "Jay?" he regonized the voice as Sean and looked over at the clock by his bed. "Man it's like three in the morning what do you want?" he said and got up off the floor. "Jay you need to come to Wasaga, right now." Jay could hear in his voice that something was really wrong, why else would he call and tell him to come right now. "Sure but what's up, what's wrong." Sean paused and Jay could tell that what ever he had to tell him it was big. "Just tell me." "It's Emma, she's in the hospital." Jay chocked on his breath, and felt his heart stop beating.

Emma, his Emma was in the hosptial. "tell me where it is and I'll be there as soon as I can." Sean told him how to get there. When they hung up Jay got up and dressed and threw some clothes in a bag and left the house, he left a note for his mom saying that he would call her when he got to Sean's and not to worry that it was an emergency. He got into his care and drove the two hours to Wasaga. Thoughts kept playing in his mind, why was she in the hospital, why Wasaga. Why did she go to Sean and not him.

Emma was laying on the bed with her head turned looking at the wall. The doctor was going to start the rape kit, and she had to hold back her tears when the doctor shut the lights and turned on a small one that glowed blue. "Okay Emma I'm just going to look to see if there are any fluids." the doctor said to her trying to make her as comfortable as possible. "fluids on her thighs and near her opening." the doctor said quietly to the nurse, but Emma still heard her. "okay Emma we found some fluid so we have to swab it it won't hut I promise." she didn't say anything back to her just nodded her head and felt the cotton of the swap rub against her thighs. "Okay Emma I have to an internal exam, it'll hurt a little but I'll be as gental as possible so just try to relax." she said. Emma tried to relax her body as much as she could, but when she felt the docotr start she tensed up and flashes of that night and before came to her and she tried not to cry. "I know Emma we're almost done."

After the internal exam a nurse came in with a camra. "What now?" Emma asked in a weak voice, she was tired and wanted to go sleep and she wanted Sean with her, she needed a friend and wanted him here. "We have to take some picutres of your injuries and then we're done." They snapped shots of her neck, where hand shaped bruises were red, and purple. The rest of her face, and the ones on her legs, and sides. They had doctumented that she had three broken ribs. They finished an hour later. "okay one last thing, and then you can get some sleep before you talk to the police and your parents get here. We found seman on you Emma, he didn't use a condom so we're going to take some blood and run every signal STD test we can okay." "what about pregnancy?" the doctor reached over on to the small table and held up a small cup with two pills in it. "I want you to take these, they are a double dose of birth control pills and will help against pregnancy." she handed them to Emma who swalloed them and laid back down. "okay I'll send your friend in and I'll talk to your parents when they get here. Your safe now Emma, and you didn't deserve this no matter what has happen in the past no women deserves this." and with that she left the room to find Sean.

Sean was waiting for the doctor to be finished and for Jay to show up, he sat down and placed his head in his hands, when some one called his name. Looking up he saw Jay running towards him, "you got here fast." he stated walking to his friend. " "Where is she? Is she okay? What happen to her?" Jay fired questuions left and right at him. "Jay calm down you can't go in there crazy she's scared enough." Sean said making him sit down. "What happen man?" Sean looked down and then back at Jay and he actually had tears in his eyes. "She said her boyfriend beat and raped her, she's a mess Jay. He messed her up." he said with a broken voice. Jay sat there in shock he was wrong Kenny had hurt her. He blamed himself for this, he had a feeling something was going on. The way Kenny would take hold of her roughly, and would keep her close by, the brusises, the marks, the distance she had put between her and every one else. Why didn't he listen to his insinct, he knew something was wrong. But instead he let his bruised ego get in the way and this was the price. "I have to call her parents, man what am I going to tell them." Sean said and walked over to the phone to call Emma's parents, while Jat sat down beating himself up over how he let this happen.

Snake was woken up by the phone ringing, he blindly found the phone and answered it. "Hello?" he asked into the phone quietly not wantign to wake his wife. "Mr. Simpson." he knew that it was Sean and he sat up in bed and turned the light near the bed on "What is it what's the matter?" "It's Emma." Sean said quietly he didn't know how he was supposed to tell him this. "What about Emma Sean what's goign on?" Snakes voice rose with each word and he felt paic inside him at the memtion of his daughter's name and the way it was said. At the sound of her daughter's name Spike sat up and leaned over to look at her husband, "what's going on with Em?" she asked him. "You guys have to come to Wasaga right now." "why there is she there with you? Did she run away?" he asked in panic. "She;s in the hospital you guys need to come here as soon as you can." "we'll be right there." with that he hung up and got up from bed and got dressed.

"Snake what's goign on, why did Sean call what's the matter with Emma?!" she was confused as to what was happeing. "she ran to Wasaga beach and she's in the hospital, so get dressed were going there now." Spike was out of bed and dressed not even in five minutes. "I'm gonna get Jack ready." she said leaving the room, to get the baby ready. Snake was left with his thoughts about what he had said to her before. He didn't mean it he let his temper get the best of him, and now she had run away and was in the hospital he couldn't help but blame himself. His thoughts were interupted by Spike coming into the room."Come on let's go." she said and walked down the staires with Snake close behind. They drove to Wasaga with a million thoughts running through their minds but no one spoke.

When the arrived at the hospital, they saw Seand and Jay sitting in the hall away. "Guys what happen to her? Where is she, where is my daughter?" Spike was almost in tears. "She's in the room, but the doctor won't let us see her till you got here she wanted to talk to you first." Sean said standing up. "God Sean what happen to her, please just tell us." Snake asked him shiffting Jack in his arms. Sean looked over at JAy and they looked down or away from them. "She showed up at my place beat up pretty bad." he told them quietly and looked up at them sadly. Snake and Spike were at a lose for words. Before any of them said anything else the doctor came out. "I'm assuming your Emma's parents?" she asked, when Spike nodded the doctor lead them over to a private waitign room, Jay and Sean followed them in. "Please jsut tell us what happen to our daughter, no stalling just tell us." Spike said tryign to hold back tears, she was shaking with fear and sadness. Jay walked over to her and gently took the baby form her, he sat down with Jack in his lap next to Sean.

"Sean brought Emma in here pretty badly beaten, she told us that she had been raped and beaten by her boyfriend. She has brusises that are at least a few days old, so this has happen before but I'm assuming this was the worst of it." Spike's attempts to hold back tears were all gone as she broke down. "What else is going on?" Snake asked since his wife couldn't at the moment. "We examed her and found cuts brusies and a few broken ribs, we found fluids on her during the rape kit, so we are running every STD test we can and should have the results back soon." She looked down not wanting to tell them anymore but knowing they had to know. "your not tellingus somethingwhat is it." Jay said his emotions were a cross between anger and pain. "The fulids we found and tested didn't belong to the same person, there were four differnt types. The police are here and want to talk to her, but if you would like to see her before they do you can." Emma's parents got up and walked into her room.

Emma was laying in bed when the door to her room opened, she looked over to see her parents walk in. "Oh my baby." Snake said and walked to her daughter and huged her and kissed her gently on the cheeck, not wanting to hurt her. "Emma why didn't you tell us what was going on?" her mother asked, moving hair form her forehead. "I couldn't, this is what I deserved." "Em what are you talking about, no one deserves this." her mother said to her, she looked over at her husband who looked away. "I caused so much pain, and have disappointed you and dad that it's all coming back to me, I got what was coming to me, I shouldn't be here Rick should have killed me." she said with tears running down her face. Spike was crying with her and just held her as best she could. "NO Emma you should be here, you don't deserve this you made mistakes baby we all have but you did NOTHING to deserve this. Do you understand we love you, Sean, JAy and the rest of your friends care for you no one balmes anythign on you." Emma broke down even more and Snake fianlly came over to the bed and held the both of them. "I'm sorry Emma I'm so so sorry that I made you feel this way. I love you so much." he said and kissed her head. "I know I'm sorry dad."

After Snake and Spike were allowed some time with her, the police came in and asked them to leave so they could get her statment. Even though it was ahrd for her to do, she told the police the story from the very first time Kenny hit her to now. "Okay Emma since you want to press charges against him we're going to go and arrest him, but there was more than just him tonight. Can you tell us who the other's were?" She nodded and took a deep breath. "Besides Kenny, there was Tyler Marks, David Anderson, and Jeff Collins." "okay Emma that's all for now." the police left her to get some rest, not even five minutes after they left she had fallen asleep.

Every one was still outside her room waiting to go in, when the police came out of her room. "What happen now?" Sean asked them. "She told us who raped her so now we are going to pick them up and charge them with rape." one officer said to them. "Who was it?" Jay asked them, he wanted to kill whoever had done this to her, and he just wanted to be with her to comfort her and tell her how sorry he was. "Kenny waters, and his friends, now we have to go and file the report." and with that they left. "I thought Kenny was a good guy, never did I think he could something like this to her." Spike said and sat down. "He fooled us all." Jay said and looked at her door. "Jay why don't you go in and stay with her for awhile." Snake said to him. Jay looked at him funny, of all people he neve expected Mr. Simpson to tell him to go see Emma, he wasn't sure if he should or not but Snake gave him a look of approval.

Jay walked into the room and closed the door behind him. he went and sat down in the chair next to her bed. She was sleeping so he was careful to take her ahd in his with out waking her. She didn't look the same, she had a balck eye, swollen and cut lip, cut and brusies on her feace, neck and collar bone from what he could tell. "I shouldn't have told you to not come to me, you can always come to me Em. I missed you,and I'm sorry I didn't stop this from happening." he kissed her hand and felt something wet on his face, bringing his hand to his face he noticed he was crying. Jay stayed in there all night silently crying and not once letting go of her hadn. He wasn't goign to let her push him away this time, he was going to be there for her. She had been hurt for too long.

So help me heal these wounds,

They've been open for way too long.

Help me fill this soul,

Even though this is not your fault.

"Wounded"- Good Charlotte.

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Okay hope you liked this chapter, I'm not to sure about the ending of this chapter though so let me know what you think of it.

Allie