Never to Regain
Sequel to "To Have Lost"
Note: Please read "To have lost" before reading the sequel otherwise you will be confused!
By: Anoke
Disclaimers: I Don't own Dragonball Z Or "Never Again" By Nickleback
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Over the next couple months I've grown to hate my father, I've grown to hate everything about him! Every detail, he drinks a lot, that was never like him! But then of course he was never like this.. He never sunk so low as to hit his own family, he may never had shown it but he cared, he cared for us, he loved us! But now.. He hates us! He enjoys to see us with pain, he enjoys giving us pain! That is why we are always sad, or scared.. Or feel pain! Because of him! He makes us feel this way! I never wanted to hate him! But he's gone to far! He hurts my mother! thats as far as he goes! I wont let him anymore! Im sick of it!..
I hear him screaming at her.. I wonder why.. Actually do I? Does it matter why he is screaming? Will it change anything.. No! No matter what reason he has for hitting my mother I wont accept it! Nothing can make up for what he did! For what he does! Nothing!
He's drunk again, it's time to fight
She must have done something wrong tonight
The living room becomes a boxing ring
It's time to run when you see him
Clenching his hands
She's just a woman
Never Again
I should be able to help her! Why cant I help her? Why cant I do anything right? I hear her screaming! I call out to her, she screams for me to go to bed and drowned out the noise.. Before.. Before I was angry that she never tried to help me when my father hit me.. Now.. Now im angry at myself when I cant help her! He locks me away in my room.. So where I cant see him hurting her.. But that doesnt change the fact I can hear her screams.. I can see her bruises.. Why.. Why did I have to push him?
I hear her scream, from down the hall
Amazing she can even talk at all
She cries to me, Go back to bed
I'm terrified that she'll wind up
Dead in his hands, She's just a woman
Never Again
I tell myself everynight I wont let him do it to her again.. I lie to myself.. What can I do? Even if I am free.. All I will be able to do is watch him do it.. What can I do to stop him? Can I fend him off? Will that just lead to my death?.. if I die who will he take most of his anger out on?.. but if I don't try to help her.. Will he kill her? I cant lose my mother.. I already lost my father.. Well that is the way it seems.. My father died.. He died the first time he hit me.. The first time he hurt my mother he died.. This man that hits us and hurts us, that brings us pain.. He is not my father..
Been there before, but not like this
Seen it before, but not like this
Never before have I ever
Seen it this bad
She's just a woman
Never Again
He hit her so bad that night that he put her in the hospital.. He never did that before.. What will she tell people? What will she tell her friends that care and worry about her? What will she tell the doctors and nurses? Will she tell them the truth? Or a lie..? anyone can see he did it.. Or can they? Is it just obvious to me because I know what happens behind our closed doors..? or is everyone just blind to the truth..?
Just tell the nurse, you slipped and fell
It starts to sting as it starts to swell
She looks at you, she wants the truth
It's right out there in the waiting room
With those hands
Lookin just as sweet as he can
Never Again
This has happened before but not like this! That just keeps playing through my head! Why is he doing this to us? Why! I want to know! When will he stop? When he kills her? When he kills me? Or will he drive us to our own deaths? We cant escape him! There is no way to! He will find us.. Yes we can go to goku's but he will find us there.. He will find some way to make us pay for leaving.. And I just.. I just couldnt bare what it would be.. I cant! I cant go on though.. Letting this happen! I don't care as much when he does it to me! But when he brings my mother in to it!.. I just want to die!
Seen it before, but not like this
Been there before, but not like this
Never before have I ever
Seen it this bad
She's just a woman
Never Again
Hate is a strong word yes.. But I do I hate him! I wish he was dead! That would make me so happy right now!... who am I kidding I hate the man that hurt me and my mother but I still love my father.. I wish my father could come back and this man could just die!I hate his temper! I hate his smirk I hate his words! I hate him! .. I wish I could kick his ass and show him what it feels like.. But if I did that would I be no better than him..? no! I would be better than him! I don't hit people that don't deserve it!
Father's a name you haven't earned yet
You're just a child with a temper
Haven't you heard "Don't hit a lady"?
Kickin' your ass would be a pleasure
He's locked me in my room again.. It's a different night but it's the same, mom said something that made dad mad.. And now.. Now he is beating her again... and tonight it was all my fault.. How you ask? I smarted off to my "father" telling him I was going to tell Goku what he does to us.. What a mistake that was.. He beat me so hard I can barley stand.. But right now im more worried about my mom.. My mother came in and was yelling at him telling him to stop, that I was just messing around.. My "father" yelled at her.. Told her to shut up and stay out of it.. Oh how I wish she would have just listened to him just this once.. He dragged me away to my cage.. And went to go beat her..
He's drunk again, it's time to fight
Same old shit, just on a different night
She grabs the gun, she's had enough
Tonight she'll find out how fucking
Tough is this man
Pulls the trigger as fast as she can
Never Again
I hear her screaming, im struggling to get out im banging on the door, yelling screaming at the top of my lungs, I hear some hope my baby sister is outside the door..
"Bulla! I need you to unlock the door!" I tell her
"But trunks.. You cant daddy will" she says
"I know what he will do but I cant let him do this to momma! Please just unlock the door" I plead
"Okay ... " she says giving in
luckily she knows how to pick locks.. You'd think my father would come up with better security to keep me in.. But he was only trying to keep me in.. He never thought someone would try to get me out. Finally I am out, trying to stand I tell my sister to run outback in our secret hiding place, I tell her to stay there until I come get her. She does as I say, I run downstairs to where my father and mother are
"Stop it!" I scream
my father stops, he looks at me, with anger and rage
"Trunks, go back to your room" my mother begs
"No! I wont let him do this to you! Never again will I sit by and let him hurt you!" I scream, trying to keep my balance
"Fine brat you want it then?" my father asks, dropping my mother and walking over towards me
im scared, im frightened, I have no clue what he is going to do to me.. I put my hands up in defense, my father hits me, and hits me and hits me.. I don't think I can take much more of this! It hurts so bad! My mother is screaming for him to stop, he brings his hand up, he forms a energy blast, he brings it to my stomach
"I told you to stay out of the way! This could have been prevented if you would just listen!" my father says
"Dad.. Don't!" I plead
"Vegeta! Please! Don't!" my mother screams as my father fires the energy beam through me, and I fall to the ground.. Motionless
Seen it before, but not like this
Been there before, but not like this
Never before have I ever
Seen it this bad
She's just a woman
Never Again
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Please Read!
Okay, I am drawing near to the end only 2 more chapters left! (And in the 2 chapters I will explain why veggie is acting like this..) And yes just so I can clear up some things..
1. Yes trunks is really dead and he cant come back with the dragon balls (why?) Because I say so (why?) Because if he could my other 2 chapters would be pointless.
2. In the song it says "She pulls out a gun".. Bulma didnt really pull out a gun I just don't want to change the lyrics to the song.
That should clear up any questions, but if you do have any just tell me in a review! And I will be happy to answer
and by the way. I wont update until I get alteast 5 reviews on this chapter.. Sorry but I really like reviews so I know how people like it.
Anoke