Chapter 16 :Crying in silence
-Are you sure Hotaru?Amy asked as she put her bag behind her back.
Hotaru leaned against her apartment door and smilled faintly.
-Yes...I'm better...even if it still hurts...I'll be fine in a few days...
-But...Rey sais she can stay with you tonight..?
Hotaru nodded in aproovement and Amy smilled.
-Good.I'll call her on her cell phone,k?
-Ok...Ja!
-Ja!
A few hours later..
Hotaru was in her shower,allowing the cold water to fall all over her pale skin and take away his scent...
-Kurama…she wrote on a wall covered with drops of water.
-Hotaru-chan...Rey said as she gaved her a coup of tea.
Hotaru's red eyes of crying moved on Rey.
-Yes?
Rey was dressed in a shirt with no shouldeurs and jeans.She sat next to Hotaru and thought a moment.
-I think...we should just listen Kurama's version of story...
HOtaru took the coup of tea and throw it into the near wall.She stood angry and yelled at her friend.
-HE HAD MAKED VERY OBVIOUS HIS POINT OF VIEW!
-So much anger...you truly...love him arent' you?
Hotaru pulled her hair on a shouldeur and start playing with it to calm herself.
-I...
-It's exactly how it happend with Sephire isn't it?
Rey received a glare.
-I just touched the point isn't it?You din't gave up on Sephire and that's why you just can't trust Kurama fully...or listen to any explanation that may change your point of view.
-I think I had enough with Sephire and Kurama!said Hotaru and stood,walked to the other couch and crushed on it.
-And?You run away just like that?You should go back and kick his ass for lying you,at least that!But you should talk to him,not leaving things like that,Taru-chan...
Hotaru's eyes filled with more tears.
-I...want to be alone Rey...onegai.
-Demo...
-Onegai.
Rey stood and walked to the door,grabbing her purse.
-Call me,ok?
Hotaru nodded and heard the door shutting.She fell down on the carpet and sobbed over and over again.That's when she heard a sound...coming from her bedroom.She looked around surprised .Standing up she walked slowly into the noisy room.Then she saw him...on her bed...Kurama.
-Kurama?she whispered.
He looked at her with creamy green eyes.He was wearing a long black shirt opened to few buttons,revealing his chest and also black pants.
Hotaru's eyes lay on his eyes and they stared at eachother a moment.
-Ku-
-Hotaru.he said immediatly to stop her.I only have a few seconds...Genkai helped me making this hologram...to...talk to you,please listen to me.
His eyes pleaded her to listen to him but soon,her happyness that he was there fade away and her anger returned.Her eyes flashed with anger and turned herself with her back to him.
-I have listened to enough!
-Just listen to me!he cried and came to her,wrapping his arms around her waist.She tried to push him away but she didn't had the needed strength.
-You broked me...she muttered.
-I know...he said sadly and higged her.She just let him hugg her and looked with her eyes in the mirror,to see him.His red bangs were tickling her face and GOD! how good he smelled.
-Back there...I wasn't...I ...I lied...
-You...lied?
Kurama nodded.
-As Youko is much more difficult for me to admit my feellings...I'm sorry...
She looked at him with tears in her eyes and then saw that his shape as Suuichi was dissappearing and his Youko form appeared.He moved to elave but she captured his hands and kept them on her body.He looked surprised at her.
-Stay...
-I can not...I'm ...
-Just a few more moments...Youko.
His eyes turned definetly golden and his silver hair appeared.But,surprisely he was still wearing those clothes.
-You let him take me away...
-I couldn't risk hurting you...
-You said those words...I can't take them out of my head.
Silence.
-You...hurt me...just like he did...
Youko turned her to face him and then pushed her into the wall.
-I want to show you that I'm serious...
He put his hands on her hips to push her further into the wall but she stoped him.
-No.
He looked into her eyes with his golden ones and make her abandon her block.He moved further and start taking her clothes off,placing kisses on her neck and actually licking it.She almost let a moan escaping her mouth as he placed a hand under her shirt,on her skin and went up to her breast.
-NO!YOU'RE FAKE!she yelled and pushed him away.
She saw him smirking wickedly at her and licking his lips.
-I will seduce you and you will be mine...I'll have you...and you'll enjoy it...No one ever resiste me and you wont be the ONE.After I'll have you I'll throw you away just like the others...or maybe I'll keep you as my little pet.
-Go away!she yelled and start crying.
-Yes...cry...I love your tears and I'll love them more when you'll cry in pain produced by me...when I'll take you...
-Just go away you animal!I hate you!I'll KILL you!
Her eyes flashed red and her body began to shine in energy.
-Not here darling...come after me...you know where to find me...Bye bye my pet!
He dissappeared and left a destroyed Hotaru behind.She couldn't stop crying...crying and not beeing able to tell someone...crying...in silence...In the silence of her pain and hate.