Chapter 1: Mistakes
My name is Takeru Takashi, I'm sixteen and was leading a pretty normal life, until that is, and my girlfriend dumped me to become a lesbian. But you already know about that. I have a secret though, that I can't share with too many people, otherwise I could beaten up, or worse. I'm gay, and have a crush on a guy. Not just ay guy though, my ex-girlfriend's older brother, which made it horribly awkward for the past two months while I was going out with his sister, and realized that I liked him. But anyway, back to the story, I'll tell you my background as I need to.
I don't know how long I was sleeping, only that when I woke up, my head was no longer on Taichi's lap, but a pillow on the couch, and Tai was lying right beside me, with his arms around me. I felt myself turn red. Sleeping with a boy, something I'd always dreamed about, but never though I would. I nudged Taichi, hoping he was awake.
"You awake now Takeru?" He asked, as he moved while I tried ot get up.
"Yeah, how long was I asleep? And why were you…." I couldn't go on, but my face turned even redder.
"About two hours, and if I wasn't there holding you, you seemed to start whimpering," He snickered a bit at me, "Something you're not telling us TK?"
I blushed even more, if that was possible, "No!" I said, noticing my voice squeaked, "No, I'm just, going to go now," I said, as I moved to the door, to put my shoes back on.
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"No way!" My best friend shouted at me, "You seriously slept on the couch with Taichi?"
"Like I told you Daisuke, I was asleep, and got no chance to take pleasure in it." I told my friend. Daisuke Motomiya, my best friend since sixth grade. He's a handful sometimes, but over all, a pretty loyal friend. He's also the only person I've told other than my brother, Yamato Ishida, that I prefer guys to girls.
"Bah, whatever," Daisuke said, "At least you got to sleep with a guy, non-sexual or otherwise," The other thing I should tell you about Daisuke, is that he's bisexual. We've had long talks about feeling different and such, but we normally just hang out any play video games.
"You know I'm willing to change that at any time, Dai," I said as I came up behind him, and wrapped my arms around him.
"You know how awkward that would be Takashi," He said, embracing my hug, which was against what he was telling me.
"Oh? But you embrace my arms like you like that idea," I whispered to him, as I rubbed my face into his shoulder.
"My mind and body say two different things Take-chan," he said as he turned around and kissed my lips, then pulled out of my arms.
SLAM! "Daisuke! I'm home!" Daisuke's mother shouted as she came in the apartment door.
"Hold on, I'm coming!" He shouted back, then he turned around to me and muttered "Always when I'm about to score…"
We filed out of his room, I greeted his mother when I saw her, she asked if I was staying for dinner, Daisuke said yes and I was staying the night too, before I could answer, then we went back into his room.
"When were you going to tell me I was sleeping over?" I inquired of him.
"You decided it after shamelessly coming on to me," he said, the stuck his tongue out at me.
"I'll call me parents and tell them I'm staying here," I said as I went to use the phone in the living room. I got there, dialed the number, and my mother picked up, which wasn't surprising as she's the only person I live with.
"Hey mom, its Takeru… Yeah, I'm staying the night…." Then, she told me Tai had come over looking for me. "Did he say what he wanted?... Oh, ok, I'll call him later. Bye mom." I quickly hung up, and went to Daisuke's room again.
"Taichi went over to my house," I said as soon as the door was closed.
"Really? What did he want?" Daisuke inquired.
"Mom said he didn't say, but I'll call him later this week," I said, moving behind Daisuke again, and wrapping my arms around him. "Now, where were we?" I said, as I began nibbling on Daisuke's ear.
"I believe I was going to do this," Daisuke said, as he turned around and began kissing me, I kissed back. Several times before we'd started making out like this for no reason, but it had never gone as far as it was about to go now, and not just for the simple reason that I had a girlfriend.
Daisuke pushed me back onto his bead, I let him, as we fell back, our hands started roaming each other's backs, and like we had the same thoughts, our hands moved under each other's shirts and pulled them off. My right hand then fell down to is butt, as my left stayed on his back. He suddenly flipped over, and my hands were on his back again, but I then found one of his hands cupping my crotch. Before we had realized it, we where in the middle of hot, glorious, passionate, sex which consisted of multiple orgasms for both of us before it was over.
Then, after we were lying next to each other with no clothes on, we realized what we had done. Quickly we got dressed, incase somebody were to walk in the door, and we stayed silent till dinner.
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Dinner was slightly awkward that night, but w played like nothing had happened. Daisuke's parents didn't notice anything, but his sister, Jun, definitely did which means after I leave tomorrow she would interrogate Daisuke about why we were acting weird at dinner. Once we got into Daisuke's room, I just broke down on the floor. I didn't cry, but I sank to the floor, realizing what I did.
"Um… Yeah." Was all Daisuke could say, and I didn't blame him. He quickly went to his computer, I assumed to check his email, but he typed a few thins and moved the mouse then dragged me up to it, and I saw what was on the screen:
I am the psychotherapist. Please, describe your problems. Each time
you are finished talking, type RET twice.
"You would be surprised at how much this makes me feel better when I'm confused," he said, ad began smiling. I merely smirked back at him, and began having a conversation with the computer.
Hello
How do you do? What brings you to see me?
Well, my girlfriend dumped me for girls, and i just fucked my best friend.
Are you afraid of sex?
no, why would you say that?
Is it because would I say that that you came to me?
No, I came to see you because i just had sex with my best friend
Does it bother you that you just had sex with your best friend?
slightly, yes
Why do you say slightly yes?
because i just did it without realizing it and i feel horrible about
it now.
When did you first know that you just did it without realizing it and
you feel horrible about it now?
just ten minutes ago, when i had sex with my friend
Tell me about something about your sexual history.
well, my first time was ten minutes ago with my best friend
Earlier you said would I say that?
no
Why not?
because you're misinterpreting what i'm saying
Is the fact that I am misinterpreting what you are saying the real
reason?
no
Are you annoyed that I ask that?
yes
I see... Well, what makes you believe this is so?
because you're a script in a computer designed to ask me questions
Does the fact that I am a script in a computer designed to ask you
questions explain anything else?
quit
My secretary will send you a bill.
Well, I had a good laugh, but that didn't help. "That was entertaining, but not helpful," I said as I turned around to Daisuke, "Although, maybe we should just talk about this tomorrow." I said, noticing it was getting late.
"Good idea," Daisuke said, turning off his computer monitor, jumping into bed, as I followed. That night, we didn't talk at all.
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Ok, a few notes.
This is my first fic being published here, so I may mess a few stuff up at times.
Thanks to the people who reviewed, I forget if I told you the first few chapters would be a tad misleading.
Basically, I'm not sure if I want TK and Dai to still be friends next chapter, and wanted your opinion.
Also, the psychoanylist is from a text-editor called Xemacs. That was a conversation I had with it just for this story.
This was written the same day as the prologue, I just had to clean it up a bit b4 I could post it on else….
Well, I hope everybody enjoyed it, I'll write when I have time, and I will finish and publish this fic.
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