Numb
You may think that you can ruin my goals
And everything I am
But you're wrong
I have that control
You're a horrible mother
And always have been
You try to be a mom
& then try to be a friend
You can't preach what you don't know
And then change your mind
As we learn and grow
Don't try and take credit
For the things that I have done right
You never helped me
With my homework every night
You never even seen me graduate
I was in the top ten of my class
But you stayed home
And just sat on your ass
It must be nice
Having a kid like me
Taking credit so easily
But that's not where credit is due
It's within me
Not you
I've become accustomed to your ways
Knowing how you think
I see it more & more everyday
I see things that make you tick
But I don't care
It doesn't bother me anymore
I just sit and stare
As u talk to the door
What's wrong with you?
What kind of a mother does this shit
You don't provide for your children
& expect us to look past it?
I don't think so
Some people forgive easier than some
I'm not like you & never will be
I'm in a mindset of being comfortably numb