My forever mistake
If I had known how my life would be
Without you
I wouldn't have let it go
And walked away so casually
I never understood what it really meant
To have someone like you
It's like all of my mistakes add up
Mistake #1 mistake number two
I was naive and dumb
I admit that finally
I did what I did
And let you go so easily
Why did I mess up
Something so perfect and rare?
Sometimes I wish
My past wasn't there
I hate it
Waking up to see the same regrets
Everyday and night
I'll never forget
The pain in your voice
The hurt in your words
I just wanted to curl up
And not hurt you anymore
I can't believe my stupidity
I wish it were in pencil
I would erase it so easily
But I can't
The pain and hurt will be there
Forever in-between you and I
I don't want this to last
But I can't answer your questions why
I don't know why I was so stupid
And why I wanted that damn break
But I know this for sure
That was my forever mistake….