Right, here is the next instalment of Reflections. Thanks to all who read, I hope it's to your liking. To my lovely reviewers, thank you I luff you all! This is the middle chapter from Jack's point of view. I hope you enjoy this! This chapter is dedicated to livs-xxx after our PM convo last night! Lol.

Jack

Trapped on a desert island

Haunted by betrayal

Thinks he's found his one and only

But still he feels so lonely

Always needing something to fix

Will never cut it

Ever

Typical, I've been left in here to think about every event in my life. I admit there have been quite a few. I wonder if this is some sort of test, to check our mental state or something. Although I hate to admit it, Locke was right. I am a man of Science.

When Sarah left, all I felt was betrayal, anger. I almost felt empty. But I knew that I was better off without her and I got over it. Eventually. With Sarah, it was more like a project than a marriage. I fixed her, and wanted to carry on fixing her as long as she needed me. But she caught onto that—that's probably partly why she left.

When I'm with Kate, I feel so different, so alive. When we kissed in the jungle, I was so happy. No; more than happy, I was on top of the world. She was the last person I ever expected to have been travelling with the marshal. She's so kind and brave; always up for everything and anything. The more I think about it, the more I know there must've been a good reason for her to do what she did; and despite knowing, I trust her more than anyone else on this island. I wish I could see her, touch her, hold her, check that she's OK; I need to know they haven't hurt her.

I wish I knew why they want us here. Why should they need a conman, a doctor and…Kate? It doesn't make sense. The others are smart, if we had all been in together, we would have some sort of escape plan by now. But they had to keep us separate; I can't think straight on my own.

I can just hear my dad's voice in my ear, telling me that I'm not good enough. If I was truly his son, I would have an escape plan by now. Why is he still getting to me? He's dead. He got caught up in his sorry excuse for a life and drunk himself to death. Why should that be my problem? But that's the thing; it is my problem—because it's my fault. If I hadn't have handed him over for operating on that girl, he would still have his job. But then what would've happened Jack? He would've carried on drinking and putting his patients at risk; and there would be more lives lost than saved. Could you've been responsible for that? I guess not…

I've changed my mind; somehow, this being a test just doesn't work. It must be some sort of torture; making me go through all my thoughts, through the 'what ifs' and the 'maybes' I should consider what Locke said. Maybe I should become a man of faith; because I don't have much else right now…Hope vanished when Kate disappeared.

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I will explain now this wasn't going to be Jate or Skate, but it kinda turned into Jate in this chapter. However, for you Skaters out there, it was only Jack's thoughts on Kate. Sawyer also has his thoughts on Kate which will be voiced in the last chapter from Sawyers POV.